half dust, half deity

ilan. ga_bi on ao3.

[princeicarus]

hey, if u like my trc shit, atla, dps, etc. consider following me at my New and Hot Blog @becomingicarus (i don’t use this one anymore !!!!)

my ao3 is ga_bi

[princeicarus]

it’s about a girl who’s destined to kill her true love with a kiss, a boy with a life-and-death obsession with hunting a dead welsh king, a boy who thinks he is not enough, who is the eyes and ears to a magical forest, a wounded boy who can dream things to life, a smudgy boy, a toga party. it is about three brothers and deadbeat parents and teachers who want to kill you, it is about how far they’ll go to get their answers, it is about sleeping trees and a house full of psychics, it’s about loving people so deeply you’ll never get the chance to even think about life without them. it’s about trust and bees and being gone and being remembered and phone calls late into the night and kissing ghosts for practice. it is about orange lipstick, ravens, clawing someone’s eye out, it is about orange camaros and mint leaves and cereal boxes where floor should be. it is manic, it is all-consuming, it is gut wrenching in the best way and lovely and it is being murdered outside your house on a hot afternoon (your favorite son finds you).

[princeicarus]

popping back in for a minute to say, yes, i have a new account @becomingicarus​ (i post more trc!) and yes, i have an ao3 (where i post polygangsey fics, ronsey fics, and roahsey fics :) as well as some other fandoms!)

[princeicarus]

hey yall, i’m switching gears. so i’ll no longer be posting about hp or be part of the fandom. i’m gonna finish up my fics. ill keep this blog up as i have tons of posts i love on here, but i’m restarting and made a new account. you can follow me there if you like, it’s @becomingicarus . it’ll be a more personal account, with my friends and mutuals, so. yeah

[princeicarus]

so true me. i’m on here today for like. housekeeping. and because i’m still updating my very long slow burn marauders-era fic awash with color on ao3! i do not condone jk’s views at all. literally writing this fic is just for fun and healing and if some people enjoy it/feel seen by it, then that’s great!! follow me @becomingicarus​ for actual content :)

more abt my fic:

if u guys like reading slow-burn, messed up soulmate au, multiple pov, badass women, angst, trauma recovery, polyamory, the black family, the mckinnon family, quidditch, james potter, my fic is for u!! if not, it’s not!! 

[prorochestvo]

Baking form for fish. Minsk province, Belarus. 19th century. Museum of Jewish History in Russia

[bleekay]

when ur parents are trying to force u to pick a husband so u enlist the help of ur childhood friend to come in disguise and pretend to be a boyfriend/suitor to get them off ur back but now that she's here flirting n shit u actually Realizing 😳

[becomingicarus]

there’s something abt childhood innocent intimacy that just. burns. its like. you take with you all those little moments that are so so innocent and then years later you’re in a similar situation and it feels so charged. only that when you were kids you realized you were charged in a similar way, but you viewed it as friendship, as giddiness, as fresh excitement; it was. and there is such a longing to go back to that childlike innocence, words left unsaid, things left undone, back to when a stray glance or laugh isn’t misplaced as something else, something more. idk just. wanting to go back to innocence once you’ve already escaped it

[babyfairy]

how fucking dare anyone see that the person who made the orange and pink lesbian flag is struggling to literally just SURVIVE and be like “ummm actually she doesn’t think ace people are queer so, don’t give her money :(“ like i hope somebody literally smashes your fingers with a hammer

[boiadeiro]

you can donate to emily here 

(and her carrd with her socials and lesbian flag merch can be found here)

[the-sky-loves-you]

Trying more academia hairstyles on my kinky hair 

[mexicantransguy]

Ok but as a dysphoric trans man the whole ‘you need dysphoria to be trans’ actually baffles me because even tho I’ve always has crippling dysphoria, it didn’t actually help me figure out my gender at all. I usually dismissed my dysphoria as ‘internalized misogyny’ or just not being feminine enough, which actually just caused me worse dysphoria.

You know what made me figure out that I’m trans though? Gender euphoria. The minute I got called a ‘sir’ is the moment that I realized, “shit this feels right.” And at that point I realized that I could no longer deny the fact that I’m not a woman and that I couldn’t keep living as one.

Here’s a hot take: maybe being trans isn’t so much about how uncomfortable you can be in your AGAB, but rather how much more comfortable you can be.

[para-sike]

There was a question in a trans fb group I’m in the other day where someone asked “when do you know you’re ready for HRT?”

A lot of people answered along the lines of “if you have no other choice” due to crippling dysphoria and I totally get where they’re coming from, dysphoria sucks ass, but I took it in another direction instead, like this:

“if you can imagine looking in the mirror in ten years and being happier with the changes you can expect from hormones, than if you had gone without.”

Both statements can be about alleviating dysphoria, but only the second statement actually considers euphoria.

I don’t know; I definitely feel better thinking about my transition as a way of achieving happiness and contentment within my body, rather than thinking of my transness purely as an injury that needs to be healed.

[becomingicarus]

femme fatale, the velvet underground || roger taylor || she’s always a woman, billy joel || bad medicine, bon jovi || groan, dazey and the scouts || she’s always a woman, billy joel

[bleekay]

[princeicarus]

ok hermiones arms r a bit wonky & i am not gonna post hp anymore but. i did this awhile ago and couldn’t not share this

[thegirlwiththeloontattoo]

People say “phase” like impermanence means insignificance. Show me a permanent state of the self.

[markets]

teenage girl sighing dreamily as she lays in her bed and writes in her diary with a pink glitter pen and when you look at the notebook shes just writing “killing and violence and killing and violence” with little hearts above the i’s over and over and over 

[chthonic-isabelleadjani-deactiv]

The idea of english as a mother tongue is so strange to me, in my head english is how ppl communicate when there's no way in common to communicate, so english as a mother tongue sounds a bit like idk email as a mother tongue ykwim? Like english to me feels like the stuff that's used to fill the empty spaces between languages

[carnivorine]

Ok English is my native language and unfortunatly the only one I know yet, but this reminds me so much of that passage in Flights by Olga Tokarczuk

[becomingicarus]

one of my favorite things to do is try to get goyim to pronounce obscure yiddish words correctly or lecture them on the crucial textual and personal differences between oy! and ay!

[princeicarus]

hi u don't need to post this i just didn't know how comfy u r with dms

but I just saw ur pinned post and I'd unfollowed you because of hp content (no other reason dw) and now am back so hi!!! :D

oh hi!! dms are totally fine :) hello again!! :) welcome back