Peppermint
The dark streets aren't a place for anyone or anything at night, that is... except for the ones who have no place within the light to begin with.Â
I and the others I am meeting are the exception.Â
I waltz down the carriage lanes of this old sleepy town in my favorite dark jeans and a black knitted sweater, a forest green cloak draped over me with the hood down, catching wisps of dark figures in the corners of my eyes. These creatures are not quite of this world, nor is the figure, visible only by the translucent outlines of white waltzing along with me tonight. The common folk need not fear these creatures, unless you know they exist they are impartial. Then even if you do, leaving out some seeds and honey as an offering will keep you from harm, give them blueberry tea if you want some good luck.Â
Tonight I climb the hill just beyond the old yew tree the fae adore and that everyone refuses to cut down least they fear a despicable end. No one besides me and a few others dare to climb it at night, they say strange things happen there, dark figures prowling about almost like regular animals, yet their limbs too long and narly. When climbing youâll get an ice chill down your spine, a sinking feeling in your gut and the one clear thought you can manage out is something along the lines of: I should not be here.Â
The way I and the other I am meeting ward this off is by leaving generous offerings before we ascend. I find McDonald's fries generally please them, so arriving at the foot I leave four extra large fries and a pack of chicken nuggets, right beside my covenâs other offerings. I can see no figures awaiting me from where I stand, a bad sign usually but I start up the hill against my better judgment.Â
Reaching the top, my calves are burning, the trek never gets easier. I lean down to massage my right calf, my dyed red hair falling around me and pale skin a sharp contrast in the full moonâs light. As my hood falls over my eyes I spot two figures lying on the ground, one covered with a light blue cloak, dark tightly braided hair and face peeking out, the other a maroon cloak and a hot pink dress.Â
I address the girl with the maroon cloak first âYou hiked this thing in heels? What are you? Cat woman girl?â I ask rummaging through my bag for my supplies.Â
Bonita laughs âYou wish hun, got your supplies?â she says sitting up elbowing Makena.Â
I nod, both of them standing and whipping out their supplies from their own bags.Â
We start to set up the temporary alter as Makena speaks, getting our attention âBonita, Roxy-â she hesitates on her next words, half way done her particular task to set up âThis might be the last time we pray and do a spell together, you know, with all of us off to college in a few weeks,â she says, her voice wavering a bit while fiddling with her long curly hair.Â
Bonitaâs eyebrows shoot up and she makes a face before chuckling âIf youâre implying that weâre gonna grow apart sweetie while weâre in college you better evaluate dear Roxyâs OCD level schedule of communication and visits,âÂ
Makena blushes and shrinks but laughs with us at my expense.Â
We make short work of setting up the rest of the altar and preparing to pray.Â
Tonight Iâm going to pray to Sarasvati for help forming and performing my Valedictorian speech, something I desperately need. Iâve been rewriting it for a week now and still havenât made any headway. I also need to pray to my main hoe Soma to make Grad amazing and Dhat to bless the spell weâre about to do. Iâm not sure what Bonita and Makena pray about, or who to, guess I never really asked. Regardless we each get into our preferred positions and pray to whichever gods and goddesses we choose about whichever we want.Â
The graduation ceremony took place in pitch black, the sun already set, small shifts of movement coming from the rows of seats and the rafters, family and supporters brought together alive and passed, human and not. The only light coming from the spotlights on the stage as Principle Chiba gave an inspirational and touching speech that moved everyone here. Applause began and continued as I replaced Mr. Chiba at the podium, soon it died down and I spoke a silent prayer I would do well before I began.
âFellow classmates, graduates of 2018, I will not bore you with a lengthy speech going on about things that donât matter, we all have better things to do. Instead I will give you some words of advice given to me by someone I miss dearly, who has gone on to University in a very far away place yet I remain close to. That advice is to simply, remember to call. Call to say how beautiful the leaves are on the trees outside your dorm window. Call to ask how theyâre doing. Call to just say I miss you. Call to make them open their bedroom window because theyâre home for the Holidays and youâre outside freezing, 20 ft up in the air on a tree and regretting every life choice youâve made up to that point. So call, it keeps you close to those you care about. Thank you.âÂ
I donât think we called enough.Â
Sitting here, awkwardly in this cafe we used to come to in high school when conversation just flowed, I wonder what went wrong. I know we didnât follow the schedule, school and life got in the way, but⊠that shouldnât stop us from reconnecting.
âSo, any special someone in your guys lives?â I ask, a small forced and nervous smile on display as I grasp my mug.Â
My sister Sofia shoots me a sarcastic thumbs up. Iâm tempted to flip her off.Â
Bonita nods âTheir nameâs Avery, theyâre pretty nice,â she says looking down into her mug.
âIâm not seeing anyone right now actually,â Makena says, taking a bite of her pastry.Â
I nod my head, this is not going well âThatâs nice,â I take a sip from my mug, racking my brain to come up with something to start a decent conversation.Â
Makena pretends to get a text and looks at her phone âSorry guys, itâs been fun but my mom wants me home to make sugar cookies, see you later!â she says practically sprinting from the table.
I know she was pretending because she always has her ringer on, in high school it used to get her into so much trouble.Â
I remember when it went off in the middle of a lock down drill, school took it away for three days, and like any teenagers would we concocted elaborate schemes to get her phone back. None of them worked of course, including the one where Bonita tried to tell the receptionist she was Makena was mom, but we had fun nonetheless.Â
âI should actually go too, I got some stuff that I need to attend to,â Bonita says laughing half halfheartedly.
I nod and watch her awkwardly leave. Letting out a defeated sigh I let my head fall into my arms. Why was talking to them after a year so hard?
âYou ok?â my sister asks, sitting down across from me.Â
The phase sent me over the edge, tears started spilling into my cardigan then running down my cheeks as I lifted my head. Unable to speak, I shake my head.Â
She grabs a tissue from her bag and hands it to me âYou know you could always try doing something you guys used to do back in high school together,â she suggests sipping her drink.
I sniffled âI donât know, I noticed Bonita wearing a cross and Makena started wearing a hijab,â I used the tissue to wipe away the tears âTheyâve changed a lotâŠâ
My sister nods âSorry Iâm not more helpâŠâÂ
âItâs ok, theyâre allowed to change itâs just I didnât expect them to so much,â I say, my phone starting to vibrate.Â
Itâs Vincent, one of my new friends from Uni, I answer it âHey tic tac, whatcha need?â
He laughs âNothing, just want to know how the old reunion is going,â
âNot well, but I know thatâs not why youâre calling, what did you do this time?â
âCanât a friend bug another friend anymore? And besides itâs not me, itâs your roommate, apparently she accidentally turned your sheets orange when washing them,âÂ
I chuckle, and rub my face âHow bad is it?â
âBad, very bad, looks like leftover prison suit material was used, then bleached in some places,âÂ
I laugh genuinely âIâll be sure to pick up new ones when I get back then,âÂ
âGood, those sheets have seen better days. Whatâs up with your friends? Thought you were really excited to see them,â
âWell, I was, but⊠theyâve changed a lot. Theyâre not the people I used to know back in high school and I donât know how to reconnect with them,âÂ
Vincent sighs âYouâre not gonna like what I have to say about this but you need to hear it,-â he pauses and I scrunch up my face. What could he possibly have to say that I wouldnât like? â-Sometimes, through no fault of anyone involved, relationships just⊠donât last,â
I blank for a second, shocked heâd even say something like that. âWhat the hell? What am I-âÂ
âYou didnât let me finish!â he interrupts his voice weakly raising an octave. I huff but let him continueâSometimes they donât last because people just change too much, and thatâs no one fault, people need to change so they can grow. And sometimes that means you change so much people lose connection because thereâs nothing to connect with. That doesnât make sense, umm, ok, take two people at the start of a relationship. They both love to⊠drink coffee so every day they go out to drink coffee,â
I chuckle a little raising an eyebrow âCoffee? Thatâs the best you can come up with?â
He shushes me playfully âAnyways, so a little later in this friendship one decides to give up coffee due to Insert Reason Here and they stop hanging out as often. Since their entire relationship is based on coffee and now thatâs been taken away, they donât have anything in common. They drift apart and remember each other as a good friend they had,â
I nod and ponder what he said âSo⊠people can just drift apart? In that situation arenât you supposed to try to make new common interests?âÂ
âYah, but sometimes that just doesnât happen for whatever reason and thatâs where my wisdom comes in!â I can feel his overblown and ridiculously camera smile of annoyance from the other side of the country.
âIâm throwing a pillow at you when I get back,â I say going to hang up, his laughter ringing out.Â
My sisterâs nowhere to be seen, probably went to the washroom. I remain sitting, my drink all gone and the sun dipping down to paint everything a nice shade of orange.Â
I wonder if Vincent had a point. I had tried to reconnect with my friends, but they just⊠were too changed from when I knew them⊠I could keep trying, but how many times would I sit through awkward conversations that lead nowhere before we reconnected or they started making up excuses not to come?Â
I sigh out loud and play with my empty cup. Why do people and relationships have to be so difficult?Â
I realize Vincentâs right⊠Why for the love of the gods does Vincent have to be right this one time?Â
Sighing again I begrudgingly move up my flight up to this Thursday, two days from now. My parents moved after I graduated high school and my sister was seeing her friends so it wasnât like it was an inconvenience to anyone.Â
My sister reappears and sits down âSorry, didnât want to interrupt your phone call, had to go to the washroom,âÂ
âThatâs ok, I was just about to leave, -â I stand up and hesitate to continue â-I also moved up my flight to this ThursdayâŠâ
âYou sure? Shouldnât you try to reconnect a little harder?â she asks, walking with me to the door.
I sigh âYes, sometimes people just grow apart and despite their best efforts they just donât recover,â I mentally kick myself for quoting Vincent, the jerk would never let me live it down. I grab a peppermint from the little bowl as we exit and pop it in my mouth.
âSounds like youâve made up your mind.â she comments getting in her rental car âWant me to drive you to the airport?â
âSure, Iâd like that,â I say with a sad smile.Â
Watching her drive off and getting into my car, I feel my heart droop, finally realizing that was the last time Iâd probably see my old friends again but, I also feel like a sense of dread has been scrubbed off of me.Â









