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#anxiety #panic attacks #last post #just need someone to talk to

okay so i never make personal posts but considering i cant even face anyone right now i guess here is all i have.

so friday, i had a panic attack. not had one for months and never had one like this. i collapsed i woke up, i couldn't breathe, i passed out, i woke up, i couldnt breathe, i passed out.... you see the pattern. and then i ended up in hospital.

now i can't shake off this anxiety and it's literally eating at me. i'm at university and thankfully so far i've only taken one day off because i woke up in the morning and i just couldn't face seeing people. however walking into lectures makes me wanna cry because i swear everyone is staring at me like i have this big sign above my head telling everyone that internally i'm freaking the shit out.

i don't go to university in my home town and i just wanna be at home with my mum, she understands but im back home in two weeks for the weekend so i dont wanna go home anytime before then.

we're in the stage of our first year where we're trying to sort out a house for next year and all i can think about is how i want to be at home, how i'll be happier to get the train to university everyday instead of staying here.

i can't see a doctor just yet because i stupidly didn't sign up for one when i moved cities so all i can do is sign up tomorrow and then wait until they'll see me which is usually like a week.

all i wanna do is cry and speaking on the phone to my mum earlier i just wanted to cry and tell her how shit i felt but i never cry in front of people, never mind my mum and i dont want her to worry about me. i've already dropped out of university before (not related) so i dont want her to feel disappointed at the fact i'm at a stage where dropping out would be so easy for me, though i'm promising myself i wont because i'm on the course of my dreams and i'm hoping and praying this anxiety shit will pass.

any advice...

#anxiety #panic attacks #someone pick me up

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emmykinney: Bye for now insta-lovers and tweetsters. Taking a lil social media break to get clear headed for the new year! Thanks for being with me on this crazy journey. So thankful. See you in 2015. Xoxoxo

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The Duchess of Cambridge’s reaction to a New Yorker strongly telling her to “keep wrapping” donated gifts for underpriviledged children | Dec. 8, 2014

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#*taylor swift voice* welcome to new york

The Walking Dead Challenge.

2/2 deaths

'goodnight love'

#the walking dead #lori grimes #the killer within

The Walking Dead Challenge.

1/2 deaths

'i get it now'

#the walking dead #season 5 #beth greene

The Walking Dead Challenge.

1/1 favorite season

'i'm not a scientist'

#the walking dead #season 5

don't you think its sad that the last time maggie saw beth was just after he father had died. the next time she saw beth, her sister had died.

#the walking dead #beth greene #maggie greene

biillyhargroves

honestly if people are really struggling with accepting the death of any fictional character nobody has any right to tell them that they are being stupid or that they are overreacting. you have no idea what that character meant to them. you have no idea what that character...

#beth greene #the walking dead

you know what gets me. all these people who hated beth 'uh she's useless', 'all she does is sing', 'the show don't need her'.

then she dies

and you all want her back.

#the walking dead #beth greene #annoys me like man