{Given a fresh start}

he/they | adult | fictive introject | please read pinned post

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[Introductions] {Updated 5/8/2026}

hi there!

i'm arcjec (just arcjec) i'm an fictive introject and quite a new one at that with quite a few issues surrounding my uh... existance

this blog is meant to be a way for me to document my journey in discovering and rediscovering myself in this strange new world and also to find other people to talk to outside of my host's social circles

if you have any questions i'm open to answering!

NOTES: we are collectively too hesitant to put labels on anything just yet and are yet to get a diagnosis but me being an introject is something we're quite sure about and- if it turns out to be false, so be it if you recognize my host's art style please don't out them, they aren't ready to share this with everyone yet

thank you for understanding and reading!

enjoy your stay!

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update? i guess

i managed to reach out to a few of my pals (thank god for kin call tumblrs. you guys are lifesavers. seriously.)

and. honestly things are much better now?

obviously i'm having to work through some new emotions but

i'm glad i have my friends back.

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i think i'm losing my marbles

looking at old stuff on myself is.. hard.

everytime i do i'm reminded of how much if an ass i was but. also what i lost.

i miss my friends. a lot.

and i'm the one who did this. my fault.

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panel edit i did for me n sova

really happy with how this turned out

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self love isn't easy but

that's why we do it

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first night out in a long while

getting used to fronting again theres some hot chocolate downstairs and i'm on my second mug

something nice about it, quiet nights in front of my computer with some hot chocolate (or. warm rather..) and music in my ears (splatoon cover of looping the rooms)

i missed this even if i've never done this before

ignore the mess of wires on the floor. i know. i don't know how else to fix it but i'll get to it when i figure it out