shit posting

May you be in Heaven a full half-hour before the Devil knows you are dead

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A brief narrative "about John Shelby" I wrote for my English class.

After the First World War, my husband and former British soldier John would frantically wake up in the middle of the night. The situation aggravated on stormy nights by sound of thunders and raindrops pattering on the cobblestone making him believe he was actually back on the bloody battlefield, back at Somme.

His suddenly abrupt movement, consequence of his ongoing dreadful nightmares, had been waking me up for the past year. Every single time I had rolled over in bed just to catch a sight of his frightened face and agitated breath, prepared to hear all he had to say about those nightmares. And there I was again listening to him carefully knowing that it was the only solution to keep his tranquillity.

The most recurrent were the one about him and some other soldiers who had spent endless days and nights fulfilling their duties down at the confined muddy tunnels, pickaxing a way to escape their enemies.

His stories were always hard to swallow, soldiers filled with despair, unable to know what to expect of those unstable wet walls, unaware of what they would find on the other side of the tunnel. If there was a way out or a bomb would explode before they could reach the end of it.

Usually the last raindrops were still dripping outside once he had finished with his story, making my husband restless, reminding him of the moments down the tunnels. John´s dreams never got to an end he would always wake up before they could. Leaving him with uncertainty of what other ending aside from the reality was possible.

After four long years, the outcome of the tunnel situation is not that important, after all he is by my side while I write this. What always stuck in my head was the promise that the soldiers who survived made when it was time to come back home, which they had swear to live by…

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peaky blinders + text post meme [15/?]

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To any fic writers who worry they are wasting their time... I read a fic for a relatively small and inactive fandom about three years ago. And there was one specific scene where a character watched another dancing like an idiot to a beyonce song and it was so sweet and loving that even now years later I have that song on one of my spotify playlist so every once in a while it will play and remind me of that fic, and every time it does I smile and feel a little happier.

The stats on a fic will never really tell you if your writing touched someone. There's no numerical way to show you what impact you made. Maybe you are wasting time, or maybe you are writing something that someone will remember for a long time, something that will never fail to make them smile.

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"moodboard" for Chapter 1 - Faded Away of Angel on Fire by @murderousginger

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Do you ever think about the fact that Tatiana and Tommy almost perfectly parallel each other?

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Her interrupting his wedding to mess with him/showing up to the gala = Him constantly showing up unannounced to his enemies to have a leg up on them

Tatiana willing to do anything for the cause =Tommy willing to do anything for his family

Them both being used as pawns in a political game

Them both using their bodies to elevate their families to higher social standing (Tatiana through sex and Tommy in the war and afterwards)

Tatiana pretending to be royal and Tommy pretending to be posh

The eyes!!!

The parallel of Tatiana pulling the trigger vs Tommy putting the gun to his head

Them both paying other people for sex as a way to remove themselves from the act

Just the line "I know your weakness, Tommy. It's freedom."

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Reblog if you write fan fiction

Doesn’t matter if you write in a frequent basis, or once in a blue moon, just how many of us are there?

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John Shelby

Where is your boy tonight? (x Russian Maid)

Drunk on Shadows (x Reader)

Temporary Bliss (x reader x Finn Shelby)

Angel on Fire (x reader) (series)

Girls like me (x reader)

Wild Heart (x reader)

Absolutely Smitten

Himbo best friend John

Always the gentleman

John’s love language

Pregnancy headcannons

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reblog to give fic writers a gentle kiss on the forehead

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Luca Changretta. I have a love/hate thing going on with this character; I love villains but he had his men kill a favourite of mine.

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Screw John, honestly. He killed Angel and wouldn’t let Lizzie be happy with someone else.

@twvstedsouls & @flysafepapi, am I right?

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I kind of like John though 😶

He kind of had to (order), and I don’t think he’d stand in the way of someone he used to love be happy and in love themselves (but business is business and orders are orders). Tbh if John hadn’t fucked up at that meeting with Vicente, Vicente and the Changrettas wouldn’t have ‘rebelled’ and Angel wouldn’t have threatened to kill John after hearing John’s threat. And no John putting Angel in the hospital. But then we wouldn’t have had the vendetta, and no Luca Changretta.

I can’t choose between them, but the order of things could have been better, there’s something I don’t like about it, but don’t know what sort of thing.

And it seemed a bit immature of John, though the whole rebellions need to be stamped out/no apologies thing I get.

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This is all true.

But it only came to Tommy’s attention because John freaked out, unnecessarily, and wouldn’t have gotten to that point if they’d just trusted that Lizzie wasn’t going to tell their secrets.

Like the whole reason John has a fit about it in the first place is because “Angel’s used aliases and he’s killed people and he’s clearly dangerous”

So are you, you dumbasses?

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It was a bit unclear, at least to me though at the wedding when Michael was like, ‘you got the order same as us’. and arthur’s ‘not fraternizing with foreigners’ where this random order came from. Maybe this had to do with the russians? 

Couldn’t agree more that they should have just trusted Lizzie.

I totally forgot about that 😂

It came from a place of caring then at least, the possibility that Angel was not with Lizzie because he liked/loved her but because of ‘nefarious reasons’. 

But yeah, they are as well. Just a bunch of dumbasses. 

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For starters I would like to say that I’m more than comfortable blaming Thomas for everything bad that happens in the series.

In my mind since the beginning when Thomas pays Lizzie to sleep with him one last time (like she was going to say no to him lol), to prove that she didn’t change and that John should not marry her. It’s pretty clear, for me at least, that he has some kind of feelings for her. And of course it’s a safe secure fuck that he does not want to lose.

So that stupid ’’order’’, I believe comes from Thomas himself just being a selfish asshole as usual.

i love him and his character tho 😂

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Faded Away

Angel on Fire Chapter 1

John Shelby x reader

Word count: 2.3k

Warnings: They’re criminals guys, they do bad things.

(gif by @bonniebirddoesgifs)

You giggled as your best friend swung you around on the empty street. Isaiah, Finn and Michael walked behind you both and laughed in various degrees at your foolishness. 

“The girls are already mad,” Isaiah said as he stepped forward and took your hand. He pulled you close before twirling you away from him. “We’re in for a night, lads.”

You laughed and spun with your hands outstretched as he did the same to your friend. 

“They’re always mad,” Michael scoffed as he rolled his eyes. “They’re fuckin’ winding up for the snow.”

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