I'M THE GREATEST STAR

RACHEL BERRY ☆ Hello, friends and fans! I guess you've managed to stumble upon my corner of the internet, as they say. As stated above, my name is Rachel Barbra Berry. If you've heard of me, I assume your a fan of my family. As much as I appreciate that, I would also appreciate if you could refrain from asking any questions about them. This blog is here for me and only me. If you'd like to know about my life and future career, please ask away! I'm always happy to hear from my fans. Othe than that, I hope you enjoy my page.

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PRIVATE 🔐 RACHLET.

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scaranders:

I liked it. I defs read it, like, more than once, because I really liked it, but also because I didn’t understand all of it at first. I get it now, though.

Do you? I’m not even sure I understand it all.

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STILL NOT A DATE ➝ RACHLET.

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TAGGING ➝ Scarlet Anderson, Rachel Berry.

LOCATION ➝ Rachel and Logan’s apartment.

TIME FRAME ➝ 12/2, late night.

WARNINGS ➝ It’s smutty tbh.

NOTES ➝ Rachel and Scarlet continue their weekend together after Lilly’s birthday party.

SCARLET ANDERSON

Reaching for Rachel’s hand was admittedly one of Scarlet’s more stupid moves. Which was saying something, considering this was Scarlet Anderson; stupid was practically her middle name. Had she been thinking, she wouldn’t have done it. It wasn’t something she’d ever done before, no matter who with. Not with Devorah, not with any of the people she’d just casually hook up with. A part of her just wanted to feel Rachel, though. Not just in the sexual sense. She loved having her head between her thighs, her tongue pressing against her and drawing all of those reactions from her, but a part of her wanted  that deeper connection that she’d been trying to stop herself from giving into. There was no doing that the moment she felt Rachel holding her hand back. The other girl could’ve very easily tensed up and freaked out, or pulled her hand away, or pushed Scarlet away from what she was doing, but she didn’t. She squeezed back, and that made Scarlet’s heart flutter so much faster than anything else they’d been doing could.

Maybe it was because she was so in her head, she didn’t know, but this all had taken a turn. It had started out as something just completely sexy, where she was going to go down on Rachel and make her scream, but that wasn’t it anymore. She wanted to do this because she just wanted to be this close to her, to know she was the one making Rachel feel everything she was feeling. She also knew there was no way she’d be letting go of her hand for the duration, and allowed her thumb to rub soft circles against the other girl’s knuckles. She was going to continue the sexual part of it all, of course. That just wasn’t the only focus now; it was deeper than that. Scarlet was okay with that. Even if she wasn’t, she figured there was no denying it now. Not inside her own head, at least.

As her thumb rubbed soft, small circles against Rachel’s hand, her tongue did the same, though obviously to an entirely different place… She wasn’t trying to rush her to an orgasm anymore. Instead, she wanted them both to enjoy a slower, more gentle pace. Being sure not to move too fast like she usually would, nor press down too harshly, she continued to move her tongue against her, switching between swirling it and just gently sliding it inside of her. It didn’t matter that Rachel wasn’t touching her; Scarlet couldn’t help but moan softly, just at the feeling and the taste of her. The hand resting on Rachel’s thigh moved over until she could delicately rub her thumb against her clit. “You taste so good, Rach,” she mumbled softly, mostly just musing aloud, before sliding her tongue inside of her once more.

RACHEL BERRY

Rachel thought she could be the kind of girl to have meaningless sex. Why couldn't she? She may have been a romantic her entire life, but that didn't mean that she fell for just anyone. She could have meaningless flings. It should have been easy. A lot of people do it. That's what she thought she and Scarlet had. Maybe they did at first. Rachel didn't sleep with other people, but she knew that Scarlet did and she didn't care. Not back then. Somewhere between then and now things had changed. Maybe it's been that way for awhile, but she never let herself think about it. How could she? She had an idea in her head and that's all she allowed herself to think about. It was sex. That's it. She didn't want intimacy, she wanted a physical relationship with someone; no strings attached. Perhaps that was all it was in the beginning, but it didn't feel that way now. Not when she was holding her hand the way she was. It didn't feel like it can get more intimate than that.

If she allowed herself to really think about it, she would be scared of that fact. She would be thinking of the people she scared away; or even people she had pushed away because of her fears. Up until now, she had been able to hide those fears well. In fact, she would almost forget about them completely when she was with Scarlet. It was very easy to get so caught up in her. She supposed that now was no exception. She had still been caught up in Scarlet, but it wasn't about how she was making her feel physically. Although, she had to admit that part was incredible. It was the way her heartbeat quickened by squeezing her hand. That's what would have scared her the most. She wasn't supposed to be feeling that way. However, whether she was supposed to or not, there it was. She couldn't even deny it anymore.

Even if she had tried to deny it, the way Scarlet was touching her wouldn't allow it. She could try and pretend like it was all in her head, but the way she was touching her was different. She knew it was different when she took her by the hand. Then she started rubbing circles on her hand and she wondered if Scarlet knew what she was doing. Was she feeling the same things Rachel was feeling? Or was this completely one sided? It didn't feel like it was. It felt like maybe the two of them were on the same page. Especially when Scarlet was telling her how good she tasted. She was sure it wasn't the first time she said that, but it made her feel a certain way. Besides completely turned on. She wanted to say something in return, but she couldn't find the words once her tongue was inside of her again. As much as she wanted this to go on, she knew she wasn't going to last much longer. Not when she had been on edge all night and not when Scarlet was touching her like this.

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TEXTS 📲 RACHCEDES

Mercy: I know I know you have made it very clear how you feel about Jake Rach... I just its hard to stay away you know? The rest are really really great choices... like toe curling amazing choices...

Mercy: Honestly, I have been attracted to women for a while I have just never done anything about it because I never thought anyone was interested in me like that.

Rachel: I understand that and I will never try to tell you what to do, but I don't get a good feeling from him. He once told Scarlet that he looked at her naked photos and imagined her sister. Who says something like that? As for everyone else, I say go for it! You deserve the attention.

Rachel: If you don't think women will find you attractive then you must be crazy. You're gorgeous, Mercedes. Obviously men and women are very interested.

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Brianna: Yeah? I think that would be nice and you'll both enjoy it. How are things by the way?

Brianna: I understand that and Im not trying to get comfy so fast. But old habits die hard you know? We still have a lot to talk about before we get back to that point.

Brianna: If it was the night I broke up with him, no I dont think I would have agreed. Maybe if things were going right and we were together a little longer. Then yeah.

Rachel: I couldn't describe it even if I wanted to. Just that things are good. At least, I feel like they are.

Rachel: Yes, old habits die hard. I can understand the two of you feeling a certain way. My main concern is you getting hurt.

Rachel: Okay, good. I was worried there for a moment.

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TEXTS 📲 RACHCEDES

Mercy: OMG I swear everyone is making me blush now! And I am not nearly as Beautiful as you bestie

Mercy: Okay sooo I was hanging with Jake Thursday and you already know we are attracted to each other so it just happened... then Sunday I hung out with Drew and you know we flirt all the time, I didn't think nothing of it but he told me he wanted me and well I let him have me...

Mercy: then so Patrick and I started talking Saturday and yesterday I asked him if he wanted to come over and watch a movie and he literally came onto me, like I was talking to him and he kissed me telling me how gorgeous he thought I was and I literally melted.

Mercy: And now Mack is hitting on me with all her sexiness...

Rachel: We can argue about this all night, so we should agree to disagree.

Rachel: Mercedes Jones, look at you! I approve of you getting all of the attention you deserve. I can't say I'm a fan of Jake Puckerman, but the rest are all good choices! Just don't make them all fall in love with you. ;)

Rachel: I have to admit that I'm a little surprised by that, but she's gorgeous, so I say go for it! If you're even interested in women, which I'm not even sure about.

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STILL NOT A DATE ➝ RACHLET.

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TAGGING ➝ Scarlet Anderson, Rachel Berry.

LOCATION ➝ Rachel and Logan’s apartment.

TIME FRAME ➝ 12/2, late night.

WARNINGS ➝ It’s smutty tbh.

NOTES ➝ Rachel and Scarlet continue their weekend together after Lilly’s birthday party.

SCARLET ANDERSON

Scarlet was over the fact that she’d been complicating this so much by now. She needed to just do what she did best, and that was to make Rachel feel good. It was to get those reactions from her that she always liked. It was to make her come. It wasn’t to think about stupid, irrelevant things like feelings. All feelings ever did were get in the way, and she didn’t want that to happen here. Scarlet had opened herself up to feelings once before, and it hadn’t worked out. No, it hadn’t ended horribly, and she and Devorah were still friends, but not like they were before. It had really just changed everything, and she didn’t want that to happen with Rachel. With her, everything was so different already, and it wasn’t something she ever planned on losing, if she could help it. So, instead of getting any deeper into her head, she decided to just take pride in the loud moan she’d drawn from the other girl with just her mouth. That made her feel good. That was allowed to make her feel good. Deep, stupid, emotional feelings weren’t.

Rachel hadn’t made it a secret that she sometimes felt insecure about her body, although Scarlet had literally no idea why. Scarlet had seen plenty of people naked before, and sure, some of them had been ridiculously hot, but not one of them even held a candle to Rachel. If there was ever a vessel for true perfection, it was Rachel. That was one of those things she wasn’t allowed to let herself think, though. She especially couldn’t let herself admit to it, hence choosing not to comment as she looked at the other girl’s body. She was pretty sure it was evident in the way she looked at her, but there was nothing she could do about that. She was only human, she couldn’t deny herself the sight of beautiful things. That just wouldn’t be fair. She knew she was probably making it even more obvious with the way she couldn’t remove her gaze from Rachel’s face, even as she kissed her way up the inside of her thighs. She could tell herself it was because she liked seeing her reactions, but she knew it was deeper than that. Hopefully, Rachel didn’t.

It wasn’t like Rachel had to beg for her to touch her, since Scarlet’s tongue had been practically drawn to her clit the moment she’d kissed her way up her legs, but the sound of her pleading with her practically made Scarlet come herself. She let out a soft moan against her, just at the sound of how stupidly hot it was. Rachel really had no idea just how sexy she was, which only made everything even better. Her arms wrapped around Rachel’s thighs, her hands settling on the insides of them, with her thumbs drawing soft circles against her skin. Meanwhile, her tongue got to work giving Rachel what she knew she was asking for. Softly at first, she licked right the way up from her center, taking in the now familiar way she tasted. Her eyes were now closed, and she began to use her tongue to swirl against her clit, her lips gently sucking, while one thumb continued to draw invisible circles against her thigh. With her other hand, Scarlet trailed it up Rachel’s body, until she could reach for her hand. She had absolutely no idea where that had come from, but she couldn’t help herself, and forced herself not to question it as she laced her fingers with the other girl’s, her tongue still working against her.

RACHEL BERRY

Rachel had no idea why she always had to complicate things. Nothing could ever be simple with her. That was exactly what ruined her last relationship. She fell too hard, too fast. Add that to her insecurity and jealousy; they never really had a chance. Rachel had already accepted that, but that didn't mean she had forgotten. If anything, it made her realize how intense she was and she thought she could change that. It was supposed to be easy with Scarlet. All she wanted was to be reckless for once. Do something that was unlike her, just because she wanted to. She had no idea when she stopped wanting just sex and started caring about Scarlet, but it did happen. She was okay with that at first. They were friends, were they not? Friends cared about each other. That was all it was. Then she would see her flirt with other people, or straight up ask for it like the first time they had. When she first started feeling that way, she ignored it. Scarlet wasn't hers and she would never act as if she was. As time went on, it got harder and harder to ignore. It was a good thing she could hide her feelings well, because that seems like the kind of thing that would ruin what they had. That's not what Rachel wanted. She didn't know how to describe what they had, but she knew that she liked it and didn't want to lose it. She didn't want to lose Scarlet.

If she wasn't so used to being with Scarlet, she would have blushed at the way she was looking at her. It wasn't like she had a problem with it, because that wasn't the case at all. The problem was she liked it when she looked at her like that. It reminded her of why she didn't want this to end. It was no secret that she made her feel sexy, but when she stared at her like that, it made her feel beautiful. She thought Scarlet was beautiful. The most beautiful woman she had ever seen in her life. That's what she wanted to tell her after that incident with Jake Puckerman. She told Rachel that being hot was all she had, but that wasn't true at all. There were so many things Rachel liked about Scarlet. A lot of them being the kind of things she herself would avoid. She couldn't deny that being with her made her feel something. There were a lot of people she could have tried the casual sex thing with, but she had been glad it was with Scarlet.

That's all she could think about when she felt her tongue against her. It wasn't near their first time doing this, but she usually wasn't thinking so much during. It was easy for her to stop thinking and just focus on what she was feeling. Not that she wasn't focused on that, because the way she was moaning was proof that she was. There was just something different and she couldn't figure out what it was. Again, that was something she couldn't admit. She could easily act that this was like every time they were together. At least, that was what she told herself. That it didn't mean anything. Then she felt Scarlet's hand slip into her own. That did it. She wasn't even trying to deny what she was feeling anymore. She wasn't trying to think about it, either, but she wasn't going to convince herself it was nothing. That would be pointless. All she really could do was squeeze Scarlet's hand, allowing herself to feel whatever it was she was feeling. Maybe she would deal with the consequences, but she could worry about that later. She felt too good to try and put a stop to this now. She was going to enjoy it while she still can.

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Brianna: I am sure you'll find someone to take with you!!

Brianna: Thank you, Eva has been very vocal about me trying to reconnect with him. I just dont want this to start something between us. He meant it, hes super honest when he's drunk. Plus he sent that picture. I dont know what to say either.

Rachel: I've been thinking about what you said before. You know, about taking Scarlet... I might like the idea.

Rachel: Well, that is to be expected, Brianna. We're your sisters, we only want what's best for you. Don't get me wrong, I like Jason, but it does feel like you two are getting cozy awfully fast. I'm sure she's just worried.

Rachel: That is a lot to take in.... You wouldn't have said yes, would you?

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TEXTS 📲 RACHCEDES

Mercy: yes and Rach its not just male attention...

Rachel: Really?? I was only gone the weekend! Not that I'm surprised; my best friend is gorgeous.

Rachel: You have to tell me everything.

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TEXTS 📲 RACHCEDES

Mercy: Ummm how can I put this? Jake, Drew and Patrick...

Rachel: Mercedes Jones, have you been getting all that male attention I've been hearing about?

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Text 📩 Berry Bunch 🍓

Brianna: I know that!! Are you going back to nyc for new years??

Brianna: I have no idea if he remembers or not, I havent heard from him since the drunk texting. Okay, Ill tell you..but dont tell Eva..not yet. So he sent me a picture of a ring..and told me how he was going to propose the night I had broken up with him.

Brianna: [few seconds later] you are a star rach, always have been!!

Rachel: I am! Eva gave me tickets to come back for New Year's. I need to find someone to bring with me.

Rachel: I'm not going to tell anyone. What we talk about stays between us. I... I don't even know what to say about that. Is there any way he didn't mean it? He was intoxicated, he may not have even known what he was talking about!

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TEXTS 📲 RACHCEDES

Mercy: Girl! You have missed soooo much its crazy!

Rachel: I was only gone the weekend! What could I have missed??

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PRIVATE 🔐 RACHLET.

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scaranders:

I mean, I’m a little confused, but I’m always super confused. But yeah, I am.

I’ve been confused about a lot lately. Including that post I made about you, but I know I meant every single word.

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[PM]: I'm okay with it, Rach.

[PM]: You are?

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TEXTS 📲 HUMMELBERRY

Logan: Oh so much fun, Rach. ;)

Rachel: YOU TWO BETTER HAVE STAYED OUT OF MY ROOM.

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Text 📩 Berry Bunch 🍓

Brianna: It's really not that bad of a place, Rach. But I know how you feel about NYC. I am not use to getting drunk texts, I don't know, but I understood everything. I am glad you enjoyed your present!

Rachel: It's not, but I don't have as much fun here as I do in New York. It's just where I feel like I should be. What was he saying, anyway? Does he remember texting you? Of course I did! I would have loved it no matter what, but you know me. Call me a star and I swoon.

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evaberry:

Like I said, I’m not going to fight with you about this, so okay. I think you’re missing the point here, Rachel. This isn’t about missing my text. I don’t expect you to be checking your phone 24/7. This is about how happy you would’ve been to come here alone, when this was supposed to be about the five of us spending time together. Why aren’t you seeing that?

You can’t be serious. I honestly can’t imagine why I’m labeled as the dramatic one. I never intended on going without any of you. I was only kidding when I said I would go alone. I said it to make my point; which was I wouldn’t have missed that flight.

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iMESSAGE 🎤🌟ISABCHEL.

Isabella: I know, but compared to everyone's elses gifts.

Isabella: No wonder Im feeling this way.[unsent]

Isabella: Good, Im glad you love it for that reason.

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Isabella: Do you think everyone is excited to have tickets to go and see Lyric

Rachel: Stop comparing gifts. It was not a competition. I appreciate yours as much as the others.

Rachel: I do, yes. I was a little surprised by that, though.