May 8
Motherhood Woes
Feeling like my son hates me was not in my 2026 plans. I never thought that this was a thing. Sure, preferences make sense but full on refusal while loving up on everyone else really hurts. I keep telling myself, he's just a little baby. Doesn't take away from the fact that it hurts. I feel like I'm the type of mom who wants to feel needed and wants to be so involved and always present that this sucks even more. Ive literally hung me time up in the back of the closet because all I want to do is give him my attention. I think to reframe this, I am going to focus more on trying to take some time for myself. Maybe thats what all of this is telling me to do.
