The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth

The pointless emotional mess Matthew Jacobs-Whittingstall. ||Potions/34/Head of Ravenclaw|| || Pansexual || Polyamarous  || INTP || autistic, borderline and otherwise neurodivergent || agender || beautiful barn owl || ♥Jocelyn Nickolas♥

[completembti]

The Rationals in a nutshell:

“Feelings are weird.”

[prof-m-jacobs-whittingstall]

Yes. And that makes it more annoying and then it reinforces you’re just grumpy. Also, I am grumpy. But it’s not all one thing.

[prof-m-jacobs-whittingstall]

Only rhetorical, as I have no social skills either, but I suppose you could try it.

[regandaniels-deactivated2020060]

It’s just..socializing takes a lot of effort.

[prof-m-jacobs-whittingstall]

It does. And people find it odd. It’s like “aww, why do you hate parties, grumpy face” and ugh, fu- bugger off.

[prof-m-jacobs-whittingstall]

Only rhetorical, as I have no social skills either, but I suppose you could try it.

[regandaniels-deactivated2020060]

I’m terrible at making friends.

[prof-m-jacobs-whittingstall]

Form a club?

[dinlenilmeli]

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LeAnn Rimes - Can`t Fight The Moonlight Can’t Fight The Moonlight (2000)

Under a lovers’ sky Gonna be with you And noone’s gonna be around If you think that you won’t fall Well just wait until Til the sun goes down

Underneath the starlight - starlight There’s a magical feeling - so right It’ll steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know But you know that you can’t fight the moonlight Deep in the dark You’ll surrender your heart But you know But you know that you can’t fight the moonlight No, you can’t fight it It’s gonna get to your heart

There’s no escape from love Once a gentle breeze Weaves it’s spell upon your heart No matter what you think It won’t be too long Til your in my arms Underneath the starlight - starlight We’ll be lost in the rhythm - so right Feel it steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know But you know that you can’t fight the moonlight Deep in the dark You’ll surrender your heart But you know But you know that you can’t fight the moonlight No you can’t fight it No matter what you do The night is gonna get to you

Don’t try then You’re never gonna win

Underneath the starlight - starlight There’s a magical feeling - so right It will steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know But you know that you can’t fight the moonlight Deep in the dark You’ll surrender your heart But you know But you know that you can’t fight the moonlight No, you can’t fight it

You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know Don’t you know that you can’t fight the moonlight Deep in the dark You’ll surrender your heart But you know But you know that you can’t fight the moonlight No, you can’t fight it It’s gonna get to your heart

[callmekt]

“Is that meant to impress me?”

[prof-m-jacobs-whittingstall]

No...I just...never mind.

[artemisfowls]

[prof-m-jacobs-whittingstall]

Olive smiled and let a small giggle escape her lips as she saw the owl fly down and tap her face. “Hello, love.” She had been around Matthew enough to know that when he’d gone Animagus, it meant he didn’t feel like talking. She sighed and continued humming to herself. “I was just on my way to do the feedings.” 

Matthew imitated should he be fed too and awkwardly hopped down her arm and flapped down, and landed and hooted rhythmically, as if he was just another hungry owl waiting for treats. He sighed a proceeded to just walk along instead of flying and waggled along beside her. He hummed to himself which came out as a soft, musical screeching.

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[heartsofbeskar]

[prof-m-jacobs-whittingstall]

Matthew and Colin in gifs 1/?

[e-f-f-y--s-t-o-n-e-m]

[abbiestinence]

♠ Skins UK Blog ♠ 

[snydergurl]

July 14, 2015 Fireflies

[professor-olivemaxwell]

Olive walked around the grounds barefoot on her way to feed the creatures who lived near the castle. She walked softly, but hummed to herself as she went along, not noticing anyone else around, as she was too busy inside her head. 

[prof-m-jacobs-whittingstall]

Matthew always found it funny that his Animagus was a bird, since his vertigo was so bad his first-year peers had found out the disgusting way in their first flying lesson. He usually flew just high enough so that he could flap his wings; and occasionally he did some very un-owl like movements as his wings hit the ground and it made him jump and tumble slightly. He tumbled when he transformed back too. He was the same with Potions, very good, but a little clumsy (he and Colin only differed in that he was quieter about it and the subject was his thing). It also meant he had more sympathy for those who weren’t those bloody high-achievers who talk about elegant potion making, but really couldn’t invent their own if their life depended on it. Everyone was good at different things, it’s about time that was accepted.

He was too warm, and decided to head in the grounds- as an owl, he wasn’t in a small talk mood. Thanks to being in a relationship with Olive, he felt like he was going to spend his entire life at the castle. It did mean no travelling. But it also meant, bored and hot as hell. Jossy was also bored and hot as hell, meaning that Matthew had been walking around the castle with a face like thunder, which Colin spotted and said he watch him for a bit. A little affronted that his competence had been questioned, but grateful, Jossy had eagerly gone after Colin’s enchanted bouncy balls, which had been charmed so long, they had taken on a life of their own. Matthew had always been freaked out by this particular aspect of magical theory and ran in the opposite direction.

He heard crunching and landed breifly to see what it was. He had no ability to walk past a noise. Olive was there and he flew towards her, recognizable as an Animagus. Owls certainly did not tap people’s faces as a greeting; mind you, he thought, most humans would find that subjectively odd too. Arseholes.

[eclurym]

Muse Dev. 001 | Communication ↳ Bold or list which apply to your muse

General:

# of Languages spoken/written: 1 | 2 | 3+

Tone of voice: High | Average | Deep | Other: __inconsistent volume and tone; monotone; tone not related to intentions; limited tone control when not monotone___

Accent?: Yes | No

Demeanour: Confident | Shy | Approachable | Hostile | Other: _blank; diffident; gauche

Posture: Slumped | Straight | Stiff | Relaxed | Other: ____________

Habits while communicating:

Tilts Head  |  Swaying  |  Fidgets  |  Stutters Gesturing  |  Arm Crossing  |  Strokes Chin  |  Interacts with Glasses Tsk, Psh, or Catchphrase  |  Plays with Hair  |  Hands at Hips  |  Giggling

Additional Habits: _sometimes does nothing; seems unreactive; doesn’t do consistent eye contact; can semi-imitate “average””” body language and eye contact__

[eclurym]

Character Flaws && Strengths | 001

↳ Bold what applies to your muse!

╳ Flaws

moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny

controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | lies

impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry

greedy | lazy | judgemental | forgetful | impulsive

spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky

♔ Strengths

honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave

patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky

intelligent | confident | focused | humble | generous

merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming

cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm

[hanarichinspiration-blog]

[all] quirks my muse habitually has.

Writers, bold all of your character’s regular truths.

1. Smoking: the action or habit of inhaling and exhaling the smoke of tobacco or a drug. 2. Binge drinking: the consumption of an excessive amount of alcohol in a short period of time. 3. Drug abuse: the habitual taking of illegal drugs. 4. Nail biting: a common body language sign of anxiety/tension. 5. Lip biting: a common body language sign of anxiety/tension. 6. Night Owl: a person who is habitually active or wakeful at night. 7. Early bird: a person who rises, arrives, or acts before the usual or expected time. 8. Negative attitudes: a philosophy of approaching life with criticism and pessimism. 9. Positive attitudes: a philosophy of approaching life with optimism and confidence. 10. Swearing: the use of offensive language. 11. Superstitious: an irrational belief that an object, action, or circumstance not logically related to a course of events influences its outcome. 12. Inspecting fingernails: a common body language sign of boredom. 13. Scratching your neck: a common body language sign of uncertainty. 14. Foot and finger tapping: a common body language sign of stress/impatience. 15. Nose touch: a subtle body language sign of deceit. 16. Flipping hair: a common body language sign of craving attention. 17. Twirling hair: a common body language sign of flirtation. 18. Cracking knuckles: a common body language sign of readiness. 19. Hands behind back: a common body language sign of confidence. 20. Finger pointing: a common body language sign of authority. 21. Hands on hips: a common body language sign of readiness. 22: Hands in pockets: a common body language sign of mistrust/reluctance. 23. Frequent touch: a common body language sign of warmth/familiarity. 24. Throat-clearing: a common body language sign of rejection/doubt. 25: Jaw-clenching: a common body language sign of hostility. 26: Eye-rolling: a common body language sign of irritation. 27: Head-tilt: a common body language sign of interest. 28. Whistling: to emit high-pitched sound by forcing breath through a small hole between one’s lips or teeth; usually to a tune. 29. Humming: make a low, steady continuous sound like that of a bee; usually to a tune. 30. Perfectionism: refusal to accept any standard short of perfection. 31. Photographic memory: the ability to remember information or visual images in great detail. 32. Paranoia: a mental condition characterized by delusions of persecution, unwarranted jealousy, or exaggerated self-importance, typically worked into an organized system. 33. Exaggeration: a statement that represents something as better or worse than it really is. 34: Intuitive: using or based on what one feels to be true even without conscious reasoning; instinctive. 35: Quick-witted: showing or characterized by an ability to think or respond quickly and effectively. 36: Interrupting: breaking the continuity of a conversation with one’s own statements. 37: Doodling: to scribble or make rough drawings, absent-mindedly. 38: Irritable: having or showing a tendency to be easily annoyed. 39: Gambling: to play games of chance for money; bet. 40: Travel-sick: suffering from nausea caused by the motion of a moving vehicle, boat, or aircraft. 41: Sensitive: having or displaying a quick and delicate appreciation of others’ feelings. 42: Melancholy: a feeling of pensive sadness, typically with no obvious cause. 43: Chewing gum: the exercise of chewing flavoured gum which is not intended for swallowing. 44: Fidgeting: to make small movements, especially of the hands and feet, through nervousness or impatience. 45: Skeptical: not easily convinced; having doubts or reservations. 46: Neat-freak: compulsively obsessed with cleanliness. 47: Gossiping: divulging personal information about others. 48: Prim: feeling or showing disapproval of anything regarded as improper; stiffly correct. 49: Abbreviating: Giving others nicknames/shortening names/giving pet names. 50: Having a catchphrase: having a sentence or phrase typically associated with a specific person.