errantkatanaâ:
âIf only it mattered. Iâve never celebrated it b`fore. Nobody to celebrate with until I came here. Donâ have one of thoâŠseeâŠuhhhâŠbirthing certificationsh. Whatever the fuck itâsh called.âÂ
Come to think of it, maybe theâno, no you donât think even your therapist knew when your birthday was. There was no records you even existed before the war.Â
âA-huh. Itâsh STUPID. `spite of telling me I should have shtayed dead, that no-one ever needed me, that I do a bunch of shtupid irresponshible shit just because Iâm lonely.âÂ
Zeroâs own mood seems to dip lower and lower, and one could swear his face was going to meld into the countertop.Â
âWeâre the only two bastards left who know what the other goesh through. Youâd think if shomeone thought you were dead and sad about it, he wouldnât pull every lie in hish ass to get me to hate `imâŠI donâ get it.âÂ
"It does matter -- and like, hell, why would you need a certificate to celebrate your birthday? Are you telling me I'd have to have a certificate to celebrate certain holidays? That kind of thinking is kind of narrow -- sure, maybe it might be a proof of something, but I don't think it's definite need for some paper to let you be able to celebrate the day you were born... or the day you choose."
That all spilled out in a flurry of a response, and she took a quick sip of water as if trying to distract herself.
"... Because you're lonely... huh." Jinako repeats, almost understanding, yet not understanding -- but she could understand where he was coming from. If only a little. "I ... think there's a limit of how irresponsible you'd be just because you're lonely -- like maybe considering those around you -- even if you considered yourself alone, maybe, there's those around who care about you. Of course, you can take my words with a grain of salt."
She felt a bit talkative today. A little bit.
"... Guess they think differently about it. Different people, different thoughts on certain things. I don't know whoever you're talking about but, I don't think he's a pleasant guy to be with if he treats you like that."














