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I'm going to go on a hiatus from here for a while, I don't know how long.

It's starting to genuinely bother me now jist how little I'm achieving artistically, and I'm not going to get any better if I don't try to focus and discipline myself.

I'll check in from time to time here, but don't expect much in the way of proper activity until I actually come back.

You can send any asks as normal, it may just take some time to get to them. I do have discord, so if you want to talk on there at all jist shoot me an ask (but no anons please, I can't respond privately to anons)

#theres so many things in my head that i need to get out #i need to cut down on distractions and unproductive things #so yeah if anyone at all wonders where ive gone #heres your answer

inferno-ontherocks

What it looks like: I've abandoned my fic

What's actually happening: It consumes my thoughts every single day. The urge to write gets stronger but my putty brain just. won't. let. it. happen.

#listen #someday ill come back to rac and ranger days and nefarious #but it is not today #not until im released from my possession amd finally write my bg3 fic

flametrashira-deactivated202505

His shitty attitude and grabbable waist have bewitched me

#dr nefarious #yeah

Haven't been fixated on rac at all for months, but every now and again I get all wistful about nefarious and pairing him with someone who supports him unconditionally and loves him through his worst and best and all his nonesense

It gives me that brief desire to get back to writing ranger days and make art and such to give him exactly that

#unfortunately im fixated on another mad doctor at the moment so neffie has to wait his turn #maybe i write my malus fic ill go back to rac #that or ill be absorbed by smth else

omniscientpapaya

Drew this for Nef's birthday on March 9th :) didn't get around finishing it but I like it nonetheless

#a whole bunch of jewellery gilding and fancy things to make him the most handsome bot in town is what he deserves #🧡💚💜#dr nefarious #other people's art #not back from rac hiatus but i cant not reblog this

hd-screamer-pics-and-gifs

made some gifs. The free camera mod allows for some fun new insights to the cutscenes!

i made a video about some of the cutscenes from different POVs for anyone who's curious:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afuaFp73VMU

#im not back from hiatus yet but i need to reblog this #whats with the comically large exaggerated steps in the last gif #emps buddy what are you doing #mans walking like hes desperately trying to pretend he isnt already at least a little bit drunk #dr nefarious #emperor nefarious #gifs

protonpowered

Why do I always get my strongest urges to create when I physically can't right at that moment

protonpowered

I need to take an actual break and draw nice things for myself like I used to because I genuinely miss it

#feeling so much more sadder than usual and im sick of it #fuck mental sickness i have things i need and want to do #also i need to kill the cringe in my brain #gotta recite the litany of fear as i do my crafts #the litany of cringe lol

Why do I always get my strongest urges to create when I physically can't right at that moment

#such as right now cause im going to work soon and wont be back until about midnight #what is up with my nonsense brain

Doctor Nefarious voted most kissable doctor 19 years in a row

#did you know UYA turns 20 next year?#feeling a bit old #but anyway ive been thinking a lot about nef again #more specifically squishy nef #eminently kissable #i need to draw him and witts

artanogon

“i could fix him” well i could watch him spiral into bloodlust and madness instead. it would be significantly more fun

#witts and nefarious looking at each other during the uya arc like

deadpoolian

He's just a goofy boy

#its taken me this long to realise hes doing finger guns in the first two gifs #op is right he is a goofy boy #gifs #emperor nefarious

ad-wills

#my problem as an artist #or aspiring artist at this point #i try to take inspiration instead of being demotivated when i see good art #but it can be difficult #especially when looking at the much younger artists with objectively better art #its difficult to just catch up or to a similar level

I was looking through some of my old art magazines for things that might help me out with a few of the ideas I've got in my head rn and uh

Yeah some of these things are old alright

The reviews section of one of them was talking about the second season of GoT and Persona 4 on PS Vita or whatever the second handheld was called (I had a check, the magazine was ten years old)

#and the very first magazine i have is still kicking about somewhere im sure #hate to think how old that one is