worm

he/him/xe 🏳️‍⚧️ spencer reid fanatic

[psych0s0c1al]

intro post (me being silly with the format customization)

my name is worm!

im autistic & queer

i love love love criminal minds, shameless, and stranger things (top 3 shows)

my special interest is octopuses but i love learning about other sea creatures too :3 (mostly to learn how they interact with octopuses)

i like to just be silly and post my thoughts sooo lack of organization soon to come

im in colorguard B) so that is pretty cool i dont talk about it a lot bc i havent found a lot of people that can relate ☹️

i love the color green :))))) also earthtones in general but GREEN

i wasnt on tumblr in the early days (lol idk what else to call it) bc i didnt understand it but im trying to learn now bc it is fun i know that

THATS ALL! :D

[hindahoney]

Because I'm only seeing other Jews posting about this, non-Jews I need you to be aware that for the past month or two there has been a wave of bomb threats and swattings at synagogues all across the US. They usually do it when services are being livestreamed. I haven't seen a single non-Jew talking about this. High holidays are coming up in a few weeks, which is when most attacks happen against our communities. We're worried, and we need people to know what's happening to us.

[feral-t33th]

[lilliejareau]

Spencer: any room can be a panic room if you just give me a fucking second.

[ohtransarchon]

Help a homie out today! bite his boobs off!

[psych0s0c1al]

can we talk about the parallels between the term "fruity" for lgbt people and the forbidden fruit and gay supposedly being a sin in the bible i literally i cant elaborate but i know theres something to be said there

[psych0s0c1al]

i just saw cavetown and im literally going insaen it was SO GOOD

[vanmatre]

Picnic 1974, Burgundy, France

Harry Gruyaert

[psych0s0c1al]

hey its not reclaiming a slur if you dont know the history behind it and refuse to educate yourself!!!!! (directed) (and maybe could be worded better but uhh im angry rn and dont rly care this is towards a specific situation regarding ME)

[psych0s0c1al]

hey guys im. sooo sleepy

[carfuckerlynch]

every day o need to save money and then there is some kind of little fucking item

[psych0s0c1al]

i pride myself in being a dancer.

[deirdreskye]

Gender nonconformity feels so good when you don't have a bitch in your ear telling you you're just failing at femininity

[psych0s0c1al]

me beating the autism stereotype by not eating chicken tenders everywhere i go 💪

[psych0s0c1al]

i hate to be like "nobody understands me" but its SO HARD to be trans and a minor like i constantly get misgendered and theres nothing i can do except for try my best to dress "like a boy" and i just its so hard to keep it up and not be able to present how i want i cant make my voice deeper i have to bind for hours on end for even a CHANCE at passing im trying so hard to appease my family and everyone but i just want to be seen as a guy and its so abundantly clear that that will never happen while im under 18. there are 14 year olds on HRT please tell me why i cant just TRY something i feel like nobody believes me when ive been Out as trans for 4 years. i dont get it im trying so hard and i feel like nothing i do is good enough because my voice isnt deep enough and my eyes are too kind and my shoulders arent wide enough and my eyebrows arent thick enough and i dont walk like other boys and just nothing i do is right its so hard to constantly be thinking about every action i take and still be percieved as a girl. watching cis boys every move so that i can imitate them and still being seen as a girl i just dont get it i want to be a boy so bad.

my mom says that she supports me but when i try anything or mention anything that seems like im furthering my transition she shuts it down and says i cant or thatll never happen. ive never even mentioned changing my name because i dont mind it but she is so against it she said "if you ever change your name i'll be picking it" like thats not the whole point of being trans and getting to figure out who you are. i know some trans people Ask their mom to pick their name but at that point i had never even brought up changing my name. i brought up getting on testosterone when i turned 18 and she shut it down and said she "already had my 18th birthday all planned out" (i mentioned it as a birthday present). when i FIRST mentioned cutting my hair she made me get it cut to a bob & then a pixie cut to "make sure its what i want". im just so exhausted with her acting like i dont know what i want when ive known im trans for nearly 6 years (out for 4).

its so tiring to constantly have to defend myself when she isnt even totally educated on transness. everything she knows about being trans is either from me, my step-parent, or facebook and she really only Listens to one of those (hint: its not the trans people she knows in real life)

im so exhausted with not being able to fully be who i know i am

[psych0s0c1al]

just ordered minoxidil 💪 if anyone has tips PLEASE let me know (i am using it to further my transition and hopefully grow facial hair)

[psych0s0c1al]

nevermind my mom made me cancel it 😍

[psych0s0c1al]

just ordered minoxidil 💪 if anyone has tips PLEASE let me know (i am using it to further my transition and hopefully grow facial hair)