rats and hallucinogenics and academia

transcendentalism and high academia through the filter of a college-aged gifted burnout on drugs (real academia, not that aesthetic shit)

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obligatory introduction post!

- my main is princestolasofficial

- this side blog is purely to fuel my individuality complex

- ask me anything or give me ideas for research or rants

- truly no limits to research ideas i want to know everything (avatar of the eye mfer)

- I frequently talk about drugs and mental illness, I'll cw tag when I do but if you are triggered by unreality or discussion of paranoia or hallucinations I would honestly just block this blog now (avatar of the spiral mfer)

- I sometimes talk about long-form media but I have commitment issues and I'm only semi-literate so if you're recommending a book or long movie I will struggle

- I may also sometimes post poetry and/or song lyrics i know I'm annoying but it's MY echo chamber and I'M gonna choose the music

my favorites!

book: fear and loathing in las vegas

movie: labyrinth, but rocky horror picture show is a close second

podcast: magnus archives

academic topics: cosmology, theology, psychology, particle physics, classical philosophy, the list grows every day

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I am laplace's forgetful demon. the particles I'm made of have seen the edges of an infinite universe before they matted into this self-conscious form. this brain can't hold what I've already known. fear is unknowing, so this can't be fear

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evolution is constantly reaching for an equilibrium it will never manage because life is inherently unstable

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thinking a lot about how the standard metric for intelligence is pattern recognition but seeing patterns where there aren't any is a symptom of manic/schizo/hallucinogenic episodes but who gets the final say in whether a pattern is really there or not?? oh yeah, smart people

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if god is the father AND the creator of life he's either a trans man or its an mpreg situation

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hell is a teenage girl but god is a woman send post

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"come in and have a seat"

no thanks actually I'm not ready to be a father and I have plenty of seats already

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I'm not schizoaffective, I was born with a lithium deficiency. I mean, really, its a good thing. when your natural state is hallucinogenic, you can save so much money on drugs!

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the dissociative adolescent experience of catching a glimpse of yourself in the mirror and genuinely not recognizing yourself for a second

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My jaw dropped

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Wait wait wait apparently this embarrassed Peterson so badly that less than a day after Jubilee published the video they changed the title from “1 Christian vs 20 Atheists” to “Jordan Peterson vs 20 Atheists”. Lmaoooo

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*through a coughing fit* .hot.

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I'm schizoaffective motherfucker I don't spiral I fractal

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actually every tumblr account except for yours, you reading this, is a bot. get Truman Showed punk

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man! drugs is a hell of a drug

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reading fear and loathing and new speech pattern unlocked- saying "as your attorney, I advise you to *insert something batshit crazy and definitely not advisable but it's ok because I'm definitely not an attorney*"

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hello! I forgot I made this blog! I'm going to reblog all relevant posts from my main and then move to new content :]