Lulu 🦖🌈

but we cannot simply sit and stare at our wounds forever. we grow, it hurts at first. but then it passes, as all things do. yes, i feel sadness and grief, but oh how i feel love and joy. the earth is spinning, we cannot just stand on it. @clurkey

[autoneurotic]

do u ever remember all the horrible offensve things u said when u were like 15 and u literally feel ur soul detach and turn 2 dust 

[icbiwf]

your fave is problematic: yourself

[disease-danger-darkness-silence]

Basically, yeah. That’s kind of the point – you always have to look back on yourself and be mortified and resolve to be better. Shit, the stuff I said just five YEARS ago (and I’m almost 33) makes me cringe like a motherfucker. Burn in mortification. Rise from the ashes and be better. Lather, rinse, repeat for the rest of your life.

[kieren-fucking-walker]

This is why purity culture doesn’t work!!! We’re all shit! We can all grow and do better!

[psychopathenjunge]

i will disappoint those who think i can do more

[psychopathenjunge]

"my favourite daydream is thinking about how i should kill myself."

[psychopathenjunge]

the worst thing about being a good friend is when you help everyone who let you down before because you don't want anybody to be sad, but you're dying inside

[psychopathenjunge]

breathing just feels so heavy and exhausting when ur sad

[psychopathenjunge]

menschen sind so undankbar

[psychopathenjunge]

"I'll be god today

Hold my head under that bath and breath away, slit my wrists and watch that blood evaporate"

[psychopathenjunge]

tut mir leid dass ich noch lebe

[psychopathenjunge]

"Until they sit and they cry at night wishin' they'd die"

[psychopathenjunge]

"don’t ever try to judge me dude, you don’t know what the fuck I’ve been through"

-Eminem

[psychopathenjunge]

it's funny how you can turn from "i'm fine and happy" to "i wanna kill myself" in 0,00179 seconds

[psychopathenjunge]

"I don't know if I am dying or living"

-tøp, fall away

[psychopathenjunge]

[psychopathenjunge]

“Die Lautsprecher tönen es laut, dein Lieblingslied, aber hörst du das auch? Sag, hörst du das auch? Jedes mal wenn der Wind pfeift und durch Äste weht, wissen wir du warst da, wolltest nur nach dem Rechten sehn’.Dann warst du kurz zu Besuch, leider nur zu Besuch, hoff’ es geht dir gut, da wo du bist”

~Casper - Michael X

[psychopathenjunge]

everything is dark and empty and I don’t know how to fix it

[psychopathenjunge]

i can't speak i can't breathe i can't stop breaking down and falling apart

[psychopathenjunge]

leben ist sinnlos & ich ersticke an meinen gedanken