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sleepy--fox

… Was a friend

greyeyedwolfie-deactivated20181

I think I reblog this every time it comes up. I make paper stars and sometimes it does make me feel better

walkonmemories-deactivated20180

i never knew how to make paper stars, so i looked up for tutorials on youtube.

when i’m lonenly, which is translated to most of the time, i make them; green, yellow, pink, blue, white, purple.

and, believe me, it’s kind of a relief to make them. not only for the colors and cute shape, but also for the fact that the time i spend makin them i am entertained and don’t have to think about my loneliness anymore.

i learnt how to make them like two months ago, by the way. and i have made over 300.

it’s awesome.

randompintobean-deactivated2016

I’ve been wanting to see this story again.

This is for everyone. Guys, girls, both, neither, and more.

When you’re upset, make a star. When you’re stressed, make a star. I make them in school when the teacher yells at our class for being lazy or dumb. I make them at home when I’m in my room, wishing someone would notice my feelings and give me comfort. I’ve always made them with whatever I had around, and write a number on each and every one because its therapeutic. I can see how far I’ve come and how many times I haven’t given up.

Right now I’m at around four-hundred and seventy, and it really puts everything into a perspective.

Thats four hundred and seventy times that I could’ve given up. I’ve gotten pretty close on some of them - scarily close, but every one of those stars is a reminder to keep pushing forward, because I wake up every day and on my dresser is a box full of stars, and when I’m happy I think of how far I’ve come.

I think this idea should be passed around as much as possible. Its calming and distracting from and panic I feel. It gives me something methodical to do: Fold here. Fold there. Crease that line. There you go, Create. Produce. Make something solid and focus on it. Make another if you need to. Write a number. Fill up the jar, box, drawer.

And when you’re breaking and feel everything crashing down, you can look at your stars and think:

“See? I made it through alright. I can give it another go.”

alienhazy

syndhdsalty

cherryxblossoms-deactivated2020

punkjackaboy Thanks babe ❤️ #sweetesthusbandever

theoneandonlyespa

I finally found the original! I’ve reblogged this once years ago and never found it again, I am SO HAPPY 😱😂😃👏👍

naamahdarling

I love this comic so much. And the stars … I love making these things. It’s a good way to keep your hands busy and your mind quiet when you’re in a lot of pain inside. Also, they’re really flippin’ cute.

335am

i actually make these and it’s super helpful

psychoticmidget

Maybe I should start learning how to fold stars too. Thank you for sharing this!

When you're a child you look for your parents to ease the pain. But what do you do when they're the ones who broke your heart?

I'm not motivated to work, and my results are not what it used to be. And it doesn't seem to get better. But I'm not improving because I want someone to ask me: "what's wrong?" I want someone to care that I'm suffering. My soul is crying for someone to reach out to but everyone is fooled by the smile on my face. And I'm slowly dying inside. It hurts and I think it's about time I help myself.

welcomedhappiness

Farewell online privacy

What happened?

Trump happened.

just get a VPN?

You can’t just tell people to ‘get a VPN (Virtual Private Network)’. Buying a VPN is like buying a house. It’s very very important. Having no VPN or having a ‘wrong’ one can seriously damage your life. Especially for Americans because their privacy laws are garbage. I am going to try explain why you should get a VPN but bare with me, I am from Germany and my English is far from perfect.

Let’s start with a simple test. Click this link here: https://whatismyipaddress.com/ It will tell your IP adres, your ISP (internet service provider), and your location. The location might not be very accurate, but then again, it’s just a simple website. Imagine what the government can do!

So basically, everyone can find out where you live. But there is more danger. Your ISP. Your ISP logs your every move online and they are required to keep it in case the government wants access to it (or if a 3rd party wants to buy your data (yikes). They have everything. What websites you visit. How long you stay on a website. What you download. Your search terms. European laws are more subtle on this but if you are from the US you are #@*#&, especially because Trump doesn’t support the open internet. It’s scary but maybe in the future you can’t get a job because the recruiter knows your searched on ‘how to deal with depression’ or anythings else that’s supposed to be private because it’s your f*cking right. Or you get a $100k fine because you pirated a movie 15 years ago. You need a VPN. You’re dumb for not using one. but what does a VPN do?

A VPN encrypts all your data so if it were be intercepted no one can ‘crack the code’ and damage your privacy.

Usually being online goes like this (simplified): Your computer —-> ISP (—–> keeps data —–> sells it)

But with a VPN it goes like: Your computer —–> VPN (encrypts data)—–> ISP (ISP can’t see shit)

Furthermore, a VPN hides your IP address and location by giving you another IP address located in Spain for example (you can often choose from a list and change as many times as you want).

Now that you know why you should get a VPN and what is does it is important to educate yourself because people often choose the wrong VPN. VPN providers are also businesses and have to obey the law. If you choose a VPN provider located in the US then you are throwing your money away because the laws in the US shits on your privacy. If the US gov wants the provider to give all their logs they have to obey. The ISP still can’t see what you are doing online and sell your data but the US gov can interfere with your VPN provider so NEVER CHOOSE A PROVIDER LOCATED IN THE US.

I just wanted to make that very clear so my followers don’t buy false security.

There is still more danger! Who says your VPN provider isn’t selling your data? You need to check their logging policy. Do they keep logs? If yes, what for? For how long do they keep them? Tip: Choose a provider who doesn’t keep logs

More about law The US is part of the Five Eyes program (the worst):

The Five Eyes, often abbreviated as FVEY, is an intelligence alliance comprising Australia, Canada, New Zealand, the United Kingdom and the United States. These countries are bound by the multilateral UKUSA Agreement, a treaty for joint cooperation in signals intelligence (source)

There is also a Nine Eyes (bit better) and Fourteen Eyes Program (better). You don’t want a VPN provider who is located in one the Five Eyes countries. If you had to choose go for a provider located in a country that’s part of the Fourteen Eyes Program or even better, go for a country that isn’t part of any program!

I know this is a shitty explanation and please pardon my english but now it’s time to do your own research. Take your privacy seriously. Maybe WWIII breaks out and you get killed for liking the ‘wrong’ FB-page.

Go to this website: https://thatoneprivacysite.net/simple-vpn-comparison-chart/

Make sure that your future VPN provider both has green boxes for Privacy Jurisdiction and Privacy Logging.

I recommend ovpn.se and trust.zone. ovpn is located in Sweden so they are part of the 14 Eyes Program and they keep minimal logs. Their business ethics, however, are alright.

Trustzone is located in the Seychelles. No country can interfere and their privacy jurisdiction is the best you can get. The US want your data but needs to get it from Trustzone? The Seychelles will simply give them the finger and wave them goodbye. However, this makes this provider very appealing for people who torrent and criminals because they keep no logs (and that is how it shoud be) Also, there are almost no marketing efforts so this provider is one the cheapest)

Also, often providers such as ExpressVPN are being called ‘The Best’ on websites about VPNs but know that this is just marketing which also makes those provider more expensive (and they too shit on your privacy)

This must be the worst article you have ever read but please, please take your privacy very seriously.

EDIT: I got many people asking me which provider I use. For those who want to know, I use Trust Zone. They offer a free 3-day trial with no strings attached. But still do your own research!

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I am also with Trustzone but I think you forgot to explain one of it’s most important features. It protects you when you are using someone else’s Wi-Fi. If you are at Starbucks and you use their Wi-Fi your privacy is at risk. Anyone with ill intentions could steal your information. Especially if you are using an unsecured Wi-Fi hotspot. With a VPN your data gets encrypted so no one can steal it.

rabbittiddy

Wait, what’s going, on? Did trump destroy internet privacy with a bill or something? Where’s the news? Oh wait, why am I getting visions of Alex Jones and selling water purifiers?

thecrystalfems

He hasn’t yet but he says he wants to. And if he is serious about it it would be really easy to do. Since all our data is already recorded, as the person above explained.

coltrer

Trump wants more surveillance of Muslim Americans. This in a country where internet privacy is already close to non-existent.

Trust.Zone has a free trial. Use it.

btw this post only has 11k notes? That’s quite disappointing for something this important.

Don’t reblog this post to save a life. Reblog this to protect an entire family!

imthedoctor12

@earth-ruins @writing-prompt-s Should I get trustzone for my mobile device?

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If you use public Wi-Fi, then yes. Which VPN you use is up to you, amigo. Take @earth-ruins advice. Do your own research first.

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@elvesfromthedeep just brought the current situation in the US to my attention (March 30, 2017).

Sources

Anger as US internet privacy law scrapped

Congress just voted to let internet providers sell your browsing history

To all my friends in the US, please read this entire post. Making everyone aware of VPNs is going to be my mission. Your privacy matters. Please reblog this post.

greeneyespurpleheart

Don’t tell me you just wanted to scroll past this. Stop looking at pictures of cats for a moment, okay? Don’t you realize how important this is? This is dangerous! ‘America, the best FREE country in the world’ my ass.

With this new law your ISP can sell your Internet history which could include passwords, usernames, religion, credit card numbers, race and much more to the highest bidder. So here is what I want you to do. You are going to read the whole thing and before you think ’this is so important. Let me reblog this real quick and go back to admiring cats again-’ NO! Don’t reblog this. Take action first. Then reblog. Sign up for a free trial! Trust.Zone offers one (here). Yes. It might be difficult to set up a VPN for some people. But is that going to stop you from protecting yourself and your family? 30 minutes. 30 minutes is all that it takes. 5 if you know how to install software. The problem with some of you is that you see ‘difficult’ as something negative. I want you to see difficult differently. I need you to push through this stuff. You are going to protect yourself. There is nothing negative about that. VPNs are fun and costsaving too! A VPN bypasses geographical restrictions so you can access websites you normally can’t or you could start Netflix’s one month free trial over and over again- forever. And it’s legal! (unless you use it to buy weapons etc.,) Don’t tell yourself that you are too tired and that you will do this tomorrow. Because that isn’t going to happen and you know it. You have to do this right now. You only have to click on it. Don’t let this/shit/life just happen to you. Take yourself seriously. Get a VPN.

Privacy is not a privilege, it’s a fundamental human right

tthatonefangirl-deactivated2019

Ok sorry that it’s so freaking long and also sorry for the language, but this is extremely important. Please reblog!

li-ionsandtigersandbears

Reblogging again bc this is important

thecrazygeek-rant

I’ve been to friend’s houses where I could get into their wireless in under 15 seconds and snoop every internet connection going on. And I’m not intending on doing anything with that information - except show them how to tighten up security. A government or private firm won’t be interested in advising you, they are interested in punishing you or selling you crap.

I’ve already witnessed incidents of people not getting interviews etc. because their email address was found on a mental illness (addiction) forum so I don’t need to spell out what wpuld happen if they could track ALL your access.

Net neutrality and tight security are your friends.

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buddhaprayerbeads

A simple mental health pain scale.

southernbitchface

I’m so thankful this exists. I think that many people with mental health issues (myself included) downplay what they’re going through.

I’m an 8 right now. If I hadn’t seen this chart tonight I’d keep denying my struggle. Now I have to face it.

lovecrafts-iranon

Idk if I’m always at three or five

geekandmisandry

I’m almost always at a 7 or 8. That’s my baseline existence and I’ve kind of normalised it…huh. Upsetting.

Dear Boss

I see you treating other colleagues of the same position far differently than you do me. Is this because I'm not good enough? Even when we relatively do the same mistakes you're way harsher to me. Why is that? I know you don't like me but can you please also consider that I'm doing my best. It's hard to get the motivation to work when I feel like going to a torture chamber cause I'll be seeing you at work. I think I have a legit trauma when it comes to you.

#dearboss #I'm tired #I'm human too

No motivation to get up in the mornings... 😭😞😟

Your broken pieces and my broken pieces make a whole.

So many words left unsaid

The war scarred Hermione Granger until she was nothing more than cold and empty husk of what she was. The loss of her parents left her numb and apathetic. Nothing and no one can penetrate that thick ice she had built around her heart. She was one of the best legislators of wizarding Britain but everyone now kept her at a distance.

The war took and took from Draco Malfoy until there was nothing left. The loss of his parents left him hunched over the responsibility he was not prepared to shoulder. Being broken made him bolder, the cracks and peices of his shattered life kept together by willpower alone. He was broken, he was ostracized and he's got nothing left to loose.

#harry potter #draco malfoy #hermione granger #dramione #fanfic #harry potter fanfic #new story idea

A Moment in Time #1

“We both turned back on whatever we had years ago. Ended something even before there was even anything to end.” He looked at her with his glacial mask firmly in place, “We were young and we’ve gone through a war no child should have gone through. We made decisions so we could survive.”

She clenched her fists and squared her shoulders in that typical Gryffindor stubbornness, “Look Malfoy you could at least have told me!”

He let out a bark of laughter so dry and laced with bitterness that had her wanting to take a step back. “Oh Granger, you idealistic fool what was I supposed to say? Ask you to face the entire world’s censure for a decision my elders made even before I was born? Have you suffer more just after you were so relieved and happy that the war was ended at last? Give up the peace you’ve just achieved so I could live?”

There was nothing she could say in the face of those words. After the war she’d tried her best to turn her back on the what-ifs and focus on the now and the future.

He turned to his back to her then and for a long while only the ticking of the clock was the sound in the room. “Since the moment I realized what I was and what you were to me all I’ve ever wanted was for you to be happy.” The pain was so raw and it clung in the air between them. “My life is a very small price to pay.”

#dramione #Draco Malfoy #Hermione Granger #Harry Potter #angst

pickleston

Dear Self,

When anxiety sits heavily on your shoulders at the same time chains your ankles and is determined to bring you down, don’t let it. Take a deep breath and believe you can do this. You’re stronger than the pressure.

#mymessagetome

tenspontaneite

Paper Cranes (Chapter 20/?)

A demon comes. (Happy Halloween)

Warnings for: minor character deaths (OCs), horror, body horror, possession, gore (sort of), blood, permanent injury, dissociation. I think that covers everything.

Keep reading

psychoticmidget

The climax!!!