I need to talk with you guys about this whole Mina's situation and why i haven't talked yet..
This is something that has been disturbing a lot, something that makes me cry every day and the fact that Ni-ki didn't do anything and is getting hate because of y'all selfish ass, is making a storm inside me.
I just can't bring myself to study this case, just like i do with others, cause whenever i do, i feel like a piece of me breaks again because of the hate Ni-ki is getting. And no, I'm NOT saying that Mina is not important by only talking about Ni-ki.
Unfortunately, mina is gone thanks to all of those bitches, and the hate that you guys have been throwing at Ni-ki will only make him want to join Mina, if you know what I'm saying.
I've been a Ni-ki utted for 6 years and this is the worse situation us, Ni-ki utted, have been through.
I just want to say that this fandom has become a fucking monster, blaming someone for your sins shouldn't be this normal. Ni-ki only shared his POV from the stage, and YOU guys should try to put yourself in his place.
You have no idea how bothering it is to perform to people who don't scream, don't clap, don't cheer... you get really confused with all of that, and it will start giving you doubts such as like:
"am I doing this right?" "Am I being a shit?"
"What am I doing here?" "I'm messing this up"
"Maybe I'm not good enough"
"Am i doing something wrong?"
"Why aren't they enjoying this?"
"Are they not enjoying this because I'm not being good enough?"...
Those thoughts make you lose all the hype and energy that you were supposed to have on stage. That's why the audience is so important to artists. Basically, what I'm trying to say is that the audience makes artist's energy which means:
Happy audience = hyped artist
Bad audience = bored artist
Energetic audience = ENERGETIC artist.
And trust me, I'm a dancer, so I do know what I'm talking about, and i feel the same. that's why I love competitions that's when people cheer for you the most and you get all the energy you need. It's such a pleasant feeling knowing that everyone is happy to see you there and cheering because you are doing a great job!
What engenes have been doing is filming, trying to get their attention, which makes everything less exciting, and twitching his words, making him take all the blame that should be on you guys' shoulders.
Mina is not the first engene to die since heeseung's departure and unfortunately, she won't be the last one.
One thing I can guarantee you is that this has NOTHING to do with heeseung now. Things escalated because of those bitches that can't be in their place and be minding their own business.
What you guys did to Mina over a FUCKING bouquet is hella sick and makes me shamed of being an engene, something that i used to be proud of when the only mean people were the asians ones (k-engenes).
Congrates for taking another engene's life away, thats what y'all are aiming for, right? Thats why you are not able to respect jungwon's words, you guys have become so uncontrollable that not even your artists can change you. Everything that say means nothing to you, i feel bad for them to have fans like those you hates on other and tells them to kill themselves. But its funny how we, ot7 engenes are the problem for only fighting for the 7 of them while you guys are out there killing engenes over a bouquet.
Don't ever call yourself an engene again.
You're disrespecting us and the rest of the guys.
I hope EVERYONE that has been wishing for other's downfall go through the SAME EXACT hell Mina and Ni-ki are going and went through.
Burn in fucking hell bitches.
Be nice to others, boycott belift and protect yourself and your idols. Love you my ot7 babes
