pudge

23 || dumb puppy || he/they SW: 125 lbs || CW: 135 lbs || GW1: 180 lbs sometimes i want to get softer

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DNI: minors, pr0ana/thinsp0, AI users, MAGA, racism, homophobia, transphobia, generally being an asshole. it’s not that hard y’all.

welcome to my little escape from reality. i go by pudge here <3

i’ve been in and out of this one blog for years now in a cycle of acceptance and fear. i struggle sometimes acknowledging that i’m into this (recovered from an ed but the thoughts still persist at times), but i want to take a different approach this time because i always, without fail, comeback to it. if i’m not posting often i am likely off having a little crisis about it but trust i will be back instead of deleting the whole blog. i’m always open to keeping up with friends/mutuals throughout those times but i will most likely be taking periodic breaks. please feel free to message me, i don’t bite (unless prompted).

the good shit:

☆ stuffing, specifically eating till visibly overfull

☆ gentle force feeding

☆ weight gain, specifically stomach and thighs

☆ high praise and body worshiping

☆ teasing

☆ soft feedism

☆ belly rubs <3333

☆ stretch marks

☆ intox

☆ puppy play, feedism related or casual

the not so good shit:

☆ slob

☆ farting/emphasized burping

☆ scat

☆ vore

☆ pig/cow

for the reasons stated above, i am not actively gaining. while i adore the indulgence, its not something i can financially keep up with and it doesn’t spark my interest nearly as much as it would with a partner/feeder. on the complete opposite end of the spectrum, i would also be happy in a contrast relationship in either role; but once again, not in the financial spot to support anyone in that way. capitalism and this stupid ass country has me in a chokehold.

all that to say, this is a space for me to express myself, explore my interests, and hopefully make a few friends (or more???) along the way. i am open to feeders/sponsored sessions/content creation in exchange for food. if you stuck around this long thanks for reading <3

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the absolute desperation i’m experiencing to bump my weight up to 140 is agonizing

obviously that is not anywhere close to the end goal, but it’s the best i can do by myself for rn and the concept of gaining even just those 5 lbs is making me feral

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today has been pretty uhhhhh fuckin bad! and i know exactly what is gonna take the edge off! getting drunk and stuffing myself yet again!! cannot believe the world would stress a stupid little puppy out so bad!!!

and then i’ll have to go back to regular shit bc three nights in a row has been a strain on my wallet but honestly with the days i’m having it’s been worth

hopefully i’ll put on a little smthn from this binge

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the binge continues…

1x Mtn Dew Code Red: 280 cal.

3x Four Loko Pregames: 600 cal.

2x Cajun Fries: ~900 cal.

2x Cherry Cheesecake Milkshakes: 1850 cal.

1x Bacon Wrap: 410 cal.

1x Chicken Tenders: 660 cal.

3x Sauces: 240 cal.

Total: ~4940 cal.

some before n after bc i love how obvious it is that i just shoved over two days worth of food in my stomach <3

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today has been pretty uhhhhh fuckin bad! and i know exactly what is gonna take the edge off! getting drunk and stuffing myself yet again!! cannot believe the world would stress a stupid little puppy out so bad!!!

and then i’ll have to go back to regular shit bc three nights in a row has been a strain on my wallet but honestly with the days i’m having it’s been worth

hopefully i’ll put on a little smthn from this binge

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mmm having myself a little spree here i guess, overate a decent bit again. my stomach feels tight asf rn.

in summary~

1x Fanta: 270 cal.

1x Lg Reese’s Pieces bag: 630 cal.

1x BLT: ~250 cal.

2x Sloppy Joe: ~400 cal.

1x Sweet and Spicy Jalapeño Kettle Chips: 350 cal.

1x Baja Blast: 280 cal.

3x Four Loko Pregames: ~750 cal.

15x Golden Oreos: 800 cal.

Total: ~3730

not as much as last night but still well over ur average daily intake. eating that whole row of oreos was so fucking good and i still have two more rows for later <33333

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you like the way your stomach isn’t completely flat anymore, don’t you?

you’d probably like it more if it was bulging around your pants line instead of not even filling up the pair you have on. if it poked out between that crop top you wear so much and the tight elastic waistband of your favorite pants. if you could feel it brushing up against your oversized t-shirts before you’d even eaten anything. if stuffing it full of food made it look like you were actually chubby.

you’d like it even more if it was actually chubby, without being stuffed. if you could feel it bouncing when you walked. if it sat on your fattened thighs. if it pressed against the seatbelt of your car. if your clothes left it marked red by the end of the day from the sheer strain of wearing them. if it had stretch marks climbing up the underside, because of your excessive, hedonistic gluttony. if it was big enough to sink your fingers into, big enough to grab a solid handful of pure fat. if it kept getting fatter, fat enough that you’d need both hands to hold it up. fat enough that it would take hours of shoveling food down your to feel satiated. fat enough that you’d be panting after every meal.

you know you’d like it. just give in.

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it would be so easy for someone to fatten me up. just stuffed myself with taco bell, ice cream, and beer but i’m still craving more.

in summary:

1x Crunchwrap Supreme: 530 cal.

1x Cinnabon Delights 12 pack: 1010 cal.

1x Cantina Chicken Rolled Quesadilla: 700 cal.

2x Cheesy Bean and Rice Burrito: 800 cal.

1x Lg Mtn Dew Baja Blast: 420 cal.

1/2x Jenni’s Goat Cheese and Red Cherries Ice Cream Pint: 450 cal.

2x 16oz IPA: 500 cal.

Total: 4410 cal.

some before and after pics <3

i’d be making the numbers on the scale climb daily if i could eat like this every night. unfortunately this was just a (not so) little treat but i feel so good right now. indulgence is bliss friends <3

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go ahead…

have a couple of sodas today. or maybe those milkshakes you’ve been craving. get two, or three.

hit up your favorite drive thru on the way home. order enough food to fill you up by the time you get there. something to tide you over till your next stuffing meal in maybe an hour or so.

make heavy cream a staple in your daily life. you know you love the feeling of it, mixed with coffee creamer and whole milk, sloshing around in your fattening gut. drink as much as you can.

get a second entree when you go out to eat. have seconds and thirds when you eat in at home. or just eat all of whatever you’re making.

have dessert every night. dig into a quart of ice cream. bake a sheet of cookies for yourself. divulge in whatever variety of cake your heart desires.

have another beer. and another after that. drink till you can hardly think straight and your stomach is visibly bloated. then eat more food.

… your body will reward you lavishly

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some before and afters of stuffing myself with a ton of cookout 🍟🍗🌭🍦gonna start gaining if i do this much more

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gotta say, nothing hits quite like stuffing yourself with over 4000 calories, taking a nap, and waking up with your stomach still round and bloated <333 will i regret this later? quite possibly! do i feel so fuckin good rn? absolutely yes thank u

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jfc note to self walk the dog before i do this ever again i was in so much pain smh

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gotta say, nothing hits quite like stuffing yourself with over 4000 calories, taking a nap, and waking up with your stomach still round and bloated <333 will i regret this later? quite possibly! do i feel so fuckin good rn? absolutely yes thank u