sequins and milk

[puellamaesta]

hello... to anyone who's listening....

hii!! ☆ i'm jane!! ☆ under 18 ☆ she/her ☆ lesbian <3 ☆ uk

✿ eternal yearner ⁠✿

i love music aaaahhh. my favourite band is the last dinner party (abigail morris my queen), i also like: caroline polachek, florence road, wolf alice, wet leg, ethel cain, florence + the machine, stevie nicks, kate bush, nine inch nails, lana, and magdalena bay!!

i also quite like classic lit. yay. i love jane austen, mary shelly, shakespeare and more which i can't remember. i fucking hate byron (not his works) . please give me recommendations...

i love poetry, singing, guitar and dead languages, and my favourite piece of art is the ecstasy of st teresa by bernini although the dinner party by judy chicago is a close second. st teresa of alvia is also my favourite saint!

my fandoms are: thg, tldp, zelda, lotr, the bone season, p&p, hadestown, the language of ancient greek, twilight (i've been told this is very out of character) and merlin

if you want to chat, please do; i really want online friends <3

dni: proshippers, over 18 men, misogynists, homophobes, transphobes, racists

byyeeeeee

[tankhall]

Various paintings of a grotto - Rombout van Troyen

Mrs. Tittlemouse in her home - Beatrix Potter

Jerry in his cheese house - Tom and Jerry

[tankhall]

In 2018, I wrote down a passing thought in my cheap little leather-bound journal I was writing a collection of songs in that would go on to become Preacher’s Daughter. “If I finish this album the way it needs to be finished, it will change my life, and it will leave a hole in my heart for years that I won’t know how to fill.” I’ve always had a knack for eerily accurate self-premonition. Preacher’s Daughter certainly left a hole, and it certainly changed my life, but only on the outside. All the songs I wrote for it were about characters, a girl in a “faraway” place living her “faraway” life, albeit still parallel to mine, but wholly detached from me. Willoughby was doomed to be closer to home. I wrote Nettles and Waco the same week, the first week I spent in the Alabama house where I would finish Preacher’s Daughter after so many years of trying. The difference was I wrote them about me. There were no characters at first; it was just me. In fact, I wrote them in an attempt to hide from Ethel Cain for a moment. She eventually devoured those little ditties too, of course, as she always does. In hindsight, I’m glad I had to share them with her. I couldn’t have carried the full weight of them myself, I know that now. My premonitions were out in full force; over the course of the next few years, I’d script out my own life in the same morbid fashion I always have. Maybe it was a lesson in not training my eye downward as I’ve spent the majority of my life doing.

I had 3 weeks for the holidays between mixing and submitting Perverts and jumping back into the maw of taming an unfinished Willoughby Tucker. I spent the first three months of 2025 on probation, unable to go much of anywhere, awake only when the sun was down. I’d never mixed a record of that magnitude, which was daunting with deadlines immovable. I remember 9am on my 27th birthday rolling around after being awake for hours whittling away at mixes, announcing the album and entire tour before going back to mix an album that still wasn’t done. I’ve never cried so much finishing a record, and that was before it was even out. Combining your Saturn return, your first shot at true love, and the longest tour of your life is something I would never recommend to anyone. It was the death of both ego and everything around it. I couldn’t be more grateful. Never in my life have I been so turned inside out, so uprooted and unraveled. Looking back, I needed it more than anything.

Thank you to everyone who listened. Ethel Cain and Willoughby Tucker will always be my children, my burnt offerings, what I leave in the storm. Sometimes I wish it didn’t have to be this way, but I also fear it’s the only way. Ethel Cain, Willoughby Tucker, I really will always love you. I feel as though in this moment here, saying goodbye, you and I are closer than ever. I hope you can forgive me.

[puellamaesta]

i think emerald fennel should have directed the odyssey and christopher Nolan should have directed wuthering heights

[mysharona1987]

[dragonfly1302]

Big fan of robert pattinson going “shields.. SHIELDS!😯 spears… SPEARS!😧” as he cowers in the shadows with a trembling hand watching odysseus john wick the shit out of the suitors with a loose arrow

[mercyhit]

the last dinner party opening for sombr is the musical equivalent of enjoying a five course meal before having to gargle diarrhea

[tankhall]

i know what you did

[evangelala-blog]

internet friends are kinda like illegally downloaded friends. you don’t get the physical copy but you still get all the great content

[eveningflares-deactivated201903]

#i’d illegally download you all

[leafpool2014-deactivated2020011]

reblog if you’d illegally download your followers

[alfamangle]

[freshlypickedmint]

[tankhall]

[ask-crammaster-ham]

[th3b4dk1dzz]

With Hamilton high school version being made available in the next few years, current highschool theatre kids have the opportunity to do the funniest thing in the world.

[powerl1nes]

I just discovered that you can boil potatoes, this is life changing information. I've been wasting hour's of my life roasting potatoes

i dont even like roast potatoes

[lafleurcaptive]

@tankhall

[powerl1nes]

i love the illusion that things can last forever

like when your absentmindedly following the powerlines till you realise it's been hours and there's still no end in sight or crossing the train tracks calmly till turn your head to the right and see this endless line in front of you, even just standing in the crowd of a concert so loud you can't hear your own thoughts and it feels like you never will again. It's such a peaceful feeling reminds you that we really are so small in the grand scheme of things; nothing matters

[tankhall]

[tankhall]

i’m not precious abt my unreleased music anymore btw, yall can listen to literally whatever u want and enjoy it. sorry for being 25 and annoying

[tankhall]

ethel cain for dior

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makeup by charlotte prevel