ok guys remember when i said i was gonna get top surgery soon in like feb, then they cancelled on me like bitchass cowards? i went to a new provider, got a new date and its in four days!
however, does this stop me from being terrified they're gonna cancel on me? NO!
pls reblog with good luck messages and i will update yall posthaste and/or posthumously
I DID ITTTT I GOT IT I DID THE SURGERY YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYY
the updates:
-holy god i hate sleeping on my back
-this vest is not as itchy as it seems!!
-post-op in three days!! i havent actually seen my chest yet, and am v v excited to see it soon !!
-i didnt say anything too crazy while drugged, mostly just demanded to call my best friend and girlfriend and tell them how much they mean to me (everyone say AWWW)
but yeah that's it!! on to the healing journey!!
alright chat. we are healing SOUNDLY. my chest is regaining feeling quite well and i am able to sleep on my side now. i have to admit the feeling of total elation has faded somewhat into more of a feeling of correctness and comfort in my body. before it was wrong and now it is right, if that makes sense. my dreams have also shifted, i used to always have boobs in my dreams and now i don't!
i am in almost no pain! huzzah!!













