pupperdoodle :3

13, enby, lesbian my joyfriend is awesome!!! any prns, alter human

[pupperdoodlekitty]

Here’s my big pinned post

Call me pup or names listed below :)

Pup, Scraps, Animatic, Sunflower,

Preference for pup and animatic tied

DNI, this goes for all my accounts

Radqueers DNI, Homophobes/Transphobes DNI, MAPS, Zoos, and Necros DNI!!!!

Kin doubles dni!

Kinlist so you awesome ppl know if your ok <3

Animatic.. (object fool/animatic battle)

Sunflower PVZ (I’m genuinely curious if they’re any doubles?)

Scraps dandy’s world!

And I yumeship with Dyle, doubles please dni

[frayed-wind]

[pupperdoodlekitty]

waking up as animatic lowk.. peak gender neutral presentation and for NO other reason/j

[pupperdoodlekitty]

pride month YAY im very gay about this in all the ways you can interpret that.

[pupperdoodlekitty]

hello tumblr sex bot

[maureen2musings]

One of the craziest things I’ve ever photographed! Maui, Hawaii

ericrubens

[pupperdoodlekitty]

MY BROTHER KEEPS CALLING ME ANIMATIC??? I APPRECIATE IT A LOT BUT ITS FRIGHTENING

[pupperdoodlekitty]

I’m animatic with a chef hat now fuckers

[fuckupwithashotgun]

experiment time!

Like if you exist.

Reblog if you don't

[absolutestars]

Doing both bc I'm a being outside of the mortal concepts of space and time

[pupperdoodlekitty]

doing both because I’m non-binary and won’t fall victim to Gender 2: Electric Boogaloo

[clown-in-a-cage]

ok wait ive got something

TOP 10 MISTAKES ALTERHUMANS MAKE!

NUMBER 1

Go on tiktok.

[st4rii-w-bl3gh]

NUMBER 2

Go on Instagram.

[pupperdoodlekitty]

I make comps from tiktok I have to block so many people for being hateful or just plain WRONG..

[genlossranbooautism]

Trying to explain being fictionkin

[pupperdoodlekitty]

but like yeah I am simultaneously them and LOVE and ADORE them so it’s hard to tell people like no I’m not just a fanenby I’m animatic and love them..okay?

[gloomurai-official]

as a fictionkin im a big fan of the "people see you as your pfp" phenomenon

[pupperdoodlekitty]

I need to change my pfp.. hmmm

[transavian]

this is the fictionkin experience

[strwbrrypupx3]

How it feels being a fictionkin and seeing people talk absolute shit about you

[harperthealterhuman]

Me as a Yuri, Iona and Meroron kin (I might make an entire post defending them)

[pupperdoodlekitty]

I barely see people talking shit about my main fictotype but I will go to WAR to prove animatic is objectively an amazing character and that people should make me ALL the fanart with tally hall references in it.. as a special birthday treat give me a drawing of ME with my favorite band Please

[bumblaur]

[tboy-cock]

saw a post from someone who was doing that trend where u showed how ur sexual/romantic/gender identity changed as u grew through flags and like this person ended up on demiromantic demisexual demigirl. and im like triple demi is CRAZY. idt theres a joke for that like agender aroace but like that is pretty funny

[pupperdoodlekitty]

call that a demigod 👀👀👀

my stuff below cut

I started as bi/pan then lesbian then lesbian fspec questioning, then lesbian demigirl, and now lesbian and nonbinary

[steveyockey]

To be aware you might be trans but unwilling to do anything about it is to create endlessly bigger boxes within which to contain yourself. When you are a child, that box might encompass only yourself and your parents. By the time you are a gainfully employed adult, that box will contain multitudes, and the thought of disrupting it will grow ever more unthinkable. So you cease to think of yourself as a person on some level; you think not of what you want but what everybody expects from you. You do your best not to make waves, and you apologize, if only implicitly, for existing. You stop being real and start being a construct, and eventually, you decide the construct is just who you are, and you swaddle yourself up in it, and maybe you die there. There is still time until there isn’t.

This reading of TV Glow’s deliberately anticlimactic, noncathartic ending cuts against the transition narrative you typically see in movies and TV, in which a trans person self-accepts, transitions, and lives a happier life. Owen gets trapped in a space where he knows what he must do to live an authentic life but simply refuses to take those steps because, well, burying yourself alive is a terrifying thing to do. The transition narrative posits a trans existence as, effectively, a binary switch between “man” and “woman” that gets flipped one way or another, but to make our lives so binary is to miss how trans existences possess an inherent liminality.

Humans’ lives unfold in a constant state of becoming until death, but trans people are uniquely keyed in to what this means thanks to the simple fact of our identities. You can get lost in that liminality, too, forever trapped in a midnight realm of your own making, stuck between what you believe is true (I am a nice man with a good family and a good job, and I love my life) and what you know, deep in your most terrified heart of hearts, is real (I am a girl suffocating in a box).

And yet if you want to read the film as being about the dangerous allure of nostalgia, you’re not wrong. I Saw the TV Glow totally supports that interpretation, too! But in tempting you with that reading, the film creates a trap for cis viewers that will be all too familiar to trans viewers. Somewhere in the middle of Maddy’s story about The Pink Opaque being real, you will make a choice between “This kid has lost it!” and “No. Go with her, Owen,” and in asking you to make that choice, TV Glow is simulating the act of self-accepting a trans identity.

See, the grimmer read of the film’s ending truly is a nihilistic one. It leaves no hope, no potential for growth, no exit. Yet you must actively choose to read that ending as nihilistic. If you are cis and the end of I Saw the TV Glow left you with a gnawing sense of dissatisfaction, a weird but hard-to-pin-down feeling that something had broken, and a melancholy bordering on horror — congratulations, this movie gave you contact-high gender dysphoria.

In an infinite number of possible universes, there is at least one where I am still living “as a man,” embracing my fictionality, avoiding looking at how much more raw and real I feel when I “pretend” to be a woman. I think about that guy sometimes. I hope he’s okay.

Consider, then, my cis reader, that TV Glow is for both you and me, but it is maybe most of all for him. I hope he sees it. I hope he breaks down crying in the bathroom afterward. I hope he, after so many years locked inside himself, hears the promise of more life through the hiss of TV static.

Emily St. James, “I Saw the TV Glow’s Ending Is Full of Hope, If You Want It to Be,” Vulture. June 4, 2024.

[girlnephew]