Springvile

A space to unleash the prettiest moments crafted by his hands.

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Shania Anandira

Non-labeled & FUB free (24↑)

This space serves purpose as a sanctuary where fragments of my thoughts find their way out though not always neatly wrapped in words. My mind is of random musings and existential dread which can trigger light bouts of anxiety—I understand this can be uncomfortable for some, so I encourage you to interpret or engage with it however you see fit.

I don’t shy away from expressing myself freely here. That includes my indulgence in posts that touch on not-safe-for-work topics, heavy rants, or my love for various forms of media. You will often see me sharing about my most favorite idols or whatever currently has me in its grip. I also want to make it clear that this space is intentionally curated for those above the age of twenty. If that aligns with you, welcome. If not, I hope you’ll respect the boundaries I’ve set.

I am a lover.

An embodiment of all the love I’ve received and the love I will give. This is often tied to my favorite activities and people, but I also find myself drawn to religious reflections.

I am a hater.

Against a flawed society, degenerate behaviors, the government, sometimes even my own imperfections.

I value individuality and understand that everyone’s outlook is shaped by different experiences. I humbly request that you refrain from labeling or dismissing me simply because my perspectives may differ from yours. My thoughts and viewpoints are personal, and I have no intention of imposing them for universal agreement (I could be unapologetic for my stances).

I do occasional soft-block / BUB and it’s always without hard feelings, meaning I do it out of a whim if I feel disconnected and find it difficult to interact with. I also reflect on my own shortcomings that may be unable to further strengthen the bond thus my decision to severe it. Note: feel free to do the same to me if you can’t find the vibes between us.

Medium · Cinema · Books

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Journaling kits. What an enjoyable time I had!

I still have those little decos sitting in my container, but it seems that the pen still wishes to rest. Nevertheless, it’s still a passion that I am serenely devoted to. ♡📝

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𒀭 나의 media wrapped — 𝑜𝑓 2024. 🦢

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The day has finally come—the most special day to me because it marks the birth of someone so dear and irreplaceable in my life.

A year has passed since I made that Twibbon for your birthday, and here we are again, celebrating this day together.

Only now, what sets this year apart is how much I’ve learned to love you better. Over a year of sharing life with you, of holding your hand through seasons and moments, I can say with all my heart that it’s an experience I never want to let go of.

Arian, I’ve told you before why you’re so special to me, but let me tell you again: you are a man who embodies goodness in ways that humble me. You deserve not only my love, but all the best the world has to offer. Even when life feels heavy, and you see flaws in yourself, I see something extraordinary. To me, you are like the moonlight—gentle and constant, illuminating the world even when it’s dim. There’s a quiet strength in you that I admire deeply, a grace that seems effortless but touches everything around you. I often think even the autumn wind envies your gentleness. You draw people in without trying, simply by being who you are, with a heart so kind and eyes that seem to light up everything in their path.

That’s how I feel in your presence, like I’m in the orbit of something bright and steadfast. Nothing about you feels out of place, and the way you’ve intertwined with my heart makes me believe I’m deserving of someone as wonderful as you. You’ve taught me to be kinder, more generous, simply by the way you love. Loving you feels as natural as breathing, and yet it’s extraordinary, a gift I treasure more than words can capture. To be with you, to live alongside your quiet beauty and the serenity you carry—I could never imagine wanting to look away. And I hope I never have to.

You are everything you dream of being, and so much more. You are enough. You are extraordinary. I know it’s hard to see our own worth sometimes, but I’ve had the privilege of witnessing yours every day for more than a year. You’ve shown me what it means to truly live and love, and I hope you keep walking forward with that same sincerity and courage. Take time for yourself, love yourself as deeply as you deserve, and know that it’s okay to put yourself first. You matter so much.

Happy birthday, my sweet Arian.

I am endlessly grateful that you were born into this world, and even more grateful that you are here, with me. I hope your journey is filled with love, joy, and all the beauty life can offer. And I promise, as long as I’m by your side, you will always, always be loved.

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A remembrance of the first-ever encounter, the trigger of tne fate that has bound us. Our beloved 11th—ours, Arian Razka & Katya Seraphine.

It’s a day I am

grateful to wake up to, to see my favorite number on the calendar, reminding me of the past year filled with nothing but love, gratitude, and countless memories that have become so precious to me. My thoughts this morning lead to you, someone with whom I’ve shared these moments, someone I never want to lose. You are my safe haven, my constant in a world that often feels uncertain. With every passing day, I find myself falling deeper for you, not just for who you are but for the way you make me feel whole.

Happy, happy 13th month to our cherished love, my daddy boyfriend. I am eternally in love with you. I am utterly devoted to you and the beautiful journey we continue to share. May our bond grow stronger, our laughter louder, and our love more profound with every sunrise. You are my greatest blessing, and I thank the universe every day for bringing you into my life.

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Keenan

Kenzia

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Each of my scribbles is infused with love and care, so overflowing that I cannot contain it without a proper form of proof. I let the butterflies in my stomach flutter their wings and fly up further up into my throats, reminding me that love is always near me, in the form of Keenan.

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To an everlasting love, a journey of intertwined souls dancing in the rhythm of eternity’s embrace.

Time, that nimble thing, has granted us six months filled with heartfelt love, and all the things I mean to cherish, I hold close to me each day. If our distance is what separates us, then dare I say, my love has brought you even closer to me. Every ounce of my affection is contained in my fingertips, and I want you to feel it within the most tender brush of my fingers—it spans as vast as the galaxy. And should you be enveloped within it until you can feel nothing but my endless love, I hope it won’t ever be a burden to you, Kakak.

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Who could have guessed that we are reaching our fifth so soon, baby?

(✩) May my dedication and devotion towards you speak louder than any word could ever say, but I will say it nevertheless: I love you. I love you. I love you, Keenan.

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Here we are again, Kakak, back in this familiar place where butterflies flutter in my stomach.

A reminder of the sweet memories we’ve shared over the past few months, feeling the depth of your love for me, and how deeply in love I am with you (♡).

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Cute 멍냥즈 I’m gonna keep forever in my pocket.

Not really pocket, but you know what I mean!

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Lliving in Jyunnamon-roll world like there’s no escape.

I’ve written some notes on post-it(s) and a letter along with the gifts. I believe I have discovered joy in preparing and making sure the present arrives and looks as pretty as it could, in its respective details. ‹𝟹

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Here’s a little gift to celebrate your special day together! ♡

January 5th of 2024,

—A letter from yours truly.

A sweet day of the birthday boy’s. Today marks the day you were born to this world. To think that I am able to celebrate it with you this year, in the beginning of 2024, has become one of the special things I encounter, Kakak.

Keenan,

Thank you for existing.

Thank you for being born into this world.

The burden of turning one year older may be a little overwhelming but baby, I assure you that whatever awaits you from this point and onward, you will do just great. Exactly just as how you have endured everything and reached this far. I think that that’s a big achievement, and I am so, so, proud of you for always giving your all in what you do.

The journey ahead might offer hardships and pain along the way, but remember that I will not be anywhere but by your side. Always.

I love you, I love you. I love you, always, and forevermore. I will always love you, Keenan.

Once again, happy birthday, sweetest love of mine. I am happy to celebrate the day with you. If it’s up to me, I want to celebrate more birthdays and every special day in 2024 with you, and I hope you will let me.

With much love (and kisses),

Kenzia.

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Dearest Keenan,

To note: this is the second time I’m writing a letter to you, baby, and I believe there will be many more in the future.

The first thing I would like to point out is that we have overcome the first milestone in our relationship, reaching exactly one month after it was established—I ponder this with great pride. I want to write to you without any tears shed, but knowing how easily I get emotional, that won’t be the case; it’s always like that when it comes to you. Please take it as a good thing, though, as it proves nothing but how much love I bear in my heart, just for you.

The first of everything always feels very special, and today is one of them. In retrospect, I’ve always enjoyed the second, the third, and as many as are to come. I always anticipate doing something with you, spending more and more time just so I can pour you with the love that I have because there’s no telling how much inside of me that I could count.

“Infinite”,

(∞) to put it simply.

Having spent a month with you, I realize this: I have met someone incredibly precious and special that I know I will find nowhere else, and that’s not mere saying. I do feel that way every single time you shower me with great affection, with your gentle loving, with your patience.

I know I’m a lot to love; I am a person with so much going on within me, and yet—yet, you are capable of offering me the love I thought was lost to me, to my senses, and to my existence. Not to mention we speak a lot of love languages to each other, and it’s costly. It takes effort, energy, and our faith for each other. We don’t let it become an obstacle, however; we nourish each other with it, and we thrive.

We are way too loving to settle for less.

And, baby, I love that about you.

I want nothing but, for days and months to come, to spend every minute I live to be with you. To let the butterflies in my stomach stay alive and fly their wings, happily, and to shower you with this much amount of love I cannot contain; otherwise, it would flood inside of me from frustration. I want to give what you deserve, for being such an incredible partner, and shower you with limitless appreciation—my very own loving boyfriend whom I cherish a great deal.

To do that, my only wish is to stay in your embrace, to love you in ways I only could. I want to ask you that much of faith in me; to be with me, for as long as we can.

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Dear our Sunghoon and Ni-Ki,

Double the trouble birthday time! To our ice prince, Sunghoon, keep it frosty, and to our soon-to-be adult Ni-Ki, get ready for all the grown-up perks! Stay healthy because ENGENEs need you both in tip-top shape.

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May your special day be as incredible and heartwarming as you are.

Cheers to another year of spreading love, laughter, and brightness. Many happy returns, Jake.

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On my birthday, my boyfriend surprised me with a thoughtfully prepared package of gifts, complete with a heartfelt letter attached. A smile spread across my face as I unboxed it. <3

Reading the letter, I realized he had carefully chosen each item based on our conversations. The nail polish, flower blocks set, and soothing diffuser fragrance were all tailored to my interests and anxieties. He not only provided one but also a spare pair of socks, considering my sensitivity to cold.

“How did he know I needed socks?”

These seemingly ordinary gifts transformed into a thoughtful and loving birthday gesture that filled my heart with gratitude. It was evident that he wanted to give me something meaningful, and with the letter, it will lead me to discover what becomes of the two of us starting from now on, which is none other than a journey between two loving boyfriends.