Yesterday, I came before my handler while they were fucking me. So they began tease me with the threat of punishing me for that, by raping my asshole.
I then proceeded to cum four more times within the span of a few minutes from the idea of it.
I did not think they were going to do it, because earlier when they were fingering my ass while inside my cunt I told them we'd need to put a towel down if they were to fuck me there. They said they were not going to do that today.
And as it turned out, they did not plan to.
But then I had cum so much on their cock that, according to them, they had to. Which. They ended up fucking me in the ass with only the lube they had gotten from my cunt.
And afterwards when things had settled down they grabbed me by my hair and just. Forced me to acknowledge that it is not common to be able to take it with basically no prep (they had only used one finger and barely put it in earlier, they were just teasing) and no lube without even a single drop of blood. They asked me if I had been practicing and I hadn't.
Even when they grabbed the towel and put it down and put me on it, they didn't think they'd be able to get in. And when they did so easily, it just showed them how much I wanted it and they kept going. So it was all my fault <3 And also I was built to be raped <3
Also I smoke weed primarily for pain management but I am also a slut. And when they had me pinned down about to take my ass, I asked if I could take a moment to get some weed. They asked if it was to dull the pain, I said yes because that was partially true. Then they said I wasn't allowed to :[
I will in the future ask them not to deny that since it is my medication, I don't want it to be a habit, but. That was so hot.
And just feeling myself going from enjoying it into it into basically just consenting to being raped because it was too much and it hurt and I was scared and I did not want it and. Oh wow.
And the no lube thing has been a limit for me previously and. To have that pushed.
But it is especially really nice to be able to trust them to push. They were very slow and gentle and gave me plenty of time to adjust, which they have not done when there has been enough lube that I do not really need it. My concern of no lube is really that I do not want to be injured, and to trust them not to injure me.