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he/they ↝pro recovery↜ 5’4”| sw: 230 | cw:211.2| gw1 : 185 | gw2: 150 | gw3: 110 | ugw: 90 |

[puppyxxprince]

tw: ed/weight loss

IM DOWN TO 211.2 TODAY WOOOOOOOOO

i was literally 216.4 like 5 days ago. it’s such an encouragement to see that weight loss :))))

[puppyxxprince]

tw: ed

food log 12/19/21

breakfast:

1/4th panera souffle- 115

diet coke- 0

lunch:

empanada- about 260

advent candy- 10

dinner:

ghiradelli dark chocolate- 50

totals:

559 - 351 = 208

sorry i didn’t post yesterday! busy day, my total was about 600 cals. i felt so fucking shit and nauseous so i ate a chocolate so get my sugar up but i feel so gross now. maybe i should’ve tried tea?

[puppyxxprince]

tw: ed

i’m not doing a food log today, but i ate around 700-1,000 calories.

CURSE YOU PERIOD CRAVINGS

i feel so fucking guilty and i haven’t ate this much food in so long and i think i’m going to vomit because of it.

[puppyxxprince]

tw: ed

food log 12/16/21

breakfast:

two good greek yogurt- 80

lunch:

lime juice- 11

roma tomato- 21

1/4 white onion- 12

dinner:

half BLT- about 405

snack:

2 vodka shots- 165

1 tequila shot- 98

totals:

791 -100 = 691

WHY IS ALC SO MANY CALORIES.

[puppyxxprince]

what’s the difference between cal and kcal??? pls help i feel so stupid

[puppyxxprince]

tw: ed weight loss

WOOO IM DOWN TO 216.4!!! i was like 224 two days ago lmao

this feeling is so addicting. i’m dropping so quickly. pray i can keep it up :)

[puppyxxprince]

tw: ed

food log 12/15/21

breakfast:

diet coke- 0

roma tomato- 21

1/4 white onion- 12

lime juice- 11

lunch:

2tbsp cream cheese -80

rice cake- 35

1tsp spicy sauce- 3

dinner:

whole wheat pasta- 140

sauce- approx. 45 cal

spinach- 4

bread- 163

totals:

564-230 = 334

I feel like garbage. i had to eat dinner with my family, and they freak out if i don’t eat. so my dinner was way too much. and i had a final today so i didn’t get out much.

i’m so stressed about today’s calories. my friend is gonna come over and we are gonna go walking/running so i will update w/new totals when i’m done :)

[puppyxxprince]

tw: ed

food log 12/14/21

breakfast:

rice cake- 35

diet coke- 0

lunch:

rice cake- 35

advent choco- 20

altoids(3)- 15

dinner:

konjac jelly- 7

crystal light- 5

totals:

239 - 557 = - 318 neg. total

today was a really great eating day :) one final and work but i got a whole bunch of low cal snacks for myself to eat a bit throughout the day to keep my metabolism up!!

[puppyxxprince]

tw: ed vent

i’ve literally only had diet coke today but i’m still fucking nervous about it??? i keep thinking of the fake sugars and sodium. i had a mint to stop me from drinking it and now i feel like i had a binge even though it’s 5 CALORIES

[puppyxxprince]

TW: ed

food log 12/13/21

i slept through breakfast & lunch, so no stuff from then.

dinner:

half an ike’s sandwich- 620

peppermint tea- 2

totals:

622 - 100= 522 total

[puppyxxprince]

food log coming soon, im working out rn!

crunches, leg lifts, jogging, should be getting some calories down :)

[puppyxxprince]

tw: ed

12/12/21 food log

breakfast:

breakfast burrito- 350

chai tea w/creamer- 20

lunch:

trenta peach green tea no lmnde- 184

crackers- 88

dinner:

1/2 c beans- 120

2 tbsp cheddar cheese- 55

totals:

832 - 485 = 347 net total

i feel like i ate more than i did. i feel so grossly full. last night i did tons of sit ups so i’m probably gonna do that again to work off more calories. i’m always so nervous that i underestimate my calories and overestimate my workouts/walking. even though i use a calculator for both, i still feel so fat. ugh.

side note- a trenta is HUGE and lasted me all day. super filling and low calorie.

[puppyxxprince]

𝘁𝘄: 𝗲𝗱

my doctor: here’s some anti nausea pills to help with your chronic illnesses

me: use to help nausea from restricting?

anyone else get nausea from restricting??

[xxcemetery-gatesxx-deactivated2]

☆TW: My anorexic rambling☆

♡Please block, don't report♡

I am terrified of getting extra/loose skin after I lose weight

I've only seen this in healthy weight loss tho

Does anyone know anything about it? I don't wanna be "saggy"

[puppyxxprince]

I JUST POSTED ABOUT THIS !! i don’t have an answer. im scared too.

[puppyxxprince]

tw: ed

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any other mid/plus sized ana’s worried about loose skin when losing weight?? pls tell me it’s not just me

[thin-asap-pls]

I weigh in on

the 14th

So everyone plz send me good vibes 💓

And message me!! I need friends :) 18+ please!!

[puppyxxprince]

hi i can’t message you but i’m 18 and i’d love to chat :)

[puppyxxprince]

tw: calorie counting, disordered eating

back at it again with the food logs. ed has sucked me back in.

breakfast:

half everything bagel- 140

tablespoon cream cheese- 90

crackers- 137

lunch:

bahn mi- 460

sugar free redbull(2)- 45

dinner:

2 scrambled eggs- 182

1 tbsp shredded cheese- 114

green onion- 5

half everything bagel- 140

1 tbsp cream cheese- 90

1/8 avocado- 60

totals:

1,463 - 276 = 1,187

(food) - (exercise) = total

diary:

i fasted for so long today, and ate most of my calories at dinner. i’m going to try to do some sit ups and stuff to try and lower the total, but i sprained my ankle today :(

i feel DISGUSTING for how much i ate. i’m almost double what i was trying to eat today. i miss my body when i was starving. i saw my ribs, i want that back. gonna look at some thinspo and workout.

stay safe, drink some water -puppyxxprince