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#pinned #rules update not super crucial to re-read for current mutuals

I am peering into the dash and writing a fic

#i miss you all but i am so raggedly busy irl #i have undertaken too many obligations #~out of quantonium~*ooc

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Monsters on the Prowl #13 - Cover art by Marie Severin and Frank Giacoia (1971)

#flee surface dweller #i can see susan saying that ironically lmao #~i don't want my old life back~*aesthetic

📋 : how organized is your muse?

[SYMBOL HEADCANONS]

Very!

But that's pretty easy for her, since she doesn't have very many possessions. When she's had a particularly hard week, her organization might begin to slip, but she also views staying organized as consideration towards everyone else on the base. What might be easy for her to overlook could be a big obstacle for others.

But, since she does live on a government base, she occasionally has less privacy than she would like. In such cases, a little disorganization (a pair of pants on the floor, some rearranged furniture) can go a long way in keeping unwanted visitors out of her space.

#lensoncrime #~closed inquiries~*answered

zachrp

ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ SYMBOL HEADCANON QUESTIONS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.

EVERYDAY LIFE / DOMESTIC

📋 : how organized is your muse?

✅ : what do they pretend to have together that they don't?

🕰️ : what time do they naturally wake up when no one needs them?

☕ : what's their morning ritual, and what happens when it's disrupted?

🧺 : how often do they do laundry?

🪞 : do they look at themselves in mirrors, or avoid them? why?

🍽️ : do they eat to survive, for pleasure, or as comfort?

🏠 : what part of their living space reflects them the most?

🌱 : do they keep plants, and are those plants alive?

🧼 : what's something they're weirdly particular about being clean?

📺 : what do they put on when they don't want to think?

SOCIALIZATION / CONNECTION

🗣️ : are they better one-on-one, or in groups?

📱 : do they text back immediately, or let messages rot?

🫥 : how often do they pretend to be fine to keep the peace?

🎭 : how different are they with strangers versus people they trust?

🤝 : do they make friends easily, or accidentally?

🧠 : what do they assume people think about them?

🌘 : how hard is it to really know them?

🎉 : do they enjoy social events, or endure them?

🪑 : are they the type to leave early without saying goodbye?

INTROSPECT / INTERNAL LANDSCAPE

🕵️‍♀️ : how often does your muse think about death?

🧩 : what part of themselves do they not understand yet?

🫀 : what emotion scares them the most?

👣 : do they believe they deserve good things?

🧱 : what walls are they aware of building? which ones are they not aware of?

🕳️ : what do they spiral about at night?

📉 : what's their most common self-criticism?

💀 : do they trust their own memories?

🌊 : what emotion do they drown in when they're alone?

PERSONAL / DEEP / TRAUMA-ADJACENT

🩸 : what wound shaped them the most, even if they won't admit it?

🔥 : what moment do they replay when they're ashamed?

🧷 : who failed them first?

🕯️ : what do they grieve that no one else sees as a loss?

🪤 : what pattern do they keep falling back into?

🧨 : what pushes them past the point of restraint?

🧬 : what did they inherit emotionally from their caregivers?

🕶 : what lie do they tell themselves to survive?

🩹 : what actually helps them heal, even if it's unhealthy?

HABITS / VICES / COPING

🚬 : what vice do they justify the most?

🍺 : do they drink to socialize, numb, or celebrate?

💊 : what's their relationship with substances, past or present?

🏃 : do they move their body to feel alive or to punish it?

🛏️ : how do they sleep when things are bad?

🎧 : what kind of music gets them through the worst days?

🖊️ : do they write things down or let thoughts rot in their head?

☔️ : do they intellectualize pain instead of feeling it?

🕳️ : what habit would unravel them if taken away?

SEXUALITY / INTIMACY

🫠 : is it easy for them to get turned on, or do they need emotional safety first?

💞 : do they separate sex and feelings, or blur them dangerously?

🛑 : what's an immediate turn-off for them?

🔥 : do they crave intensity or stability?

🤲 : do they like being in control, or giving it up?

🪶 : are they gentle with people they desire?

🍒 : how do they feel about their own body during intimacy?

🎱 : what do they need to feel wanted?

🔒 : do they guard intimacy, or give it too freely?

💔 : have they ever used sex to avoid something?

MORALITY / CHOICES

⚖️ : what line will they never cross?

🩶 : what line have they already crossed and justified? or regret?

🧭 : do they believe they're a good person?

🔪 : what would they do if survival demanded cruelty?

🪙 : what do they value more, loyalty or truth?

🚪 : who would they abandon if forced to choose?

🕊️ : do they believe in forgiveness? for themselves? in others?

🧨 : what would make them snap permanently?

📜 : what promise do they regret making?

🪦 : what hill would they die on?

#~monster mojo~*memes

lensoncrime

introducing lensoncrime! independent, private, selective fandomless OC featuring danica fialova, a rookie crime photojournalist. crime and mystery based, but open to various verses, crossovers and AUs. rules // bio // template

#~don't shortchange yourself~*promo

@lensoncrime [CONT.]

"...Old? I mean, I don't think I'm that old..." Her expression softened and she paused.

"No, it's alright. There's just... too much to unpack there, y'know?"

She couldn't blame Danica for being curious, or for wanting to drum up some rapport. It was true this was a touchier subject for Susan than for most. She would be lying to say the young woman's reputation with a camera didn't make her a little nervy, too. "We can get into that some other time, maybe somewhere a little more private."

#hello! :D #lensoncrime

"You said I would be nothing, but look, I'm really something."

DO I TERRIFY?

#maybe this one will dethrone cosmic lo.ve in my mind as the susan song ever #...maybe #~i will survive~*music #Youtube #the body feeling alien! the object of her desire on tv!#becoming a formidable monster that still has the capacity for tenderness!#the brightness of the chorus against the monstrous lyrics!#DO YOU SEE ME NOW???

Understandably as the author of this blog i heard Krake.n by Floren.ce for the first time today and I'm losing my mind over it

#the feminine urge to be an unfathomably massive monster #~out of quantonium~*ooc #will be posting it later #the whole album is killer obviously but that one really speaks to some of my ~themes~

I can't think of any good narrative reason for it other than just a quirk of quantonium, but I'm obsessed with the idea of Susan having some sort of retina flash in the dark like some animals have

#love when anyone gets weird animalistic abilities despite looking human #turning the monster dial up to 11 #~out of quantonium~*ooc

I'm gonna poke around in my drafts, I know I have been away for a while so just know!!

If I reply to something old and you don't want to continue/don't feel like continuing it for whatever reason, absolutely no pressure

#~out of quantonium~*ooc #~i don't think we need a monster problem too~*psa

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No clue where I saved the image from, but I sure am feeling warned

#A5X core #~i don't want my old life back~*aesthetic

pondering a tad.c verse. hm.

#could be a really cool au because it mirrors her imprisonment at a5x.....#~out of quantonium~*ooc

macrolagowashere

starter for @purelyradiating

Everyone knows giants hoard gold. And more than enough to set Goldi’s family up for life. And that gave her an idea.

“Pardon my baby brother, ma’am. He was dropped on his head as a cub.”

Baby gave her an annoyed snarl and she stuck her tongue out at him. He hadn't regretted biting the enormous hand that had reached towards the family. Everyone knows giants are bloody dangerous.

Before things devolved into a scuffle of sibling rivalry, though, Goldi turned her attention back on the giant, putting on her best nice girl act, “Perhaps there's some way we might make it up to ya?” Some way that just might earn them a reward of some kind in the end?

purelyradiating

"No, sorry, that was rude of me," Susan conceded, rubbing her bitten hand. It was, thus far, extremely rare an encounter like this didn't end with the other party screaming and running away. To be offered a favor was completely unthinkable until now. No way she could turn this down.

"I'm trying to make it back to my house-- well, cave. But there's a mob on the road looking for me." Rather painful to admit she had been living in a cave, though maybe a bear and his...sister? could relate.

"They're mad at me for stealing some of their crops, which I did do, but then they added on all these crazy accusations. Something about bones and bread, now they've all got torches and pitchforks. I don't want to hurt anybody, or make my reputation any worse by defending myself..." She wrung her hands together until she squeezed the tender spot where her bear bite was and winced. Maybe she was over-explaining.

"If you could get me past them somehow, I'd be so grateful."

#somewhere in an applicable fantasy verse #macrolago #thanks for the starter!! feels good to write something again

macrolagowashere

Indie roleplay blog for an assortment of Canon muses from a variety of fandoms.

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• Multiple verses available!

#~don't shortchange yourself~*promo

Name a question you’ve always wanted to be asked about your muse.

[BURNT OUT MUN MEME]

This is also a hard one because I have wonderful writing partners who ask me lots of questions that even I didn't think to ask!

If anything, probably where she sees herself in a few years or what she would be doing if/when she ever stopped paranormal investigating.

I could see her going into some sort of disaster response work, cleaning up after hurricanes, clearing paths after blizzards and avalanches, etc. She would also, I imagine, probably have a book deal waiting with her name on it if she ever decided to write an autobiography.

#the disaster response work is maybe even something she does now #or perhaps something she volunteered for and decided to pivot to.#maybe in a sequel-esque environment. seeing as disasters are more common than alien invasions #she has to pull herself away from her new work to assess another threat? hm....

Do you have any symbols/motifs/themes/etc. that you’re currently trying to get across or plan to get across?

[BURNT OUT MUN MEME]

Granted I haven't written here in a while, but I really want to work in a more retro 50's/60's vibe, more homages to old monster movies, lean into the cheesy, low-budget feel.

I really like using stars/the cosmos as motifs for her, I need to get into that more. They're lofty, out-of-reach, yet still aspirational. Representative of the unknown, but still bright and hopeful. Containing multitudes. Something much larger than the self, than the planet, so far away but still visible. Equalizing, in that everyone sees the same sky.

I also would like to play more with her size/monsterhood being an allegory for womanhood. In some ways it's direct like with this idea of voyeurism, all eyes on her, having to be perfect all the time/twice as good as the men around her for the same recognition. In other ways it's turning it on it's head, like the idea that women should be small, quiet, not take up space, etc, the rejection of marriage and family life.

This is super loose I'm not sure if I'm getting my point across, trying to focus right now on just getting words flowing. Making something today even if it sucks n all that. These asks have been great for that so thanks again to you and to everyone else who has sent some in :)

#~out of quantonium~*ooc #determined to think creatively!!!#even if i am making no sense at all!!#~closed inquiries~*answered

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