AUTOPLAY

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Mini-Hiatus:

I may have been thrown on a Delta flight without my consent: intense boredom and awful rest interrupted only by moments of sheer terror, hence my timely absence, you guys will have to find it in your hearts to understand.

Love and Cheesecake,

PK

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Nightmare Disorder

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littlexcriminal:

Nightmare Disorder - also known as ‘dream anxiety disorder’, is a sleep disorder characterized by frequent nightmares. The nightmares, which often portray the individual in a situation that jeopardizes their life or personal safety, usually occur during the second half of the sleeping process, called the REM stage. Though such nightmares occur within many people, those with nightmare disorder experience them with a greater frequency.

[thewinchesterdaily]

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S11 Countdown: 20 days or “A study in Sam studying”- SN: 3x01

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Dream Theater

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scruffyster:

“….Good t’ see you got a little sleep.”

He turns his head, then wipes his greasy hand on his pant leg. “Any more nightmares?”

Sam thinks about it and shrugs a little, shaking his head.

“I don't remember any dreams at all.”

[frodo-sam]

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Dream Theater

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scruffyster:

Yeah, because Dean knows how to drive.

“…Hey.”

Sam rubs his eyes with his hands to wake himself up more.

Oof.

“...Morning.”  Or whatever.

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Dream Theater

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scruffyster:

Yeah, Dean doesn’t wake his brother up. He drives through lunch, taking the chance that Sam might not be happy about it.

To appease him, he does snack on chips, whatever else was in the bags.

It's the chip chomping that wakes Sam back up.

Jesus... late afternoon.

The scenery is familiar, though.  They’re only a couple hours away.

.....

Sam doesn’t say anything as he straightens back up, tossing the blanket back into the backseat.

[wnq-anonymous]

To be brave, by definition, one has first to be afraid.

Robert Harris 

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Dream Theater

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scruffyster:

Dean quits talking after that. He turns the music down a little and just drives.

For the first few hours, Sam grabs only a handful of Zs, his dream still at the forefront of his mind.

Changing positions doesn’t help.  A change in music doesn’t help.  And it isn’t like he can talk about it, because that’s the last thing Dean needs to hear about.

He finally settles down enough to grab a couple hours, and of course it’s right around lunch.  Sam doesn’t expect to be woken up, at this point, or he wouldn’t have still been trying for sleep at around noon, he just would have stayed awake.

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Dream Theater

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scruffyster:

“I just want to freaking succeed at something.”

....

“I know.”

Sam reaches over the seat and grabs the car blanket he used to use to warm himself up a few months back, balling it up to put between his head and the window.

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Dream Theater

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scruffyster:

Despite the fact that Sam is being honestly concerned, Dean has to will himself not to get pissed.

“Dude… none.

I want to get this done. If I wanted a drink so bad I’d break out the freaking bottle I bought Rufus. Can we move on?”

Sam gives Dean a long look.  And he doesn't believe him, but he isn't trying to start shit either.  His goal wasn't even to start another conversation about it.

“...Okay.”

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Dream Theater

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scruffyster:

….

God damn it.

“If you sleep through, Sammy, we got snacks in here.”

Sam’s not going to start arguing that protein bars are very different from sitting down and having a chicken dinner or whatever.

....

“Dean... asking so I just know what we’re dealing with... how much of you wanting to get there is ‘cause of withdrawal?”

There’s no judgment in his eyes, just concern.

[yaelstiel]

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He hasn’t even managed to say what exactly he needed and of course Sam got it  ☆*゜ﾟ*☆  (2x02)

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Dream Theater

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scruffyster:

He decides right there not to tell Sam about keeping him out of the panic room while the ring’s on… for now.

“Get sleep. Don't ask me t’ wake ya up.”

“Well, I am asking you to wake me up.  Lunch, remember?”

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This has been on my mind for long but I’m gonna do this - please reblog this if you’re comfortable with pre-establishing relationships. I do not mean “met at the grocery store two weeks ago” or “have a common friend”, but rather stuff like “have been best friends since kindergrden”, “go for a beer every friday”, “friends with benefits”, “dated in highschool”, “hate each other’s guts because -insert reason-”  etc. Something meaningful (but not necessarily shippy) and I mean with muns/characters you have not interacted with, because I cannot believe I am the only one who prefers jumping right into the heart of the human interaction