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It feels like there’s an unbreakable wall between them. Sera has a tendency of doing this to other people – she doesn’t make it easy for them to get close to her. She does this to see who will put the effort into establishing a friendship with her, and she feels bad for putting the people around her under trial but she does it to keep herself from getting hurt.
But she doesn’t want to be this person anymore. She should just take the plunge, right? She shouldn’t think about the consequences of her actions. Just do what feels right, others tell her. It seems easy, she wants to. But there’s always something holding her back. That fear of getting hurt. Sera sits quietly, the silence between her and him dragging on, and he notices this.
“ Something on your mind? “ He asks her, and she clears her throat when she feels his gaze on her.
Of course, there’s something on her mind. She’s thinking about him, trying to sort through her mind to place a word to how she feels about him. Of course, he’s her friend. She knows that. But does she want something more out of him? Maybe. She doesn’t know. She’s willing to go out of her way for him if it means her kind gestures will put a smile on his face. He seems like such a somber person. And for whatever reason, she doesn’t want him to be.
When she doesn’t answer him right away, he turns his head away and she looks to her lap where her hands rest. There’s one way for her to know for sure if her feelings for him are platonic or romantic – but she doesn’t want to break her rules. She doesn’t want to tear down that wall she so carefully crafted around her heart.
But she should just take the plunge, right? That’s what everyone tells her.
And so, rather than answering him with her words, she looks to him and rests a hand under his chin, garnering his attention. When he turns his head to look at her, undoubtedly puzzled by her actions, her hand traces his jawline, sliding up to cup his cheek in her hand.
He takes no action to stop her, and Sera figures that his passive behavior is his silent way of telling her that he’s okay with this. Before she can change her mind or let her nerves overcome her, she leans in to close the space between them, touching her lips to his own, gently, and with caution at first. When he doesn’t pull away, she closes her eyes and seals the kiss with a little more confidence. Her thumb traces his jawline and she tilts her head to find a more comfortable angle, but a short moment later, she pulls away and draws in a breath of air.
Their eyes meet, and before he has a chance to say anything, she finds her voice to answer the question he posed her with earlier. “ .. I guess, kissing you is on my mind tonight. “
Her heart races in her chest and she feels a blush crawl up from her neck — any uncertainty she had about her feelings for him before were clear now but she isn’t sure if she can accept those feelings without fear.
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