Mae

[pyro-mercury]

Gonna make ChatGPT write my suicide note

[harryisfuckingevil-deactivated2]

my scars go rly purple when im rly cold or rly hot its cool

[pyro-mercury]

Bro it makes me look like an uncooked chicken but go off ig

[pyro-mercury]

I need more tattoo ideas :(

[pyro-mercury]

Got blood from $h on my new shirt, this is just wonderful

[pyro-mercury]

Saw a guy on Instagram with Hella SH scars and I wish they looked as good on me as the did on him oml

[pyro-mercury]

TERRIFIED of people IRL finding my Tumblr actually, they do not need to know these things about me

[halfeatencherry]

Not my mum crying and telling me to stop sh- 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣💔💔💔💔💔💔✋️✋️✋️✋️✋️✋️✋️✋️

[pyro-mercury]

I love my mother but please

[delicatebonesxx]

[pyro-mercury]

I told myself I'd stay clean till I move out, it's so fucking hard bro im 7 months clean from cvtting, might start burning myself or start scratching again to get the itch away.

[pukicho]

Grease me up and put me in some metal pipes. Watch me slide around until I get stuck and die

[pyro-mercury]

This is how I see cave diving

[pyro-mercury]

I hate explaining my scars irl because nobody knows what I mean when tgey ask about my keloids and I answer "Oh I accidentally hit beans"

[argillaforma]

obsessed with the narrative that shane is just inventing kink out of his own beautiful mind like obviously he knows that ilya is the one in control but he has no clue that he’s been in a dom/sub dynamic right from the start

so one day he’s talking to rose and she jokes about their sex lives becoming boring after being together for so long and shane’s like no no he does this thing where it feels like he shuts my brain off and all my limbs go numb and he completely overtakes my body and mind and afterwards he has to bring me back down to earth and she’s like ???he puts you in subspace on the reg?? and shane is like i have no idea what that means

[pyro-mercury]

Saving this for recs i cannot leave this Fandom oml

[pyro-mercury]

So much HR on my dash I cannot open Tumblr in my class anymore

[pyro-mercury]

Thinking about playing tictactoe on my skin

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

Trying to prove a point to someone who doesn’t understand why going to a new doctor would be anxiety inducing because “they’ve literally made a whole career out of wanting to help people, how could they do any wrong.” And “Why would you be scared of someone that spent years and years, went hundreds of thousands in debt, just to be able to help people?”

Fucking hell could you please like or reblog if you’ve ever been gaslit or fake-claimed or in any way mistreated or not taken seriously by any healthcare professional. Any details in the tags is appreciated too. I just need more people to understand that getting clinical help is often infinitely harder than it sounds.

[pyro-mercury]

I have hEDS and POTS, not to mention BPD, ADHD and other undiagnosed shit, I am SO DONE with doctors honestly.

[xxbl00dsh3dbunnyxx]

Can we talk about growing up with chronic illness since childhood? I keep hearing those posts about people who became chronically ill in their 20's and how it changed their life (and they're valid experiences of course, they're allowed to talk about it and have their space) but I have hEDS and it's effected me my whole life, I grew up with being told "it's just growing pains" and all these different excuses and denial of my pain, I have never once felt what it was life for a full day of no pain, so it feels isolating to hear all these stories of people who used to be able to go out and have pain free lives and suddenly became chronically ill, because I didn't even get the pain-free experience, and now I'm 18 and my joints are getting more loose and dislocate more often, and I just have to live with knowing that it's only going to get worse

[pyro-mercury]

Sometimes I break down in tears because I relize I'll never be able to do what normal people can and I am only getting worse. Nothing I can do will stop my disorder and it tears me apart.

[pyro-mercury]

I think I am faking my BPD but then I have times where I genuinely cannot enjoy anything or anyone thats not to do with my FP and I remember that this is a serious condition that will take my sanity before im 50.