Wounded Dreams

94/🏳️‍🌈/MDNI Just screaming into the void

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Yup... im fucked. . . .i love him

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I want to fucking scream amd kill myself.

I literally just asked a question and then yu wanna tell me i cornered you into choosing pizza?

You let the kids season the food and it got over seasoned and is now gross so no i dnt want it.

You shud have been watching and making sure.

But no some how its all my fault

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The way he growls in my ears 🤤🤤

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Oh GOD THE WAY HE GRABBED MY THIGHS !!!!!

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I crave it

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He has THE HOTTEST fuck me eyes.

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Would you squirm if i told you i came to the thought of you?

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Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casares featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959

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I ruin everything.

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Sometimes it hurts you dont want or love me as loudly as youve loved everyone else

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I had a dream my friends ivnited Jake into the group tp play.

They knew what he did and told me i needed to get over it.

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Genuinely fucking distraught he isnt horny for me. Like god damn i sleep naked next to you every night. Bro just lust after me. Fuck me

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I just want to be loved. Wholly. Obsessively. Continually.

I feel so stupid for wanting it to be him.

I should have left forever ago at this point. Im not happy. Ive said it many times. However he is doing the things... kinda.

Im just tired of being alone.

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I see you're writing again and i see that you are writing about someone new. Youve never written about me. Not like that. Youve never loved me like i love you. Im so happy im not hurt like i used to be.

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Jp found my other blog bcuz im dumb and wasnt careful. So now i have to repost everything. Then delte the other blog. Or at least yeet the posts on it.