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"suddenly, you find your whole days blending together creating one endless and suffocating loop"

[qtkat]

⊹ ༊࿐ ⋆˚ WELCOME !

to my humble a-blog…

isfp ✩ virgo sun ✩ 18 ✩ sapphic ✩ she/her

masterlist

my <3’s

spiritual souls - fanfiction readers and writers - typology fanatics - obscure fandom media - long paragraphs - amateur poetry - political discussions

my </3’s

closed minds - arguments [do not come here to start one i won’t care enough to respond] - bigotry

[qtkat]

when am i gonna meet my ben wyatt

[qtkat]

i think i met him yall

[qtkat]

today i’m getting my hair done, tomorrow i have a date, friday i’m interviewing for a new job and saturday’s my birthday!

this week may be the best one of this holiday yet

[qtkat]

sorry for the scarce updates and talks about my writing you guys

to start i already had quite the writers block, then i was on vacation volunteering for two weeks, and i also met a boy there who’s taking me out on my first date ever this thursday — so my mind is a bit preoccupied

i won’t quit writing, just taking a small hiatus!

love u all <3

[qtkat]

i’m finally talking to someone, like actually genuinely??? like i’m not kidding?? IS IT FINALLY HAPPENING???

[pellucid-constellations]

Undisclosed - Masterlist

Pairing: Lumberjack!Bucky x Reader

Summary: Desperate to outrun a secret that could cost you your life, you seek refuge in a small mountain town. Its deep forests and small cabins make it the perfect place to hide, but the travel website hadn’t mentioned anything about the quiet, burly lumberjack that wouldn’t leave your thoughts. No one had warned Bucky about you either. 

Warnings: Beefy!bucky, angst, references to death/crime, injury, toxicity, eventual smut (minors dni, marked **), a bit of slow burn!!  

a/n: This series is now complete 🤍

Series playlist ⍋

❆ Chapter One 

❆ Chapter Two 

❆ Chapter Three 

❆ Chapter Four 

❆ Chapter Five

❆ Chapter Six**

❆ Chapter Seven

❆ Chapter Eight 

❆ Chapter Nine 

❆ Chapter Ten

❆ Epilogue

Series art!!

🤍 Bucky

🤍 Bucky and Alpine 

🤍Scenery 

🤍 Bucky at the diner

Extra content!!

Reader gets sick (drabble)

Spring in Stowe Mills (oneshot)

The bear attack (drabble)

Come Home (oneshot)

Comfort (drabble)

[preciouslandmermaid]

I’m thinking about Amy Pond this morning and how Moffat didn’t give her any identity outside of The Doctor (and Rory).

Like series 5, we go through this whole thing where Amy “gets her parents back” and we literally NEVER see them again. And then Amy’s childhood friend, who we had never heard of, is revealed to be tied to the Doctor as well.

She’s shown to be a successful model during series 6, but that fact doesn’t go anywhere. We don’t see her friends. We don’t even know if she HAS friends.

River Song also has a similar problem—her story is intrinsically tied to the Doctor. And although Amy and River are technically mother and daughter, we don’t really get to see that, like does River come around and visit her parents when not traveling with the Doctor? What do they talk about ??

And on the note about children, iirc, Amy can’t (?) have any more children due to what her kidnappers did to her. But, on the same hand, it was never said that Amy wanted children or was upset that she missed out on the opportunity to raise Melody (it’s literally never mentioned again).

All the of NuWho companions, save for Martha, wanted to travel with the Doctor forever and ultimately their stories end in tragedy. I get that.

But then other companions, like Rose, Martha, and Donna - they all had people OUTSIDE the Doctor, which grounded them, tied to their humanity, to their earthly humanness.

I love Amy, but she is subjected to some poor writing choices. I know the viewers can fill in the blanks - we can assume she and Rory have lives outside traveling with the Doctor. But without seeing these people, it’s hard to connect when let’s say Earth is threatened. When the cyber men were trying to take over, Rose was concerned about her mum ! And we were too! Because we saw her mum and saw how much Rose loved her.

I know Amy’s arc ultimately ends with her “choosing Rory” (I guess because idk this wasn’t made clear when she married the guy idk).

But, consider this, consider how much more impactful her story would’ve been if she had like - I dunno - a sweet grandma who would tell her bedtime stories. The grandma gets some quips in about The Doctors fashion choices.

Rather than the Doctor realizing the Ponds are getting older (Amy’s glasses), it’s Amy realizing that her grandma is getting older, and the allure of traveling the stars is fading. She realizes that she wants to have her own child to tell stories to. And she wants her grandma to be alive to share in those stories. Hell, maybe she still finds a love for writing and becomes an author.

Amy makes the choice (much like Martha did) to leave the TARDIS. Rory comes too (I do think Moffat disliked Rory but that’s another topic). The Doctor is welcome to visit.

And when he does, he sees a slightly older Amy Pond, carrying a child that looks just like her, towards her grandmother in a wheelchair in the garden.

They let each other go. Unlike Rose and Ten who simply couldn’t let go because of the deep love they had for another.

The Doctor and Amy (or maybe it’s just Amy) have “grown up”. Amy has made a choice FOR HERSELF. After everything she’s seen, endured, all the trauma and suffering and grief - she creates her own happy ending.

It’s 8:00am right now - so who knows if this makes sense.

[preciouslandmermaid]

thank you for these tags ! i totally didn’t even think about the clone ep / amy’s feelings of abandonment

I, too, if I think about Amy Pond (and the writers treatment of her) for too long want to walk into the ocean

[qtkat]

this might be very very niche but kim and ron are like cartoon amy and rory

[qtkat]

i had a dream my sister was smoking and drinking 😭

[qtkat]

i’m melting it’s too hot outside

[tangerine-brooks]

I've seen many posts that were like "💕what it would be like to date [insert a tsh character]💕" with cute romantic stuff and i was like GIRL NO, so that's what it would actually be like to date the secret history characters:

Charles: is drunk 24/7, throws stuff at you, hits you, disappears without explanation to be found in a hospital three days later, secretly fucks his twin sister

Richard: stalks and idealizes you even before your first conversation, then lies to you constantly about literally everything to make himself seem cool, never tells you anything about himself, gatekeeps, gazlights, fantasizes about hitting and raping you, doesn't care to know you, obsesses over you after a breakup for years

Francis: is gay and only dates you as a cover-up for being gay (for gays: doesn't know what consent is at all, kisses you and then tells you he doesn't feel anything for you, probably only wants a one-night stand, wakes you up at 2 a.m., because he just had an anxiety attack)

Henry: forces you to join a cult, never talks about feelings, never tells you anything about himself, suspiciously often talks about murder, then kills himself in front of you, mentally scarring you for the rest of your life

Bunny: is sexist, racist, homophobe, mentally unstable, doesn't have a job, insults you on purpose, spends all your money, reads your diary without permission, throws tantrums, steals from you, then dies under mysterious circumstances

Camilla: cheats on you with her twin brother, and we know nothing about her personality besides that thanks to richard who was so in love with her that he never saw her as a human being instead of a highly idealized pretty picture

Everyone: are high and/or drunk most of the time, are in a cult, do kill people

[qtkat]

very accurate

[f-fuyuma]

If you see me liking quackity fics, no you don't. No you don't.

(P.s. this little "crush" has been my little secret for over six years I think (relax, I'm younger than him) and nobody has ever known about it before.)

[qtkat]

…me too babes 🫣

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i got fired, i slept through my driving lesson and now owe €120 euros for absolutely nothing

i hate it on earth

[gracefulchristiangirl-deactivat]

url song game

i was tagged by @partlysunny15, for this!

so the rules of the game are to write one song for every letter in your url, and then tag as many people as there are letters in your url. I'm gonna be doing songs that are on repeat for me rn

g - Greater, MercyMe

r - Riptide, Vancy Joy

a - Altar, Hulvey, Forrest Frank

c- Counting Stars, One Republic

e- Everybody Talks, Neon Trees

f- Fake You Out- 21 Pilots

u- Unstoppable, Crowder

l- Life is Good, We the Kingdom

c- Can't Hold Us, Macklemore and Ryan Lewis

h- House of Gold, 21 Pilots

r- Ready or Not, WAR*HALL

i- Isn't She Lovely (Acoustic), Callum J Wright

s- Semi-Automatic

t- Think, Aretha Franklin, The Blues Brothers

i- I Ain't Worried, One Republic

a- Armies, KB

n- no longer bound, Forrest Frank

g- God's Image, Young C

i- I Lived, One Republic

r- Real Good Feeling, Oh The Larceny

l- Little Bit Better, Caleb Hearn, ROSIE

phew! whole lotta songs! I had to scour my playlists for some of theses, wowza

@thomasstaples @lilliesandlight

@nerdy-girlramblings @weeeitsmeee

@ebony-reine-vibes @robynrogerscarter

@they-ate-tables @thefinaljediknight

@innereverblaze @igotthisaccountunderduress

@i-am-phroggie @pinkwisteria

@auroraofthesun1 @faeriefully

@freddie-77-ao3 @glowsticks-and-jesus

@hiddenvioletsgrow @lovechelsontheweb

@book-girl4evaaa @brb-on-a-quest

@marinaslibrary

[aurorachildofgod-deactivated202]

thanks for the tag grace!!!!

a - attention, charlie puth

u - until I found you, stephen sanchez

r - rock and a hard place, bailey zimmerman

o - oklahoma smokeshow

r - risk, gracie abrams

a - average, sushi soucy

o - obsessed, olivia rodrigo

f - from a lover's point of view, zach bryan

t - tennessee orange, megan moroney

h - heather, conan gray

e - evermore, dan stevens

s - something in the orange, zach bryan

u - uptown gir, billy joel

n - nine ball, zach bryan

1 - 1 step forward, 3 steps back

npt: @gentlehue @somewhereincairparavel @maybxlle @wish-i-were-heather @violet92959

@groverapologist @sophplanetoflove @tiredthistofor @txna-blxckthorn @queen-of-weird-girl-nation

@queenpiranhadon @queenie-blackthorn @luvusrry @starlitszn @kozumesphone

[queenpiranhadon]

Gah this is going to be hard

𝐐 - Quirky Worky Song, Danny Jacob (Phineas and Ferb)

𝐔 - Until I Found You, Stephen Sanchez

𝐄 - End of Beginning, Djo

𝐄 - exes, Tate McRae

𝐍 - Night Changes, One Direction

𝐏 - pov, Ariana Grande

𝐈 - Irresponsible, Emei

𝐑 - Rolling in the Deep, Adele

𝐀- Atlantis, Seafret

𝐍 - No Way, Renée Lamb (SIX the Musical)

𝐇 - Hayloft II, Mother Mother

𝐀 - Army Dreamers, Kate Bush

𝐃 - Daylight, David Kosher

𝐎 - Only Love Can Hurt Like This, Paloma Faith

𝐍 - Nonsense, Sabrina Carpenter

𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬 <𝟑

@hijabi-desi-bookworm, @rxsewqter, @cashmoneyyysstuff, @starieq, @slayfics,

@peachsukii, @book-girl4evaaa, @moondust-on-the-hijabi

[cashmoneyyysstuff]

Ouu this is so cool !!

c - cemetery girl, ICP

a - apple cider, beabadoobee

s - sarah, alex g

h - hit em up, 2pac

m - my love mine all mine, mitski

o - off the wall, micheal jackson

n - nobody, skindred

e -euphoria, kendrick lamar

y - you’re not the only one i know, the sundays

y - yebba’s heartbreak, yebba

y - you’ve got everything now, the smiths

s - sorry not sorry, tyler the creator

s - song about me, tv girl

t - tek it, cafuné

u - use your heart, swv

f - falling behind, laufey

tags !! @kovu-bunnbunn @seumyo @andysdrafts @slashersl0t @bkgpackets

[catsoupki]

the love i hold for tag games 😭

b - birds of a feather, billie eilish

k - kill bill, sza (was gonna say karma as a joke haha)

g - good luck, babe!, chappell roan

p - paradise, henry morris

a - all the stars, kendrick limar & sza

c - cologne, beabadoobee (honestly charcoal baby too)

k - kiss me more, doja cat & sza (k is so hard)

e - end of beginning, djo

t - the color violet, tory lanez (tame impala too😭)

s - super stars, yves tumor (wisp see you soon too!)

tags: @azzo0 @staraxiaa @sttm99 @woahjo @a11eya @peachsukii @/ihavenofriends

[azzo0]

Man this is hard. I used google for the Zs in my name 😂

A- Agora Hills- by Doja Cat

Z- Zeus- by Eminem

Z- Zack and Codeine- by Post Malone

O- One Day The Only Butterflies Left Will Be In Your Chest As You March Towards Your Death- by Bring Me The Horizon (long ass name but the song is so good)

Tags: @angels-fantasy

[partimevampyr]

THANK YOU FOR THE TAG AZZO 🩷

a - around the fur by deftones

n - nude by radiohead

g - gift & and a curse by megan thee stallion

e - enjoy by fleshwater

l - louise by tv girl

s - starting over by lsd and the search for god

f - fuckin problems by asap rocky

a - about a girl by nirvana

n - night vision by mareux

t - tyrone by erykah badu

a - all i need by radiohead

s - sexy boy by air

y - you and whos army? by radiohead

this was fun and i loved seeing ppls music tastes :D

tags: @seonne @shonen-brainrot @andysdrafts @okkotsuus @starieqq @tejan-sunny @qtkat @vexis-world @preciousyamagucci @rv19 @bakukiriswife @call-me-copycat @goldessia

[qtkat]

omg tysm for the tag!!! <33

q — quiet, the winter harbor by mazzy star

t — tusk by fleetwood mac

k — kill kill by lana del rey (unrealeased 😢)

a — all my love by led zeppelin / angel of death by slayer (couldn’t choose leave me alone)

t — (they long to be) close to you by carpenters

tags: @thelovelydollemi @escapenightmare @aphrmoosun @mentallynotokey

and @ anyone who wants to do this too!! (i don’t have enough mutuals to tag 😭)

[qtkat]

guys why did i go o bed at 3AM i have driving lessons in an hour 😭

[cadaver-cupid]

Name moodboard for Anna Requested by @qtkat

[qtkat]

OH MY GOD THANK YOU!!!!

[memes-hoarder]