Of all the places I could be, I just want to be here with you.
EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE (2022) dir. Daniel Kwan, Daniel Scheinert
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Of all the places I could be, I just want to be here with you.
EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE (2022) dir. Daniel Kwan, Daniel Scheinert
just because you can handle it doesn’t mean you should have to
life sucks. i have no goth friends to dance under overpasses with
I was sitting in the group room at my intensive outpatient program. I had just finished recounting an incident where I believed a security officer had been following me, but the person with me at the time had disagreed and said we weren’t being followed.
The head psychologist said “Your goal this week should be letting in alternative theories to your paranoia. It isn’t likely anyone is following you.” I said “What do you mean? How can I trust someone else’s perspective over my own, especially when that someone is white?” Another person spoke up, suggested increasing my anti-psychotics.
I looked around the room at the other patients and the professionals in group with me. I was the only Black person there.
I’m mentally ill, and sometimes I’m paranoid, and sometimes I’m delusional.
I’m Black, and I’m more likely to be followed around by security, or have negative interactions with the police. The racism in this world is real, and it can affect me.
I’m mentally ill, and sometimes I have persecutory delusions, and there wasn’t any drugs in my orange juice or bugs living in my arms even though I was convinced there were.
I’m Black, and I’m mentally ill. And that intersection has never been acknowledged online or in therapy. That intersection makes us more vulnerable to abuse, domestic violence, and police brutality.
Black schizo-spec people face challenges that others don’t. We are more likely to be be labeled as dangerous and violent and be disbelieved when we share about how racism has impacted our lives, among many other things. That makes it harder for me to trust others- not to mention that difficulty trusting others is a symptom.
Was I being followed that day? I wish I had an answer, but I don’t know. Maybe I was, maybe I wasn’t. But that isn’t the point.
A simple search will tell you that schizophrenia is more readily diagnosed in Black patients than in white (source), and some say it is overdiagnosed.
But where are the positivity posts for Black people with stigmatizing disorders?
Where is the positivity for the Black schizo-spec people trying to figure out what level of fear and suspicion towards the police is reasonable and what is a symptom? Where is the positivity for Black schizo-spec people who have everything blamed on their diagnosis while their other mental health problems get ignored? Where’s the positivity for Black schizo-spec people who distrust the medical professionals they deal with, who have ugly symptoms, who are pigeonholed as dangerous?
We have died because we are Black and schizo-spec. Remember those of us who have been murdered.
Keith Vidal
Dontre Hamilton
Khaleel Thompson
Darren Rainey
Jason Harrison
Deborah Danner
And? Don’t forget to include us in your activism while we are living.
(ok to rb)
[image is a screenshot of a google search for “black schizophrenia.” results are as follows:
“How the Black man became schizophrenic” from Psychology Today
“How Schizophrenia Became a Black Disease: An Interview with …” from Psychology Today
“Is Schizophrenia Really a Black Disease?” from Big Think
“Racial disparities in psychotic disorder diagnosis: A review of …” from NIH.gov]
So we've gone into the general themes of capitalism, work, poverty and the rich for Squid Game but can we discuss the ableism and sexism? The men not wanting women on their team is a reflection on a real work environment where companies won't hire women as much as they do men and Sang-Woo telling Ali to hide his disability or people will think he is weak and won't join him for the group game, which is a reflection of how sometimes disablied people will lie or hide their disabilities just to get hired or treated equally.
Good girl:
Really bad boy:
Did you have a homoerotic friendship with a girl in highschool that ended in tragedy and you two never talking again or are you normal?
mcdonalds gave me the boys toy in my happy meal and ive been transgender ever since
DONT LEAVE THAT IN THE TAGS THATS FUNNY
i’m forever a lover of the stars and the moon
You deserve a partner who checks whether you’re comfortable. You deserve a partner who will respect your boundaries. You deserve a partner who will be cautious if you do not know what your boundaries are.
And here I am… crying throughout the dog contest… Miss Emily showing up… Adam’s mom showing up… and cheering on for him like they are his biggest fan… that’s what my boy Adam deserves.
“aw you remembered!” bitch i’m in love with you of course i remembered
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domestic sweetness!!!! getting groceries together, buying home decor together??? making traditions??? cooking dinner while badly singing along to the radio??? making each other breakfast in bed??? leaving notes around the house for each other??? i’m so soft,,,,
I used to think communication was the key until I realized comprehension is. You can communicate all you want with someone but if they don’t understand you, its silent chaos.