𝒎𝒂𝒑 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒍 : 𝟟 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒚𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒔
“ sometimes, everything feels like total nonsense “
“ come be my teacher and teach me everything about you “
“ in the eternal night for which i was unable to see the end, it was you who gifted me the morning “
“ everything was useless, everything that is not you. please caress me like you did back then “
“ if this was a game, it would be all good if i load it again i guess i gotta deal with this, deal with this real world “
“ i just wanted to do it well i just wanted to make you smile.. damn “
“ though i’m okay, i’m not okay though i’ve been telling myself that i’m used to this, it hurts every time as if it’s the first time “
“ just get drunk like dionysus. a glass in one hand, a thyrsus in the other “
“ no one told me how lonely it is here “
“ people say, in that bright light, it’s splendor but my shadow rather grows even bigger, swallows me, and becomes a monster “
“ the moment that i face myself at the lowest, it happens to be that i’m high up in the blue, cloudless sky “
“ the heart does not beat anymore, when listening to music. it feels like time has stopped. that would be my first death i been always afraid of “
“ as if i’m bewitched, i slowly sink down “
“ put your cellphone down, don’t even think about turning your head “
“ mix the colors in the palette, pick your filter; which of me do you want? “
“ it feels as if i became an adult quicker than anyone “
“ the young me who grew up without my own knowing. like a child who lost his way “
“ your silent sorrow shakes me. in this quiet sea of mine, waves rise from time to time “
“ where’s my way? the ground that is continuously shaking collapsing down alone, mute “
“ you and i, we all feel it together. sorrow and pain, they are never a coincidence. we picked this game. “
“ the times when i looked away from you, the days when i kept running away — they will no longer exist “
“ there’s no way that i’m not afraid. there’s no way that everything is okay “
“ whatever you say, whatever whoever says i don’t give a fuck “
“ i gladly sink into the pitch-black abyss “
“ even truth becomes lies. even lie becomes truth “
“ sure, you can get angry, but if it causes harm to someone’s life, i don’t like it, stop “
“ I can’t get my feet to move though it feels like I’m already late “
“ let’s breathe as if this is the beginning “
“ the you of back then did not believe in the galaxy but, I happened to have seen the silver galaxy “
“ i’m from the moon, you’re from the star “
“ i remember ourselves in school uniforms “
“ let’s promise that we won’t fight tomorrow, for real “
“ you who shines solely by existing, I wonder if I can stay by your side “
“ you are my earth, to you I’m just a moon, a tiny star “
“ when you keep looking at someone, you’re bound to see their flaws “
“ i have zero expectation that you’d also respect me, so skip it “
“ don’t wanna die but there’s so much pain, too much cryin’ “
“ the memories of those days come flooding back “
“ i comfort myself and stay calm, alone “
“ it must have been full of regret with no hope till I die “
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