Youâll never understand what you did to me. Youâll never understand how many times I gave you everything I could just for me to never be good enough in the end. We havenât been together very long. We havenât been In This very long. If I did the same shit you did to me year after year, you would have a hard time getting past shit too. I bring up the past every time you make me feel less of myself. I bring up the past when you refuse to acknowledge or apologize for it. Stop ignoring it and talk to me about it and MAYBE ILL FINALLY GET OVER IT! I AM THIS WAY one because of myself and because of you. But I still chose you and I will every time even if you decided to leave AGAIN. I want to be better than your exâs, I want to be better than what you had before, I want to make you happier, I want to make you full. But I canât feel that way if you say we are the same person. Iâm nothing like amber, Sam, Lauren, whoever else you dated and I never want to be put on the SAME LEVEL AS THEM. I want to be crazier but I want you to love that, I want to be better and finally at that good spot for you. I canât do that if you arenât going to help me and WATCH HOW YOU PUT YOUR WORDS TO ME. I canât stop thinking about the past until you acknowledge why it breaks my heart every time.















