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Sometimes when you're too familiar with pain, you never question why it's there. Now that you're used to it, you're just going to embrace it. You can't run away because sometimes pain is the only proof that you're living, that you're alive. It's always been there, waiting to be triggered. Sometimes you'll just let the silence have it, and you just can't complain anymore because there's nothing new to it anymore. It's kind of sad that pain is more often present than people who have to be there for you. Now you just suffer without anyone knowing.

#pain #realization

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“The bodies looked so much like clay dolls, that you might doubt that any of them had ever even been alive.”

— Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

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“Being alone is not synonymous with being lonely.”

— Suzune Horikita

I imagined fake scenarios and deluded myself with them so I could deny reality.

I hate running, but I have been running away all the time and keep avoiding what's in front of and ahead of me.

Reality isn't good enough compared to the delusions and imaginations that a person could ever create. That's why sometimes we let ourselves be fooled.

Note | July 2, 2022 | 2:22 a.m.

I can trust people, but not how much I trust myself. And if it's healing we're talking about, I don't want to depend on someone... on someone who's capable of ruining me.

May 27, 2022 | 11:24 a.m