Welcome to the Queendom of sappiness

Welcome to my thoughts and feelings that I decided to dump on the internet. I hope you enjoy your stay

[quiet-sappy-olympian]

Time heals all wounds... or does it?

The girl that f-ed with my brain and feelings want to talk to me again. All while I'm starting to crush on a new person. I don't know what this means.

[quiet-sappy-olympian]

While the sun sets, my love for you still stands

[quiet-sappy-olympian]

I hear story of queer people falling for straight people, and how that turns out. Well I got the four horsemen of that. She's straight, has a boyfriend, lives 40 minutes away from an urban center and my type. Gosh, I have such unlucky luck. Do I pursue? No because I respect people. Should I try to be friends? Sure, bisexual people can friends with potential prey...which could be anyone.

[quiet-sappy-olympian]

By no means am I a "boomer," but i don't understand social media etiquette. If I wanna talk to a girl who I met in person but found her socials online, do I message her, confirming identity or do I awkwardly wait and miss an opportunity? I doubt this a reason guys call girls complicated. Is this the off chance I'm over complicating it? Probably. Am I doing it anyways? Uh huh

[quiet-sappy-olympian]

I'm too messy to be a partner. I'm scared of getting hurt so hurting others is easier. When I say I'm a bad partner, I'm not being humble.

[quiet-sappy-olympian]

Anyone who has ever been in the odd in between of "I'm your friend" and "we flirt sometimes and I'm confused". I truly understand how you feel, and don't understand why humans are so confusing

Me

[quiet-sappy-olympian]

Finding the "perfect" person is hard. Finding the "perfect" people is hard. Fate decided soulmate marks were just too much work

[quiet-sappy-olympian]

Find someone who want to turn every page in your book and then unintentionally integrate themselves into  it

Me

[quiet-sappy-olympian]

Knowing a friend is in a toxic relationship hurts me. I know that she deserves better than the relationship she has now. However it is very hard to separate my past feelings for her, my jealously and my protectiveness..... And somehow I'm a good confidant who's bases their opinion on logic. What a lie

Me

[quiet-sappy-olympian]

I didn't want to fall in love with my best friend. So why does my heart torture me over the fact I'm attracted to her and love her. She's not mine, but I can't help being jealous.

Me

[quiet-sappy-olympian]

Next part of the story:

I got over her. She's still my best friend and I wouldn't mess something like that up. I'm just glad I have her in my life. Listening to her talk about other people still make me sick to my stomach, and I would say yes in an instant. But I'm healing, slowly and in the shadows.

[quiet-sappy-olympian]

I didn't want to fall in love with my best friend. So why does my heart torture me over the fact I'm attracted to her and love her. She's not mine, but I can't help being jealous.

Me