a thorn in my own side

⛤ 24 (old enough to know better) ⛤ thoughts, travels, art, & other tidbits i also yap about video games sometimes

[quietspitfire]

mini mood board for the final 2 days of work before I go on vacation

[quietspitfire]

everyone has been really helpful to me today I’m just crashing the fuck out. Need to isolate my self worth from this job today or I’ll go insane. I am ready going insane because my bc refill is being held up and it affects my mood regulation heavily

[quietspitfire]

I hate this fucking job and this fucking shit

[quietspitfire]

Still in the middle of one of the hardest career transitions of my life so far, definitely pushing a little harder than everybody recommends I should. I do have a weeklong vacation at the end of the month where I will have full coverage and not have to answer any phone calls or work at all.

I’m childless and very lucky to have the support and resources I have. I think if there was a time where we were appropriate to push the envelope a little bit on my limitations, these next two weeks will be the best time. 

[quietspitfire]

I literally am crazy for this because I don’t wanna do ANYTHING today but I literally have a job where I cannot turn “off” UGHHHH

[quietspitfire]

love love love my lover. i was very “boyfriend sick” this weekend while i was away for 2 nights (homesick but for him). Last night we saw a movie with his family and realized its literally less than a week before our week long trip and it is so exciting ❤️

[enchantedbook]

"There Sleeps Titania" by John Simmons, 1872

[armandology]

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

[kyrasaphira]

Statuette of Venus made from rock crystal quartz (Roman, 1st century BC)

[mammalianmammals]

Hairless Bat or Naked Bulldog Bat (Cheiromeles torquatus), family Molossidae, found in SE Asia

photographs by Chien C. Lee

[brendanfraserss]

Winona Ryder As Verónica Sawyer In

HEATHERS (1988)

[mystarofthesea]

VACAY WITH BESTIEEEE

[quietspitfire]

Honestly ever since my dad and I had an issue a few months ago he’s genuinely come such a long way and is working to add more to his life and it makes me so happy to see

[quietspitfire]

I’m kinda just hating on everyone at my job today I’m exhausted with this shit but my market lead is so wonderful & helpful but ughh

[quietspitfire]

It got even crazier I need a blanket and a nap

[quietspitfire]

I have my period and my work morale is very very low today it’s sooo hard to focus

[quietspitfire]

I’m kinda just hating on everyone at my job today I’m exhausted with this shit but my market lead is so wonderful & helpful but ughh

[cruiserweight]

take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act

[quietspitfire]

Discovered that when I’m cranky or frustrated, or am having trouble actually taking my break, I can take a walk around the building outside and it helps a lot.