โyou attract what you fearโ aaaa pretty girl who wants my fingers in her mouth aaaa im so scared help me aaaaaa pretty girl on her knees sucking my strap aaaaa
Not to be evil but telling a sub they canโt cum without permission, and edging them, getting them so close and just when theyโre about to explode taking it away at the last second to let them calm down.
Then when Iโve had enough of that Iโm gonna make it physically impossible for them not to cum but still donโt give them permission, maybe I get them so close and when they ask for permission they get told no but this time I donโt stop! I just remind them โdonโt you dare fucking cumโ
Watching them squirm and try concentrate but inevitably itโs impossible! Thatโs part of the plan! Cause what happens to sluts who cum without permission? They get punished donโt they baby?! Yes they do
Now come over here and climb over my lap itโs gonna be a long night๐๐ค
I just know that the โIโm so hungry I could eat xโ tik tok trend would have the Yellowjackets girlies crashing tf out and shaunnibal lector would arise SO FAST
In which Y/N "It's not stalking if it's for true love" L/N gaslights, gatekeeps, and girlbosses her way into becoming Shauna Shipman's girlfriend.
A/N: There's like 2 OC's just because it wouldn't work if you knew the yj's but they have like no real importance.
"Shauna Shipman," he repeats. "You want to ask Shauna Shipman to go out with you?" he asks incredulously.ย
"Yep. That's what I said," You confirm.ย
Henry groans and buries his head in his hands. He looks up at you incredulously and says, "The Shauna Shipman that punched that baseball player so hard his feet left the ground?"
You pause for a second, considering, before saying "He probably deserved it." You shrug. "Besides, I'm not immune to big brown eyes. History of violence or not."
"Do we even know if she likes girls? Maybe she's straight." He pleads.ย
"Have you seen how many flannels she owns? If she's straight it's cultural appropriation at this point."ย
He sighs despondently and concedes the point. You grin happily and slide your notebook in front of him. You've watched Shauna for the last few months to an admittedly stalkerish level, but you swore it was for a good cause. Well, a good cause to you at least. You've created a foolproof 5 step plan to get Shauna to be your girlfriend.ย
Step one: Infiltration
You were pretty confident on this step given that it was the easiest step of the plan by far. One thing that you know about Shauna, admittedly one thing that everyone knew about Shauna, was that she loved English. Not only did she like it, but she was really good at it.ย
The plan? Talk to your English teacher about getting a tutor, and who else would she ask other than her best student. There is, however, one flaw in this plan: You were also good at English.ย
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Your teacher looks at you skeptically before asking, "Are you sure that you of all people need help on this section?" You look away from her to the floor, feigning embarrassment. Really, you were just trying to hide your guilty expression.ย
You shift uncomfortably and say "Wellโฆ It's just that I have a lot going on at home right now, and I haven't really had time t-". Your teacher cuts you off by putting a hand on your shoulder and giving you an empathetic look.ย
"Oh, of course y/n. I know that sometimes external factors play a big role in schoolwork. Everybody has trouble sometimes." She smiles at you comfortingly as you try not to die inside. She pauses consideringly, then says "I think I have just the student in mind. Let me talk to her and I'll get back to you."
You nod bravely and slip your backpack on. "Thank you, it really means a lot to me." Your teacher waves your thanks off as you turn and leave the room.ย
You turn to look at Henry who's waiting outside the door for you. "Well?" He asks. You groan and bury your head in your hands.ย
"God, she was so nice about it. I'm going to hell." You whine. He laughs boisterously and wraps his arm around your shoulder as he drags you down the hall.ย
"If you were already going to hell for being gay, wouldn't it just cancel out?" He asks teasingly.ย
You shoot him an amused grin. "Do you think it's like PEMDAS, Henry?" You ask teasingly. You're so caught up in your conversation that you don't even notice the brown eyes following you down the hallway, and out the front door.ย
You even miss the jealous scoff, and the sound of a locker door slamming shut.ย
Step Two: Establish a rapport
Youโre packing your stuff up a few days later when your English teacher asks you to stay behind for a second. You can see Henry out of the corner of your eye mouth Good Luck, as he heads outside. You finish packing up your stuff and wait awkwardly by her desk until everyone else has left the room. Your teacher sends you a quick smile as she shuffles some papers on her desk before handing you a handwritten note.
You grab it and glance down at it and read, Shauna Shipman. Library during 4th period. You trace your thumb gently over the words for a moment. You reread it a couple times. Not to savor it, just because her handwriting is fucking awful. God, you think. Sheโs lucky sheโs hot. And smart. And funny. andโฆย
Youโre getting off track. โShauna Shipman?โ You ask, feigning confusion. โDoes she have a free period during 4th as well?โ Your teacher nods encouragingly.
โSheโs my best student, besides you of course. Itโs really lucky that you were both available at the same time.โ She says. Yeahโฆ Lucky. You smile and make your goodbyes before meeting Henry in the hallway. You hold the note lazily between two fingers and flash him a smirk. He laughs and shakes his head.
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You leave lunch a few minutes early to beat Shauna there. As you look around the library you wonder if it would be too much if you picked her favorite table. Could you play it off as mere chance? You wonder. You hope that by picking it youโll make her more comfortable. You hear an impatient sigh behind you. Shit, youโre still blocking the door. You decide to pick it anyway, and lay your things down on the table.
She walks in a few minutes later, just as the bell signaling the start of 4th period rings. She looks around unsurely for a second before she sees you. She blinks slightly when she sees the table youโve picked, but seems to shake it off quickly enough. You shift in your seat and twirl your pencil a little anxiously. Maybe it was too much. She sits down across from you and sends you a tight smile.
โY/N, right?โ She asks, โIโm Shauna.โ You smile playfully.
โYou obviously knew me well enough to pick me out from across the room.โ You say teasingly, โNow you want to ask my name?โ She rolls her eyes, but the corners of her lips lift slightly.
โJackie makes it a habit to know everyone in our yearโ She says, a little stiff. You nod, as if thinking carefully.ย
โThatโs the blonde girl, right?โ You ask. Her eyes widened slightly. โYeah,โ Shauna nods, suddenly paying you more attention.ย
โWell, thatโs nice of her.โ You say, and then gesture towards your notes. โShould we get started?โ
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Shaunaโs been meeting you in the library twice a week for a month before you gather the courage to approach her outside of it.
You're walking out to your car with Henry trailing behind you when you see it. You stop in your tracks and Henry curses as he bumps into you. You turn to him and hold a finger over your lips before nodding your head to the side. He glances over and rolls his eyes. He throws his hands up defeatedly before walking off to lean against your car.ย
There she was, Shauna Shipman all alone on a bench. You walk over to her but she doesn't seem to notice you as she writes furiously in her notebook. You make sure not to look at it before asking, "You journal?"ย
She slams the journal shut instinctively before shooting you a startled look. Interesting. You think. You've never seen her this unsure. Her hair is messy and she's a little sweaty. She must've just gotten out of soccer practice. You try not to think of how she'd look sprinting across the field, lest you daydream the day away.ย
"Uhโฆ Yeah." She says sharply, talkative as always. You look down at your feet as if embarrassed. "Sorry, were you busy? I just wanted to talk to you about my English essay." You mumble, half turning to walk away.ย
She softens considerably. "Wait" She says, "How'd it go?" You grin happily down at her as you shift your backpack off of one shoulder to rummage around inside. You pull out your crumpled paper and hand it to her proudly.ย
She glances down at it, her face unreadable. "We didn't discuss this," Shauna says softly as her eyes move quickly across the page. "This isโฆ Very in-depth Y/N."
You freeze and try not to noticeably panic. "I'm pretty good at making stuff up at the last minute," You admit with a touch of anxiety. You try to shrug it off but you can tell she doesn't completely believe you.ย
"Anyways, I wanted to know if I could make it up to you somehow? Like buy you a coffee or something?" You ask hopefully.ย
She gives you a long look before she seems to decide on an answer. Just as she opens her mouth you can hear the sound of a door opening and a bubbly laugh. Shauna immediately stands up and glances towards it.ย
Of course, You think, Jackie Fucking Taylor. You try not to sigh audibly, but judging by the way the corners of Shauna's lips twitch in response you don't think you succeeded. Jackie Taylor was the one flaw of your plan.ย
Jackie and Shauna had been Jackie-and-Shauna way before you ever had a crush on her, and you were never quite sure where they stood relationship wise. Sometimes they looked deeply in love, but female friendships are just like that sometimes, right? Right?ย
You quickly tell Shauna goodbye and walk off before Jackie reaches you. Turning your back means that you miss the annoyed glance Shauna sends Jackie as Jackie completely fails at winking and rocks excitedly on her heels as she watches you walk away.ย
Step 3: Meet outside of school
You're slowly putting your stuff in your locker a few days later when suddenly you get tapped on your shoulder. You're excited, but a little confused. Shauna's last class is on the other side of the building, she shouldn't have been able to get here this quickly. You were hoping to catch her though, it's why you were still here in the first place.ย
You spin around with a grin on your face before it noticeably falls. "Oh." You say unenthusiastically, "Hey Alice." You've talked to Alice a few times before, though it's better to say Alice has talked to you. She smiles widely at you as she talks about something exciting that happened in her math class earlier.ย
You nod along disinterestedly as you glance over her shoulder for Shauna. "So?" She asks, "What do you think?"
You startle noticeably. "Sorry, what?" You ask, looking directly at her for the first time in this conversation. Her face fell a little, but she continues "I asked if you wanted to go to the movies with me this weekend?"ย
Your eyes widen slightly in surprise. Has she been flirting with you this entire time?ย
"Uh no, sorry. I umโฆ don't like movies." You lie, looking at your feet awkwardly.ย
"You don'tโฆ like movies," She repeats slowly. "Right." She says stiffly, before turning and storming off. Atleast, she tries to storm off. You hear a loud thud and look up to see that she's hit the floor.ย
"Whoops." Shauna says blankly. "Looks like you tripped." She smiles sarcastically, "Should probably be more careful."
"And you." Shauna says slowly, with a tight-lipped smile "You promised to buy me coffee."
"I did," You say weakly. "Do you think you should do it today?" She asks, tilting her head and feigning confusion.ย
"Oh. Oh uh yeah absolutely. Do you want to go today? We could totally go today," You blurt out nervously. She nods and you reach down to pull out a piece of paper to write the address down. You notice that at some point Alice got up and walked away but you don't pay it any mind.ย
You hand Shauna the address of the coffee shop. She looks down at it and back up at you in confusion. "Don't you always drive Jackie home?" You remind her. She hums in acknowledgement before turning and walking off towards Jackie.ย
You close your eyes and rest your head against the locker. God she's intense.
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She shows up about five minutes after you, looking a little sheepish. Her shoulders are tense and she's fiddling with the button on the sleeve of her flannel. She scans the tables before making a beeline towards you.ย
She sits down across from you and shoots you a quick smile. "Sorry, about earlier," She says. You tilt your head curiously.ย
"I think I was a little short with you, before. I'd just gotten a bad test back." She says, not looking you in the eye. You stare at her for a second, unconvinced. Was she jealous of Alice? You wonder. You grin suddenly at the thought.ย
You wave off her apology. "Shame that Alice tripped though." You tease.ย
"Yeah," She blushes, "A shame." She glances around uncomfortably. Her eyes light up suddenly. "Oh," She says, "There's a bookstore attached?"ย
"I thought you might like it. I do owe you one, after all." You say, trying not to sound too pleased. She tries to look interested in the conversation but you just laugh it off. "Do you want to go look at the books first?"ย
She blushes slightly at being caught and gives you a soft smile.
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You trail a couple steps behind her as she walks around, comfortably watching her in silence. She finally decides on a book to buy and you gently take it from her hands as she walks up to the counter. โIโve got it. Why donโt you go ahead and order a drink while I get this.โ You say.
You pay for the book, but donโt immediately walk over to her. You stand behind a shelf, mostly hidden from her view. You watch her for as long as you can conceivably get away with. Youโve always enjoyed just seeing her go about her day. She shifts slightly in her seat and crosses oneย leg over the other, looking over her shoulder to see where you went.
You wait till she turns back and join her at the table, glancing down at the book and laughing quietly. โI didnโt peg you as a Jane Austen fan.โ You tease. โA big romantic then, Shauna?โ
โMaybe a little.โ She confesses, โYou canโt deny Austenโs influence on modern literature though.โ
โAbsolutely,โ You acknowledge, โYou know, Iโve always been really interested in literature too.โ
โReally?โ She asks, looking at you curiously.
โYeah, absolutely. Iโve always been pretty good at it.โ You say with a grin.
โSo good at it you needed a tutor?โ She asks smugly, grinning back at you. She takes a sip from her drink while still maintaining playful eye contact with you.
โIโve got a confession,โ You say confidently.ย
โA confession?โ She asks, still smiling at you.ย
โI didnโt really need a tutor that bad. Just fell behind a little,โ You admit, โI really only needed the first session.โ She laughs a bit but seems confused.
โI justโฆ I wanted to see you again and I wasnโt sure if I could ask.โ You say. Her eyes widen, but she seems pleased with your confession. She uncrosses her legs and leans forward toward you.
โAsk.โ She says quietly, a teasing look on her face.
โCould I take you on a date, Shauna?โ You ask.
โYou could take me on a second date.โ She says playfully, glancing around the room. โSeems like you already planned this place for me.โ Your face lights up as you look at her and nod shyly.
โI did,โ You admit. She looks quickly around the room before squeezing your hand affectionately. โIโm glad you did. I really enjoyed it,โ She admits softly.
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โSo Iโm guessing it went well?โ Henry teases. You grin at him, but thatโs not much of a surprise. You're still riding the high of your date with Shauna last night. โNot that I had any doubt it wouldnโt,โ He admits. โThatโs generally what happens when you watch someone around school for weeks.โ You smile sardonically at him. He really didnโt know the half of it, if he thought you were only watching at school.
Step 4: The Dateย
You exhale nervously and lay your head on top of the steering wheel. You tap your fingers on your thighs trying to get rid of your nervous energy. You were admittedly pretty surprised when Shauna told you to pick her up at her house. You knew that she usually got ready with Jackie, or rather that Jackie usually got her ready. You pull yourself together and out of the car in one fluid motion.
You raise your hand to knock on the door but it opens before your fist lands on it. โHey,โ Shauna says stiffly, still dressed in the outfit she wore to school that day. โSorry, Iโm running a little late. Do you want to come and wait in my room while I finish?โ You nod unsurely, not sure why she suddenly seems so cold.
You sit down on her bed and fiddle with a string on your jeans nervously. You look around reverently at her room. It was so Shauna. โI really like your room. It really suits you.โ You say.ย
โThanks. Not like you havenโt seen it beforeโ She says seriously. Youโve seen it from the outside befor-. What? You glance up, startled. โWhat?โ You ask, voice shaking.
She stalks closer to stand in front of you, fists tensed and face unreadable. โI heard you,โ She says slowly, dangerously.
"Heard me?" You ask hesitantly.ย
"Heard you talk about following me." She says, "I started thinking about things that you said. Things that I thought were just coincidences. They weren't though, were they?"ย
"Iโฆ was just observing you."
"Observing me!" She yells incredulously. "You fucking followed me around for weeks," She says harshly, her gaze hard and intense.ย
"Iโฆ I just wanted to impress you. I wanted you to like me." You defend weakly, blinking away tears. "I've had a crush on you since the 8th grade. I thought that if I knew everything you liked thenโฆ"
"Then what?" She asks sharply.ย
"Then it wouldn't matter that I wasn't her." You say softly.ย
"Her?" She asks.
"Jackie Taylor."ย ย
"You think I like Jackie?"
"You don't?" You ask quietly. She scoffs and shakes her head. "Then I ruined it for nothing."
She worries her bottom lip between her teeth before saying softly, "I wouldn't say ruined." You glance up quickly, not sure if you heard her correctly.ย
She sits down next to you on her bed and grabs one of your hands between hers. "I had a crush on you too, you know?" She says, then pauses. "Have," She admits, glancing away as if it pains her to say.ย
She squeezes your hand again and continues. "You definitely didn't need some elaborate stalker plan to get me to date you. Butโฆ I can't say that I don't like it."
"Like it?" You ask.ย
"I like the idea of you being so desperate to be with me that you'd follow me around. That you were watching me for months and I had no idea." She says, glancing at your lips. "It does something to me."
You shift unsurely towards her before asking "Can I k-". "Do it." She interrupts, before kissing you herself.ย
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You grin happily, turning to hide your face in her neck embarrassedly. "Now you're embarrassed?" She asks wryly. "Not when you were telling me t-." You slap your hand over your mouth to silence her.ย
"Don't say it out loud," You whine. "The moments passed and we can never acknowledge it aloud ever again." She nods mockingly and licks your hand. You snatch your hand back disgustedly and shoot her a betrayed look.ย
She laughs beautifully and pulls you closer against her. You nestle closer and slowly let yourself drift to sleep in her arms.ย
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You look down at your trusty notebook and toss it on your bed, smirking as you walk away. You've got a girlfriend waiting outside in the driveway.ย
As you slam the door behind you the wind catches the pages of your notebook, blowing it open. Step Five, it read, Let Shauna find out.
pairing: Shauna Shipman x f!reader
Summary: You end up on house arrest after Shauna spits in your soup, no thanks to stupid Mari. It's not like you want Shauna Shipman, of all people, to be on your ass. So you come up with the well-thought-out idea of visiting her hut in the middle of the night to apologize. No ulterior motives at all. Smut ensues.
note: minors dni. spitting involved.
You eye Shauna anxiously as she walks toward you with the rest of the losers from today's game, something settling heavily in your chest as you realize she's coming straight toward where you're sitting. You curse your luck: of course you would end up getting Shipman to serve your food personally. A part of you wonders if Shauna has done it on purpose, but you decide that it's probably more humiliating for her than it is terrifying for you.ย
Just about anything has been setting her off lately, and the throbbing pain from the bite on your hand reminds you succinctly of that. You remember from school just how nasty human bites could beโjust how much bacteria is in the human mouth. It would serve you right to die from an infection garnered from Shauna Shipman's mouth after surviving nearly a year in this hellhole.ย
Your heartbeat starts to settle as Shauna stops beside you, a broody look on her face that doesn't look any different from normal. That is until she holds the bowl out, making sure you can see her as she spits into your food. You almost gasp, just barely able to keep the reaction from becoming audible.
โGo ahead,โ Shauna adds, a dangerous look that almost makes you want to push just to see what she would do. โJust give me a reason.โ
You look down at the bowl she sits in front of you in surprise, not expecting her to do something so public. With the way Mari sits forward in her seat, you can already tell that sheโs taken notice. Which, arguably, was the worst possible thing that could have happened to you today. You grab the bowl, fully intending on just eating it spit and all, but Mari isnโt going to let that happen.
โWhat the fuck? Shauna just spit in her food,โ Mari points out loudly, drawing the attention of all the other girls.ย
God, she was such a shit stirrer.ย
Your eyes widen, and you rapidly shake your head at Mari. Almost pleadingly. It doesn't seem to matter if she even notices your protests. Shauna certainly doesn't. Mari keeps grouping you in with her lately. Just because you weren't on Shauna's side doesn't mean you were on Mari's. For fuckโs sake, she was going to get your ass kicked.ย
โJesus Christ. Shauna, did you spit in her food?โ Nat asks exasperatedly.ย
โWhat? No,โ Shauna lies.ย
Someone should tell her she wasn't good at that. You were almost embarrassed for her at how painfully thin her voice sounded. She might as well have just confessed.ย
โThe fact that you even think I would is insulting.โ
โYou should eat,โ Shauna says quietly, in that soft yet deadly tone of hers. It's more unsettling than if she had actually screamed at you instead. โI worked hard to make it.โ
Mari reaches across the table and smacks it out of your hand, leaving you to watch it fall in what feels like slow motion.ย
You look down at the ground mournfully. It doesn't even matter that Shauna had spit in it. You were still willing to eat it. It's not like you'd find food anywhere else. How quickly Mari seems to have forgotten that awful winter.ย
Shauna immediately tenses up, and her lack of access to Mari across the table means that you're the one who ends up face-first on the ground with a mouthful of dirt and what used to be your dinner.ย
โI said eat, bitch,โ she hisses in your ear before being pulled off, leaving you to stumble back onto your feet as some of the other girls help you up. Your eyes are wide as you look back at an enraged Shauna Shipman, face smeared with dirt and food.ย
You spit dirt out of your mouth absently, trying to get the taste out. All it serves to do is anger Shauna again as she lunges at you, held back only by the grip the other girls have on her as you stumble back and away. You open your mouth to stutter out an apology and an excuse because you really did not need this right now, but the glare Nat gives you silences you before it can come out.ย
โI've fucking had it with this shit! Starting tomorrow, you're both on house arrest,โ Nat says, glancing between the two of them meaningfully.ย
You barely notice Mari storming off, too busy wiping dirt off of your face.ย
โYou know what?โ Nat pauses, looking over at you. โYou too, actually.โย
You just sigh.ย
How has this become your life?
Locking Shauna away in her hut? She was going to come kill you in your sleep. You wouldn't even see it coming. All your friends would be out looking for you when you went missing and would be completely unaware that Shauna probably fed you to them to hide the evidence.ย
You were fucked.ย
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You wait until you're sure the rest of the girls in your hut have fallen asleep before you creep up and out. Both because you're not technically allowed to leave and because you know they would try to talk you out of what you're sure is a monumentally stupid idea. But it's the best one you've got.ย
Show up to Shauna's hut, try to apologize, and probably get roughed up a little. At least it would probably get her off your ass afterward, if you looked pathetic enough. Shauna didn't tend to bother the more passive girls, tending not to find any joy in trying to break their spirits. Maybe if she got it out of her system, then you could sleep soundly for the next few nights before you inevitably pissed her off again.
All you have to do is walk in and try to explainโ
Oh shit.
She was already up on her feet and coming toward you before you even managed to take more than a step into her hut, almost like she was waiting for you. Not even just waiting for you. Hoping, probably. What was it she said to you earlier? Just give me a reason. It seems like youโve definitely done it now.
โWaitโโ you try, but Shauna doesnโt care to listen as she lunges out for you. Youโre already expecting her fist to make contact with the side of your face, so youโre pleasantly surprised when she just grabs onto your arm.
Shauna holds on tightly to your wrist, her thumb digging in hard enough that a whimper of pain escapes your lips and your knees buckle. The look of sheer glee that crosses her face tells you exactly what she thinks of that little reaction.ย
โYouโve got some fucking nerve, showing up here.โ
โI just wanted to apologize.โ
โApologize?โ She asks angrily. โYou came here in the middle of the night, while I was probably sleeping, to apologize?โ
โIt sounds stupid now that you say it like that,โ you acknowledge with a nervous laugh. Shauna doesnโt laugh with you.
โWhy the hell are you here?โ She asks again.
โMaybe I wanted toโฆ give you a reason.โ
You donโt realize how true the words are until they leave your lips, and the momentary flash of surprise that crosses your face is as genuine as Shaunaโs.
โShaunaโโย
โDon't fucking speak to me,โ she hisses through gritted teeth, shoving you back into the walls of her shelter hard enough that the whole thing wobbles precariously.ย
You look around anxiously, terrified the structure will collapse down on top of you. There's no way that scenario doesn't end with Shauna beating your ass in the wreckage. That's if you were as lucky as Lottie. After what happened last winter, Shauna was more likely to end up serving you for dinner.ย
โYou're fucking nothing to me,โ she continues, stalking toward you.ย
You nod quickly, hands held up in some gesture of appeasement that only seems to set Shauna off again as she grabs you by the collar of your shirt to send you sprawling onto the cold, uneven ground as all the air in your lungs rushes out with a pained huff.ย
It has been par for the course of what you have been expecting so far. There was something about the look in Shauna's eye that unsettles you, something that you aren't sure you've seen before. You consider just going limp and lying on the ground, but then you remember how many times Shauna had kicked Lottie in the side, and that gets you moving again.ย
You start scrambling up onto your knees, but Shauna's too quick for that, settling onto the back of your thigh and pinning your arms behind your back before you manage to get any leverage.ย
It's humiliating to be pinned like this, face down in the dirt with your arms held behind your back. You buck your hips frantically trying to get her off, even resorting to try squirming out from under her, but nothing works until you hear her little grunt.ย
You still immediately, unsure of what caused it and afraid she's going to hurt you for accidentally kicking her or something. It's not like you're unaware of how vulnerable you are right now, so unprepared to fight back if she decides that she's going to hurt you more.ย
โStupid bitch,โ Shauna taunts, sitting firm on your thigh. โStay fucking still.โ She squeezes your wrists painfully in reminder, making you freeze beneath her.ย
Slowly, enough that you wonder for a moment if the action was unconscious or not, Shauna rolls her hips down against the back of your thigh. When you don't immediately protest, she tries her luck again, another slow roll like she's testing the waters.ย
โShauna,โ you murmur, turning your head to rest your cheek against the dirt as you go limp beneath her.ย
It's terrifying to let yourself be so prone on your stomach with Shauna around, knowing she could take advantage of it at any second. But the little sounds that leave her lips and the feeling of just how warm she is above you convince you to let yourself do something reckless.ย
How long has it been since you've had this kind of contact? Something not out of necessity or violence. Something out of nothing more than desire.ย
How long had it been for her?ย
You try to look back at her, but Shauna growls under her breath, and you let your eyes fall back to the side of her hut. She starts humping the back of your thigh in earnest now, her knee bumping into your other leg and forcing it wider to accommodate her stance. It's not questioning, not even tentative. It's a command to move your fucking leg. And you do, without question.ย
Back and forth and back and forth until the feeling of her sweatpants rubbing against your thigh turns into a wet glide. Shauna fumbles her grip on your arms, finally wrenching them up to pin them on the ground so she can get a better angle.
She's not trying to muffle her ragged breathing so much as she's trying to stop something louder from coming out. Something needy that girls might be able to hear just one hut over.ย
The huts had given you some measure of secrecy that the cabin never could, but there was no real privacy out here. Shauna's hut, the one that belonged only to her, was the closest place you could get.ย
There was no doubt in your mind that if Shauna got even a bit louder, then everyone else would know what you were doing. You weren't entirely opposed to the idea. The part of you that would've been horrified to be heard like this died in the plane crash. Now, the thought of everyone knowing you were in here with Shauna was thrilling. Beyond even just the protection that it would give you with the other girls.ย
No one wanted to piss off Shauna Shipman.ย
You would like to say that the whole thing had been strategic, but you've really stumbled into the whole thing. And that was if you managed to survive the encounter. That was still up in the air.ย
She bites down hard where your neck meets your shoulder, making you cry out even as you try to stifle it. It's like you can feel every individual tooth as it tears into your skin, quickly making you realize how playful that bite on your hand had been in comparison. Shauna grinds her teeth from left to right, making you shudder as it brings tears to your eyes.ย
Shauna sounds feral. Fucking you like a wild animal while you're prone on your belly and exposing your neck to a predator. It's enough of a rush for you that you know it must be driving her fucking insane. She pulls away just enough to talk threateningly into your ear.ย
โI could kill you, you know,โ Shauna says, her voice heavy from exertion. It doesn't seem to slow her hips down any. โPut my knife right through you and tell them you came to my hut and attacked me.โ
You tense up at the words, and Shauna moans as it gives her a sturdier surface to grind against.ย
Stabbing a person in the back with a thigh soaked with your arousal. The most obvious self-defense case you've ever seen. That, in combination with how obvious she was lying about spitting in your food, almost makes you laugh. But you manage to choke it down with the knowledge that she might actually kill you if you do.ย
โFuck, just like that,โ she mutters distractedly, like the threat was already forgotten.ย
At a loss for anything better to do when pinned to the floor, you keep your muscles as tense as you can. Shauna doesnโt bite you again, so you decide to take your wins where you can find them.ย
Almost unbidden, your eyes fall to the corner of her hut where her knife lies almost inconspicuously. Itโs just barely within reach if you could manage to shake her arms long enough to lunge for it, close enough that you could probably manage to reach it with the tips of your fingers. One of the benefitsโor downsides, when you share with three other girlsโis that almost anything within the huts is in reach.
Despite how distracted she seems, it doesnโt take her long to notice where your attention lies. She laughs against the curve of your shoulder, nipping at the skin almost playfully. If you didnโt know how hard her jaw could snap down, of course.
โAre you thinking about it?โ She asks, digging her nails into your wrists. Shauna sounds like she thinks itโs funny.
You donโt answer, knowing thereโs no real way to placate her. If you say no she will just call you a liar, if you say yesโฆ Well, you arenโt in a hurry to find out.
โYouโre no fun,โ she says, almost to herself, but the tense moment passed almost as quickly as it began.
Her teeth graze your jaw again, a promise more than a threat. Shauna doesnโt speed up or slow down, maintaining that steady drag like she has all the time in the world. Sheโs not threatened. Why would she be? Her breath is coming out quicker now, short little gasps as she nears the edge sheโs been chasing.
โFuck, fuck, fuck,โ she murmurs, a sigh that sounds suspiciously whiny falling from her lips as her hips slowly come to a stop. You can hear her breathing heavily above you, her hands holding on tightly to the back of your arms.
โShauna?โ You question hesitantly as the silence starts to edge on uncomfortable.
She huffs loudly, the sound sharp with misplaced anger and frustration. You can feel her weight shift on top of you, but she can't seem to find words angry enough to express herself with. Finally, she straightens up to glare down at the back of your head. You can't see her, of course, but you can almost feel her burning anger.ย
โDon't fucking move,โ she warns.ย
Shauna slowly lets go of your arms, watching you like an animal ready to strike as she sits up to fumble her way out of her sweatpants. You don't dare to do more than flex your fingers as you lie in wait. You're afraid to move your arms when her location is up in the air. It could be anywhere, and you've seen how effectively she can gut things.ย
โNow you want to be a good listener?โ She asks from somewhere behind you. She clearly isn't expecting an answer, but you couldn't help yourself.ย
โShauna, I didn'tโโ
โAnd you were doing so good.โ
You tense at the words and at the way Shauna starts to enter your field of vision as she moves closer. Her face is just barely visible, her eyes blown in a mix of rage and sheer arousal. For a brief moment you allow yourself the luxury of sneaking a peek down past Jackie's shirt that she hadn't bothered to take off to the bare skin of her thighs.ย
But you don't get long to really enjoy the view.ย
โToo good to eat my fucking food,โ she mutters, leaning closer to press something into your mouth. โEat this instead.โย
It's dark enough that it takes you a moment to feel out what it is, a blush rising to your cheeks as you realize she's stuffed her panties in your mouth. Your head feels foggy at the realization, almost lightheaded from the experience. Or maybe that was the way you struggled to breathe, every breath short and sharp as you struggled to get your lungs to fully expand.ย
Shauna grabs on tightly to your arm, wrenching it around to flip you onto your back like it was nothing.ย
You stare up at her dazedly, only to be met by the sight of her fierce glare. As if it was your fault that she couldn't fuck herself properly with the back of your thigh. She settles down into your lap, thighs spread wide to keep you pinned as she leans forward to plant a hand on your shoulder to brace her weight.ย
Shauna holds eye contact with you as she spits on the palm of your hand, smirking when you tense in surprise. She brings your hand between her legs, sighing when you make contact. God, is she wet. It shouldn't surprise you with everything that's happened since you entered her hut, but you still find yourself gasping at the warmth of her as you slide two fingers home.ย
She clenches around you immediately, like she's just been waiting for it all night. As soon as you start to thrust your fingers, she moves along with them, matching the rhythm the best she can and digging her thumb into your shoulder warningly when she decides she would rather you match hers. It's not like you care, not when you get to watch the way the muscles in her thighs flex with each move.ย
You almost forget how to breathe as you look up at her, watching every flicker of pleasure that crosses her face faster than she can quench them. It's a subtle thing with how hard she's trying to suppress it, but a little twitch of her mouth is all it takes to give her away when you're scrutinizing her so closely.ย
Shauna surrounds you.ย
Her weight on top of you, her body so solid and immovable despite the nearly a year you've been starving. Her scent filling the air, the familiar smell of dirt and animal blood and something uniquely Shauna that you've grown so used to in your time in the wilderness. The wet heat of her wrapped around your fingers and pressed against your lap, a warmth that's more than welcome in the chill of the night air. Then there's the taste in your mouth as your tongue brushes the wet fabric of her panties. There's nowhere to go beneath her, pinned as thoroughly as you are. Nothing to think about but her.ย
Just how Shauna likes it.ย
You can feel even more of the warmth of her pressed against you as she leans forward, body trembling with adrenaline and something else as she seeks out more contact. You have to adjust the angle of your hand, which Shauna doesn't appreciate until she does. Letting out a little sigh as she rolls her hips down.ย
โCouldn't just eat. Had to go get me in trouble with her majesty.โย
So it was your fault now?ย
โWho the fuck does Nat think she is?โ Shauna doesn't wait for an answer, just continues on mockingly, and ignores the way her breath hitches when you curl your fingers. โI don't want to see either of your faces for a week. Or what?โ
You hope the question was rhetorical. It would be just like Shauna to gag you and then get pissed you wouldn't answer.ย
The continued angry muttering under her breath assuages that fear, but you don't have much time to think on it as Shauna brings a hand to your face.ย
There's a glint in her eye that promises nothing but bad things as she brushes her thumb across your lips, slowly plucking the fabric of her panties and pulling them free. You lick your lips nervously, trying to soothe the dryness of your mouth now that they're gone.ย
โOpen your mouth,โ Shauna commands, and you do so with more than a little hesitance. She hooks her thumb over your bottom teeth, just enough to keep your jaw open as she looms over you. Slowly, taking her time so that you have to watch helplessly, she tilts her head down and parts her lips. She doesnโt spitโnothing as simple as that. Instead, she just lets a thin, glistening string of saliva fall from her mouth to land squarely on your tongue. Itโs warm and wet and so unbearably intimate.
You jerk away almost instinctively, but Shauna clenches her thighs tightly around your hips and digs her fingers into your jaw to keep you right where she wants you. Her eyes glance down, watching the way her saliva sits on your tongue and mixes with your own.
โSwallow,โ she commands, voice sharp. Your cheeks burn red as you do, struggling for a moment to do so with your mouth held so far open.
She nods slowly, this time just spitting into your open. Her head tilts to the side like sheโs studying you, and she seems pleased when you swallow without being asked this time.
โGood.โ Her voice is low, gravelly in a way that makes you squirm as she traces her thumb across your jaw. โNow, hold onto this for me.โ
This time, as her spit reaches your tongue, you do nothing. You donโt jerk, you donโt flinch, you just keep your mouth open wide as the string of saliva lands. She leans close enough to kiss you, breath brushing hot against your lips, but she just pulls away again with a pleased hum.
You think she might say something else, but all she does is let go of your jaw to press two of her fingers in your mouth. She doesn't push, doesn't even try to choke you like you were prepared for. Just rests the weight of them on your tongue as she watches the way your lips close around them.
Shauna starts riding your fingers in earnest now, fast enough that you struggle to keep up with her. God, could she fucking move. You knew from watching her on the field, and lately from watching her in the chase, but it was something else to witness it while two knuckles deep.ย
Her thighs tremble with the effort of it, but a part of you suspects she's still holding back. The squelching sound fills the air, loud and unmistakable in its simplicity. There's no doubt in your mind that everyone knew what you were doing if they hadn't already pieced it together from the sounds leaving Shauna's lips. She wasn't quiet or shy like you might have shamefully imagined her being before the crash.ย
It was like the thought of shame never even crossed her mind.ย
Maybe after a very public birth and subsequent well-deserved crash out, little things like all of your former teammates knowing you're getting fucked one hut over don't register as much in your mind.ย
You can tell by the way she's clenching around your fingers that she's getting close, but if Shauna's aware of it, she doesn't acknowledge it. Even when your thumb presses against her clit to rub quick little circles, the only response you get is a sharp intake of breath as she presses into the touch.ย
It's different now that you can watch her start to fall apart. Different now that you're actually participating instead of just letting her use you as a means to an end. You hadn't minded, obviously, but you much prefer to watch the way her eyes slip shut as her head starts to tilt back.ย
When Shauna comes, it's violent, thighs snapping around your waist as a loud cry tears itself from her lips. Tears was the right word, as it sounded like it cost Shauna something as it came out. Pride, maybe. Or something else entirely.ย
Either way, Shauna looked wrecked as she lazily rode out the last of itโeyes almost black as she stared down at you.ย
โฆย
You stare up at the ceiling of her hut after everything's said and done, slick with sweat and short of breath. Shauna hasn't said anything in a while, just silently rolled off, and laid down.ย
Turning on your side, you sneak a glance over at Shauna, whose eyes are already closed. You slowly reach over to rest your arm over her hip, starting to draw it away as Shauna tenses. She grabs at your arm with her hand, saying nothing but not allowing you the chance to pull away. You hold your breath as you scoot closer, but Shauna doesn't comment one way or another.ย
That's the closest to an invitation you're going to get.ย
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