sacramento obediencie

Living in the sprawl, dead shopping malls rise Like mountains beyond mountains And there's no end in sight I need the darkness, someone please cut the lights

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8='( < I neighver thought I would  have to stoop this low!  To add the apostrophe to my already sad emoticon can only help enforce how down low I am, although, I must admit, this face suits me currently. 8=? < I wonder what you would do if you knew you made me feel this way? 8=D < I like to think you'd be very sorry and we could apologize and then get along. 8=( < But I really should not lie to myself.  You wouldn't care either way.

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8=D < To push all that negative nonsense off, I suppose I should more frequently describe the more positive aspects of the afterlife!  I do wish Cronus was more, I suppose, willing to talk to me, just as I wish for a lot of things, but I shouldn't dwell in them.  8=D < I'm supposedly smiling for a positive outward look when others see me, but I smile also to remind myself that I shouldn't be so gosh-d*rnednegative all the time.

[broken-hearted-paradise]

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(and of course prince charming comes to save you on his white horse.  i don't even know where my "prince" is at all.  i just want the horse.  hoofbeast, darn it.  horses are for humans.  im not a human and i never ever want to even entertain the thought of being one.)

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(Silly isn't censored.  I feel rather vulgar.  I should have simply gone to sleep when I said I was. 8=D < The document of poor choices and a shitty [ i didn't censor this either!  i didn't even capitalize my "i!"] matesprit; the biography of horuss zahhak. )

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I do a lot of silly things because I love you and you mean more to me than I mean to myself.

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I'm quite obviously waiting for something to happen.  Something to change.  I always feel like I could do this change myself if I could snap free of this cycle.  Perhaps tomorrow--disregarding the lack of time in this world--will be more fortunate.  8=D < Goodnight!

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I think about you and I miss you.  I'm not in the mood to do anything.  Keeping a smile on all the time is only worth it when people are around to see--not even you of all people pay attention to me.  I don't crave the spotlight, but it is, truly, very nice to be special to someone, somewhere, sometime.

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8=X < Of course, I do hate to complain and be a burden, but I can’t help but to feel the slightest bit irate when Cronus is off philandering with other people!  8=( < I don’t suppose it would be too much to ask for a faithful partner.  That was not even a horse pun; I’m in much too sour a mood to think of frivolity.  8=( < Certain thoughts from various people made me rethink my choices about devoting myself to someone so—I suppose, for lack of better word, unpredictable. 8=? < Should I honestly be concerned?  Perhaps this strange bout of distasteful behavior will pass.  8=( < I would certainly and most willingly wait an eon to have something stable ( no pun intended ) in my life.  Afterlife, my apologies.