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i try not to give in THIS IS AN EATING DISORDER BLOG PLEASE STAY SAFE

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i can go through this account and not feel triggered. i just feel..sad for the before me. i’m grateful

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it’s been awhile so i wanted to update whoever cares. since i last was active on this blog, i was put on new meds that i feel have really improved my life. i talked to my therapist about my body and weight struggles , i have practiced positivity, and i have lost 22 lbs the HEALTHY way. i make sure to eat enough calories everyday because i fear if i don’t i’ll slip back into unhealthy habits. everyday i get a little better. and i hope y’all do too. i will probably deactivate soon.. as i plan to continue with my new habits …. and tbh every time i see a notification from someone reblogging it makes me a little sad. not triggering..just sad. anyways, i know i’m not fixed 100% and some days are harder than others but i’m working hard to change. thanks whoever decided to read this ❤️‍🩹

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trying to talk to my sister abt her ed while not outing myself as a rexie

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ummm.. saw a p viral video of my schools basketball team (all skinny girls) n now i’m in shambles

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ik i JUSTT said i don’t need a reminder but like . now i’m like .. i want a dainty little body and i wanna look frail and fragile. but i also don’t. i wanna be healthy and strong and HEALTHYYYYYYYYYYY i will have to make a lot of changes but i think i’m okay w that

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something cool my sisters friend does is she has a private story where she just videos herself eating .. to not only hold herself accountable but also help others who have problems eating ,themselves. that’s so sweet i fink. it’s titled something like “eating with mom” or something.. so nice

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gonna delete this acct soon. i dont need a reminder.

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i just wanna lay here and not eat until my body caves in on itself

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thinking about how bad i hate myself. how desperately i want to be skinny. i only seem to gain weight. i’ve eating my calorie goal for awhile now and idk what i’m doing wrong !!!!!!!!!!!!! i fucking hate myself if i see Another Skinny Girl i’m ending it all

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at this awards thing for school and there are thin girls in dresses and i want to Die

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