Pardon My Abnormal Boy Swag @r4dr0b1n - Tumblr Blog

one if my favorite gifs right now the blankest eyes ive ever seen the lights are on but no ones home. and the other thing like grooming its snout but i don't think its even aware of what its doing. i dont think either of them know anything or know that theyre alive

lesbiansforboromir

You actually cannot skip to being good at a creative endeavour that you haven't put much practice into. You cannot trick your way out of the 'knows that your work is not what you want it to be but don't know how to improve it' stage by planning or reading or talking about it really really hard. At some point you just have to craft through it until your brain finds it's own unique way back to the 'everything I make slaps' stage and be prepared to start the cycle all over again. You just have to make that project you're excited about slightly less good than you want it to be. (Says this standing in a pool of blood and covered in blood and also coughing up a little blood)

sharkgirldick

I'm probably nonbinary, but I don't get treated like a woman by most people that aren't also trans so idrc about that rn.

sharkgirldick

I genuinely doubt I'm ever going to bother exploring being anything else because being a woman isn't something I just get to be. I get called sir almost every day of my life and I don't even get to pretend to myself that it's because I'm butch. I've had friends accidentally misgender me.

I've already lived as a man and it wasn't for me. Maybe, just maybe, I might feel a similar way about being a woman and decided to be something in between or outside. In anothe life, perhaps.

I do love being a woman. The few people who love and respect the person I am make me feel seen as a woman. Then I walk out my front door.

stone-d-butch

I've been feeling this exactly since the moment I started transitioning. Every single aspect my person is scrutinized and used against me. I am questioned on why I would want to dress masculinely, as if my clothing is the only thing that differentiates being a woman from being a man. I am questioned because of my presentation whether I really am a woman. Regardless of a person's stance, I am almost never perceived as female.

In places of mixed gender, I am given all of the space of a woman, which is to say none. I am given all of the credibility of a woman, which is to say none. I am given all of privileges of a woman (which is to say none) except those which I am denied, because of course I am not percieved as female. In fact, if feels as if because I am in this low position, those whose femininity are not questioned stand to gain from my loss. Their shouting over me gives them an excuse to be loud without repercussion.

In "my own" "community," the lesbian community, my sexuality is questioned; the fact that I am a trans woman seems to act as a barricade into lesbianism. All talk of masculine women (like myself), little there is, is willfully ignorant of my existence. I am perceived as masculine, but I am not perceived as female.

In "my own" "community," the trans community, my perspective is quesitoned. I am given the role of the man I was assigned to be, the aggressor, the problem in the room. Any attack against me is then leveled at a perceived oppressor, not a woman. Not a person, even. I am not given that privilege.

Even in those rare scenarios where women are given space, where women are given credibility, and a voice, and community, I am denied all of these. Because I am masculine, because I am transgender, and especially because I am transfeminine.

Even in spaces where I, explicitly me, am supposedly loved or supported, by my friends, by my family, by my colleagues, I am not seen as female. I am questioned, and speculated about, and scrutinized, and am looked at through a lens that does not consider me to be truly female. Which I am. The fact that I must assert this at every junction is just another reason not to listen to me; if I truly was a woman there would be no question to it. But there is. And so I am not.

But if I was... if I was given space, and credibility, and support, I feel like I would be able to explore myself more. As for now, my she/her pronouns feel almost like a political statement. I'll stand with them until they are accepted.

teddyrocker

best feeling in the world is when you draw something and you’re so proud of it you have to stop and stare at it every few minutes to remind yourself of its beauty like narcissus with his reflection in the pond

possessedpasm

Something I learned is if you don't step out of your artistic comfort zone a little, you're gonna be even more exhausted with making art. Your mind is a caged tiger and it needs to attack something new from time to time. Your mind is pacing in its enclosure 🐅

If you don't like drawing figures and poses because they're frustrating, draw figures and poses and get frustrated! Draw them! With anger! Swear and curse at them!

If you don't like drawing traditionally because there's too much room to make mistakes, draw traditionally and make mistakes! Scream while doing it! Put on scary music! Make it silly!

This goes for any kind of craft or skill

You stand to lose nothing in the end (Except maybe your own patience and sanity but that's temporary). But you do gain at least a little bit more knowledge and skill to feed your mind tiger

#fav #for later #art

importantpics

a-book-of-creatures

The dreaded shuttle cock

she-blank-on-my-blank

she dreaded on my cock till i shuttle

kristina100000

this one is for all my babygirls. i see your comments ladies, and they make me smile. im lurking and im stalking when you least expect it but lately i've just been taking care of my business and getting my grind on. but i promise you i will get back to play and get my flirt on.

rabbitkinglune777

the weird assumption that transmascs listen to sappy sad softboy music is funny cuz I'm over here bumping illmatic by Nas

rabbitkinglune777

I love good #music

#i listen to a lot of stoner music to be fair #black pontiac #cheekface #THE HAPPY FITS #but i do also like #lil nas #thot squad #tyler the creator #rio romeo #bear ghost

martyryo

Narrator trust me with this plan I'm gonna smoke my smart nothing cause I don't smoke weed

vinelark

hmm my former landlords are trying to deduct a frankly off the rails amount of money from our security deposit…my time has come once again

vinelark

i was chatting with a coworker about this whole saga today and someone nearby popped into the convo to be like “you know, you can use chatgpt to write a demand letter!” and i sort of blinked and went, “okay. i did it myself, though.” and she was like, “yeah but it can tell you what laws and stuff are relevant” and i was like, “i also did research myself.” and she was very well-meaning but she said “chatgpt” like six more times before she left and it was genuinely baffling to me, this insistence on it.

and in the one hand, did i enjoy spending hours researching housing regulations in my state? not especially. drafting this email was stressful. but on the other hand, did i learn a lot by doing that research? yeah, i did. i’m more prepared for my current and future leases. i used some of that info to make decisions about a new renter’s insurance policy. i already told three different people about things i learned that are relevant to their leases that they didn’t know yet. (pro tip: see if you’re supposed to be getting annual interest payments on your security deposit! also look up what specific appliances your landlords must legally provide as of 2026.) i also got to reconnect with my cousin for a bit because her job gave her specific insight on part of the situation, and i’d much rather do that than have a chatbot make shit up for me.

also, i drafted that email with the power of friendship (friends angry on our behalf) and spite (from landlords telling me not to do my research). chatgpt could never.

(we got the money back, by the way 💪)

i am the universe enjoying itself

damazcuz

Controverisally breeding a type of berry that does not mold and rot as soon as you leave the store. And it's $1 per pound and yummy as well

egberts

i got that dog in me but it's poorly socialized and i don't take it on as many walks as i should

ruinedchildhood

Tigers with a frozen milk brick on a hot day

wingkink

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

junietuesday

white people go like “is anyone going to redesign this nonhuman evil character as a poc?” and not wait for an answer

junietuesday

white people go “is anyone going to redesign this nonhuman good character as a white person?” and not wait for an answer

junietuesday

white people can rb but please do not clown

junietuesday

white people really cant give a shit abt anyone but themselves unless held at gunpoint or smth huh?

“what about the poor little white kids just trying to have fun?” what about the poor little kids of color made to feel unsafe and unwelcome in a space that was supposed to be fun?

“why can’t poc just make their own redesigns and we can keep these ones” why cant you realize that your actions have consequences and that you should maybe try to not enforce racist stereotypes??

like ofc its ideal to have VARIETY among both villains AND protagonists, its when your characters look like this