DEAR EVAN HANSEN STARTERS
feel free to change anything you need to! combine them, mix and match them, the world is your apples place!
β have you been writing those letters to yourself? β
β this is gonna be a good day. β
β those letters are important, honey. β
β can we try to have an optimistic outlook? β
β can we buck up just enough to see the world wonβt fall apart? β
β weβre not giving up before weβve tried. β
β we make a new start. β
β iβm proud of you already. β
β iβm kinda coming up empty. β
β does anybody have a map? β
β anybody maybe happen to know how the hell to do this? β
β this is me just pretending to know. β
β iβm flying blind. β
β iβm making this up as i go. β
β you are not missing the first day. β
β i already said iβd go tomorrow. β
β he doesnβt listen. β
β heβs probably high. β
β heβs definitely high. β
β i donβt want you going to school high! β
β ______ finished the milk! β
β itβs a puzzle, itβs a maze. β
β each dayβs another wrong turn.Β β
β i better head out. β
β iβve learned to slam on the break before i even turn the key. β
β give them no reason to stare. β
β no slipping up if you slip away. β
β i got nothing to share. β
β i got nothing to say. β
β step out of the sun if you keep getting burned. β
β on the outside always looking in. β
β will i ever be more than iβve always been? β
β i try to speak, but nobody can hear. β
β i wait around for an answer to appear. β
β is anybody waving back at me? β
β we start with stars in our eyes. β
β we start believing that we belong. β
β every sun doesnβt rise. β
β no one tells you where you went wrong. β
β when youβre falling in a forest and thereβs nobody around, do you ever really crash or even make a sound? β
β did i even make a sound? β
β will i ever make a sound? β
β thereβs nowhere else iβd rather be. β
β one foot after the other. β
β iβm on the ground. β
β heβs come to get me. β
β everythingβs okay.Β
β weβve been way too out of touch. β
β things have been crazy. β
β it sucks that we donβt talk that much. β
β i should tell you that i think of you each night. β
β iβm just trying to tell the truth. β
β this needs to be perfect. β
β life without you has been hard. β
β i miss talking about life and other stuff. β
β i like my parents.β
β i love my parents. β
β each dayβs another fight. β
β if i stop smoking pot then everything might be alright. β
β iβll take your advice. β
β iβll try to be more nice. β
β iβll turn it around. β
β all that it takes is a little reinvention. β
β itβs easy to change if you give it your attention. β
β all you gotta do is just believe you can be who you wanna be. β
β stop doing drugs. β
β just try to take deep breaths. β
β youβll be obsessed with all my forest expertise. β
β dude, iβm proud of you. β
β just keep pushing through. β
β my sisterβs hot. β
β thanks for every note you send. β
β iβm just glad to be your friend. β
β our friendship goes beyond your average kind of bond. β
β no, not because weβre gay. β
β weβre close, but not that way. β
β the only man that i love is my dad. β
β youβre getting better every day. β
β iβm getting better every day. β
β weβre getting better every day. β
β why should i play this game of pretend? β
β oh, donβt the tears just pour? β
β i could give in to all of the gloom. β
β why should i have a heavy heart? β
β why should i start to break in pieces? β
β why should i go and fall apart for you? β
β why should i play the grieving girl? β
β i will sing no requiem. β
β i gave you the world, you threw it away. β
β i hear your voice, i feel you near. β
β i know that you are still here. β
β why should i say iβll keep you with me? β
β when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep. β
β no one mourns at all. β
β donβt tell me that i didnβt have it right. β
β donβt tell me that it wasnβt black and white. β
β after all youβve put me through. β
β donβt say it wasnβt true. β
β you were not the monster that i knew. β
β i cannot play the grieving girl. β
β he thought you were awesome. β
β thereβs nothing like your smile. β
β you never knew how wonderful that smile could make someone feel. β
β whenever you get bored you scribble stars on the cuffs of your jeans. β
β you still fill out the quizzes that they put in those teen magazines. β
β he kept it all inside his head. β
β though he wanted to, he couldnβt talk to you. β
β sheβs everything to me. β
β weβre a million worlds apart. β
β i donβt know how i would even start. β
β did he say anything else? β
β it looked pretty cool when you put indigo streaks in your hair. β
β he wondered how you learned to dance like all the rest of the world isnβt there. β
β what do you do when thereβs this great divide? β
β he just seemed so far away. β
β what do you do when the distance is too wide? β
β itβs like i donβt know anything. β
β how do you say i love you? β
β guys like you and me weβre just the losers. β
β no one seems to care. β
β keep them thinking of me. β
β make me more than an abandoned memory. β
β someone will see that you are there. β
β no one deserves to be forgotten. β
β no one deserves to fade away. β
β no one should come and go. β
β no one deserves to disappear. β
β youβve always been that barely-in-the-background kind of guy. β
β you still matter. β
β you canβt escape the feeling that the worldβs passed you by. β
β if you never get around to doing some remarkable thing, that doesnβt mean that youβre not worth remembering. β
β think of the people who need to know. β
β you need to show them. β
β all you want it for somebody to find you. β
β all you need is for somebody to find you. β
β we have to do this. β
β i didnβt realise ______ meant this much to people. β
β oh, ______, this is wonderful! β
β have you ever felt like nobody was there? β
β have you ever felt forgotten in the middle of nowhere? β
β have you ever felt like you could disappear? β
β let that lonely feeling wash away. β
β maybe thereβs a reason to believe youβll be okay. β
β when you donβt feel strong enough to stand, you can reach out your hand. β
β someone will come running. β
β i know theyβll take you home. β
β you will be found. β
β youβll reach up and youβll rise again. β
β lift your head and look around. β
β have you seen this? β
β someone put a video of your speech online. β
β your speech is everywhere. β
β i donβt understand- what happened? β
β thereβs a place where we donβt have to feel unknown. β
β i canβt stop watching this video. β
β every time that you call out, youβre a little less alone. β
β take five minutes. β
β this will make your day. β
β thank you, ______, for doing what you're doing. β
β it's so easy to feel alone. β
β the morning is breaking. β
β you are not alone. β
β this gloveβs really cool, wow. β
β i bought this glove a thousand years ago. β
β i thought we might play catch. β
β you canβt catch anything with it that stiff. β
β if youβre in the market for professional advice, then today could be a lucky day for you. β
β it just takes a little patience. β
β it takes a little time. β
β you might not think itβs worth it. β
β you canβt take any shortcuts. β
β you gotta stick it out. β
β itβs the hard way, but itβs the right way. β
β with something like this, you gotta be ready to put in the work, make the commitment. β
β everyone around you thinks youβre crazy. β
β everyone around you lets things go. β
β youβre trying to do whatβs best. β
β ______ was really lucky to have a dad who cared so much about taking care of stuff. β
β youβre good to go. β
β i donβt need you to sell me on reasons to want you. β
β i donβt need you to search for the proof. β
β you donβt have to convince me. β
β you donβt have to be scared youβre not enough. β
β what weβve got going is good. β
β i donβt need more reminders of all thatβs been broken. β
β i donβt need you to fix what iβd rather forget. β
β clear the slate and start over. β
β try to quiet the noises in your head. β
β what if itβs us? β
β what if itβs you? β
β what if itβs me? β
β i never thought thereβd be someone like you who would want me. β
β thatβs all that iβve wanted for longer than you could possibly know. β
β itβs not so impossible. β
β nobody else but the two of us here. β
β youβre saying itβs possible. β
β we can just watch the whole world disappear. β
β youβre the only one i still know how to see. β
β so youβve found a place where the grass is greener. β
β are they giving you a world i could never provide? β
β i hope youβre proud of your big decision. β
β i hope itβs all that you want and more. β
β you say what you need to say so that you get to walk away. β
β it would kill you to stay trapped when youβve got something new. β
β iβm sorry you had it rough. β
β iβm sorry iβm not enough. β
β thank god they rescued you. β
β you got what you always wanted. β
β you got your dream come true. β
β you did what you had to do. β
β does it cross your mind to be slightly sorry? β
β do you even care that you might be wrong? β
β i hope you had a blast while you dragged me along. β
β you say what you need to say, and you play who you need to play. β
β if somebodyβs in your way, crush them and leave them behind. β
β go ahead, you can cut me loose. β
β iβll shut my mouth and iβll let you go. β
β iβll just sit back while you run the show. β
β all i need is some time to think. β
β the boat is about to sink. β
β tell me, how could i change the story? β
β stop it, stop it! β
β i never meant to make it such a mess. β
β i never thought that it would go this far. β
β thereβs nothing i can say. β
β i guess i thought i could be part of this. β
β i never had this kind of thing before. β
β i never had that perfect girl who somehow could see the good part of me. β
β i never had the dad who stuck it out. β
β mom was all that she had to be. β
β nothing can make sense of all these things iβve done. β
β sometimes, you see everything you wanted. β
β itβs right there. β
β you want to believe itβs true. so you make it true. β
β this was just a sad invention. β
β it wasnβt real, i know. β
β i guess i couldnβt let that go. β
β i guess i couldnβt give that up. β
β i guess i wanted to believe. β
β if i just believe, then i donβt have to see whatβs really there. β
β iβd rather pretend iβm something better than these broken parts. β
β pretend iβm something other than this mess that i am. β
β i donβt have to look at it. β
β no one gets to look at it. β
β no one can really see. β
β what if everyone saw? β
β what if everyone knew? β
β all i ever do is run. β
β i told you not to come outside. β
β you saw that truck and you smiled so wide. β
β a real life truck in your driveway. β
β itβs just me and my little guy. β
β the house felt so big. β
β that night, i tucked you into bed. β
β i knew there would be moments that iβd miss. β
β i knew there would be space i couldnβt fill. β
β i knew iβd come up short a billion different ways. β
β your mom isnβt going anywhere. β
β your mom is staying right here. β
β no matter what. iβll be here. β
β today, at least youβre you. and thatβs enough. β