I don't get how I can come on here and all of a sudden everyone's talking about how their life is shit or they're ranting about their parents being terrible or yelling at them or they're just tired of life and they don't even know why they're here and I'm just sitting here with my chocolate milk listening to music like .... "My life is good. I have nice parents. My life isn't even shit. WHY CAN'T EVERYONE JUST HAVE MY LIFE SO THEY CAN BE HAPPY?"
Like... I know not everyone can have a happy family 24/7 and stuff but I just... it breaks my heart listening or reading about other people's lives and how terrible they see them as and I can't even imagine what they must be feeling while going through that because... I've never been there. I mean I've had my dark spots too.. my life is far from perfect, but I know in my heart that if I were to be where they were I wouldn't last that long.
Personally, when I hear about other stories, other happenings, other lives, I see strength. I see my friends, fighting to get through things. To overcome what they're going through. Bad parenting, life choices, relationships, all of it. They keep asking 'why am i here' 'i'm worthless' 'why cant i be more like you, marlee?' and you know what?
WHY CAN'T I BE MORE LIKE YOU?
YOU'VE GOTTEN THROUGH SO MUCH SHIT ALREADY I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW YOU DID IT. YOU'VE FELT SO MUCH HEARTACHE, BEEN TRAPPED IN SO MUCH DARKNESS, FELT LIKE NOTHING AND WANTING TO END IT ALL BUT
YOU
ARE
STILL
HERE.
Obviously there's something in you fighting for life. Fighting for happiness. You deserve happiness and as long as you keep fighting for it you'll get it. You'll find it. It won't be easy. It won't be obvious at first, but you'll get there. You are so strong. All of you. Each and every one of you are so much stronger than I am.
Please don't give up. Please realize that you're strong and can get through anything. Please. Don't look down on yourself. Don't think you're not worth anything. You're worth everything. You have a purpose in life and it's your job to find it. I love you. Even if I don't know you, I love you. Even if you think i'm some crazy bitch that thinks my life is some sort of paradise.. 1. ITS NOT and 2. I love you even more.
Don't give up. Don't let others get you down. Don't listen to the ones that say 'you cant do this' 'you cant do that' 'you'll never be able to' and stupid lies. You can. You will. You are strong enough to do so.
That's all I have to rant about. Thanks for reading this all the way through if you did... it means a lot but only if you take something out of this. <3








