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me & my competition

Natural hair, nails & fresh face. I truly am finding myself and loving her.

If you’re a girl in your teens or early 20s, please DON’T let a guy be your first priority. You have all your life to fall in love and figure all that out. Chances are he’s immature and won’t appreciate you or he’ll make you feel insecure about your looks or about other girls or lie to you constantly, and bring all this NEGATIVE energy with him and the only REAL thing he’ll add to your life is worry and sadness, things you do NOT need to deal with. Don’t try to impress him or his friends, or be there for him, be there for yourself. Be selfish with YOU. KNOW YOUR WORTH. Focus on YOURSELF instead, for real. Focus on being confident enough to do your thing. Focus on your craft. Focus on being the best version of yourself. Sounds corny, but it’s the best advice i could’ve given myself 3/4 years ago. Since I’ve spent the past couple months alone, I’ve been happier than I ever was with any of the guys in my past that never even deserved a girl like me.

Disclaimer

This is not coming from a place of hurt or sadness, it’s just something i should’ve realized long ago but only just did.

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When you tell your friend to take a picture of you but he’s too busy texting his girlfriend so the pictures come out shitty 😒

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Dark Queen

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living good, feeling better (ignore the crack in the mirror)

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So I'm choosing my tumblr to say this because it's my own little getaway and I know not a lot of people check it out.

I haven't been myself lately. A lot has gone wrong in my life over the past couple weeks and I'm trying, but failing to adjust. I'm fine, physically, but have my own battles I'm fighting mentally and emotionally.

I even deleted my Instagram account so you know it's real (lol). I think all this is part of the bigger plan, and maybe I just needed to go through a rough patch to get to the smooth part of my journey. I don't know what's going on, but I'm going to figure it out and come out of it stronger.

Believe me, it's such a weird place to be in. I'm not texting or talking to anyone ..not even family. I think I'll be out of it soon though. I miss my Tumblr, Instagram and Snapchat family so much, Tumblr especially though (hah) but I keep telling myself that all of this will be over soon and I'll be back to normal, better even.

- Rahama

#deleting later