I dont think anyone here is aware of my lore or keeps up with my very vague life updates in tags and captions but i want to state that i no longer pursue an art career of any sort. Art school was a terrible period of my life where both teachers and students underestimated my artwork and it certainly affected me. I spent 2-3 years of my life working in serigraphy related businesses (one of them being on my own) but it ended up not working. Beggining of 2025 i had officially given up on an art career, now studying an entirely different thing from home and trying to get a job aswell.
I make art for self expression and comfort. I stopped caring about evolution. I'll still learn and im getting better at it, but im no longer anxious about progressing or endind up behind all my other mutual artists. In fairness this is the best-worst thing to ever happen to me. Im grateful to the people who have stayed along the way despite the very sporadic posts. Thank you <3