Mercedes says:

HELLO THERE ||33||♀|| Eng/esp ok! twitter: @rainbowfirebird support me on ko fi: /rainbowfirebird

[skladnovak]

[skladnovak]

[rainbow-firebird]

I miss your SMTV arts…

Hey there

sorry I didnt see your message.

I am unfortunately not doing well and all I can do now are crunchy asf doodles.

that said, I greatly appreciate comments like these. They mean a lot to me.

[rainbow-firebird]

Hi, I hope you could see my reblogs on your art of the dragon forms of Alear and Veyle but just in case you can't, I think it's super cute and I love your art style!

(sorry for some reason tumblr is flagging my reblogs as explicit and I don't know why, they won't show up on my dash which is why I just wanted to make sure my praise reached you)

oh my god

thank you so much for leaving this comment! I am absolutely happy to hear you liked these designs!

your comment made my day thank you 🥺

[lowpolyanimals]

Gorilla from Sonic Adventure 2: Battle

[rainbow-firebird]

A very serious cloud of confusion and grief overcame me this week. I just didnt think i was doing enough to establish meaningful relationships with others. I took out my frustration with my art.

Tjat the many minutes I spent on silly doodles, that even cost me some of the quality of study work, was unacceptable, especially given I didnt have the time to ever get better, and what I was putting out almost never went beyond a simple reaction emoji and nothing more. That nothing I did would be worth talking about or remembering.

I ended up feeling intense disgust and cringe against my own work that I ended up deleting a lot of it from bluesky and I wiped out what Ive shared in a server Im active in. All in the fear Id end up wasting time, missing work, all for just an emoji. I meam it does happen, often. Even I sometimes just feel with not enough energy to say more. But I really wanted the artist side of me dead.

They have yet to notice. But I guess its fine. Nothing of big value is lost. There are much better works in the same space from people that are truly dedicated and that have time to improve. I only upload what I can find on the editable I havent moved to external storage. I dont feel any better, just ashamed.

I didnt delete any posts on comms or requests with someone's OC because that just doesnt belong just to me anymore. I tried my best not to cross that line.

[rainbow-firebird]

I am so sorry I haven't drawn much more on this AU, but these are some doodles I did last year about them.

I dont know if I will do more

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[rainbow-firebird]

silly demibino doodles

demibino doodle collection

[sceyart]

Circle portrait series,

SMT III: Nocturne Demifiend

[rainbow-firebird]

"I'm not sus guys"

[xenosagaepisodeone]

are we not feeling very pious today, brother lionel

[rainbow-firebird]

i converted him

[mothtowers]

it took over 10 years but we fucking got em!

[tchaikovskaya]

[kaijuno]

[xenosagaepisodeone]

are we not feeling very pious today, brother lionel

[rainbow-firebird]

doodles of animal versions of smtv characters

[rainbow-firebird]

Tsukuabdiel Collection

[rainbow-firebird]

unposted drawings from a collab done in a server