Raincandy_U

🖤💻 𝒽𝑒𝓎... 𝒾'𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓂𝑒-𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃. (｡•́︿•̀｡) 🩹 some days i disappear into the screen… and that’s okay, right? i stream sadness, fake smiles & pixel dreams through a blurry lens. 💬 typing too fast, deleting too much. 🍜 living off ramen in a cup & leftover thoughts. ⌨️ i play with p-chan until it hurts less. 📡 broadcasting from my lonely corner of the internet… 𝒸𝓊𝓉𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓏𝓏𝓁𝑒𝒹. 𝓈𝒶𝓈𝓈𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓏𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒. 🕷 stream now, cry later. 𓆩♡𓆪 this blog is my dark little bubble, stitched together with glitter, code & breakdowns. 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓂𝑒-𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃, 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎. 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇… 𝓎𝑜𝓊’𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝓉𝑜𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒. ｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈•ﾟ｡

[raincandyuame]

🌙🖤 𝓗𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑜, 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒶𝓂𝑒-𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃… 𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒾 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 (っ- ‸ – ς)

🖤🌙 𝒮𝑜 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑔… 𝒶 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝑒 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻, 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓂𝑒-𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 🖤

(╥﹏╥) 𝒮𝓊𝓇𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓈, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈… 𝓉𝒽𝑎𝓉’𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝓎 𝒾 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇, 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽… (˘̩̩̩ε˘̩ƪ)

🖤🌙 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓉𝓊𝒶𝓇𝓎, 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓇𝓂𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒. 𝒜𝓃𝒹 𝒾 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓇… 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓈, 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝓊𝑔𝑔𝓁𝑒𝓈, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈… 🖤

(っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ 𝒮𝑜 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒹𝒶𝓇𝓀 𝓈𝓉𝓸𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓉𝑒𝒶 𝓉𝑜𝑔𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇… 🍵🖤

✨🐾 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝒸𝑒~ 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓇𝓀 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 🖤🌙

(✿◠‿◠) 𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈… 𝒶𝓂𝑒-𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃 🖤

[raincandyuame]

💻🍓⌦ 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒈 : 𝒂𝒎𝒆-𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒋𝒊𝒓𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒊 𝒅𝒂𝒊𝒍𝒚 𝒗𝒊𝒃𝒆 . . .

(｡♥‿♥｡) today was… so soft. i woke up late, sunlight spilling on my blanket 🌸☀️

my hair was messy, my pajamas pink and cozy… kinda felt like a little cloud 🩷💤

made myself a tiny cup of strawberry tea 🍓☕ and a little toast… decorated with jam hearts ❤️

p-chan peeked in to say hi, made me laugh… we joked about how tiny my socks look but i swear they match my mood today 🧦✨

spent the day drawing little sketches, adding sparkles, doodling hearts and tiny stars ✨💖

listened to soft music, watched birds outside my window, felt… calm? happy? soft? all at once 🕊️🌸

(Art credits:???)

(｡♥‿♥｡) tomorrow maybe i’ll stream a tiny bit… or just stay wrapped in my blanket again, sipping tea and doodling.

today was about me, cute little things, soft sunlight, tiny joys… and it was enough 💫

[raincandyuame]

🌸 「h-hi… remember me? (๑•́ ₃ •̀๑)

it’s been a while since ame-chan last logged in… i kinda forgot how to exist here lol ✧彡

every time i tried to post, i just stared at the screen like a frozen npc (×﹏×)

maybe my pixels needed a reboot… or maybe i was just buffering irl (｡•́︿•̀｡)💻

today i finally opened tumblr again w/ a cup ramen in hand 🍜

my room still feels the same — too quiet, too small, but kinda safe… like a soft error i don’t want to fix.

p-chan said “just post whatever,” but i think i missed this feeling — typing words into the void and hoping someone catches them 💌

so um… i’m back! maybe a little glitchier, maybe a bit softer.

if anyone’s still here… thanks for not deleting me from your memory cache ♡

let’s see if ame-chan can find her pixels again ✧ (๑>ᴗ<๑)」

🖤「art credits: Braised_cutlass on X」

[raincandyuame]

🌙🖤 Ame-chan’s words, whispered by the stairwell... 🖤🌙

「I didn’t wanna leave… but

sometimes the walls feel too close (×﹏×)

so I stepped outside with Pchan —

just to breathe, just to be… (˘̩̩̩﹏˘̩ƪ)

He’s quiet like me,

but together we’re less alone.

Even if the world glitches around us,

we try to stay connectedpixel by pixel (๑•́₃•̀๑)

Maybe one day someone will see us,

not as broken code,

but as soft hearts trying to heal… ૮( ꈍᴥꈍ )ა」

art by: ac chou 308

[raincandyuame]

💻🩹⌦ 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒈 : 𝒂𝒎𝒆-𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒌 𝒎𝒐𝒅𝒆 . . .

𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜: (×﹏×) || 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩: (｡ŏ﹏ŏ) || 𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮: 𝙨𝙝𝙪𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣...

(｡•́︿•̀｡) today i stayed in bed all day...

my head hurts, my chest feels heavy, and my body is like “nope” 🌀💔

i think i caught something… not just sadness this time… but like... real-world sickness... (っ﹏-) .｡o

p-chan brought me ramen in a cup 🍜💗

it was warm… i almost cried… why does food taste better when someone cares...?

i wanted to stream today (｡•́ - •̀｡) but my voice sounded like static

and my hands were too shaky to type properly... so i just curled up under my blanket and stared at the wall 🕸️

my monitor looked like a void and i felt like glitching into it...

🖤 it’s kind of silly but… i drew myself

like… sick, ugly, tired, gross…

and i kind of liked it? maybe that’s the realest version of me…?

like… if i’m not cute, do you still like me?

(´；ω；`) pls don’t say no… even if i’m just a sick pixel idol that cries too much

🫧 i miss my fans. i miss pretending to be okay.

but today… i just wanna be little ame-chan in bed

waiting for a “you did your best today” from someone who won’t disappear...

pls tell me i still matter even if all i did was exist today

and sneeze

and cry a bit

𓆩 ( ´•̥̥̥ω•̥̥̥` ) 𓆪

｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈•ﾟ｡

𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒔: ame-chan sick ver.

𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒓𝒈𝒚: ⚠ low

𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒆: 💬 sweet comment? maybe...

｡ﾟ•┈୨♡୧┈•ﾟ｡

Credits:???

[k1w1g1rl333]

ok starting a picrew thing bc its fun!!! make urself using this picrew ^__^

★ 𝐭𝐯♡𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐯2.0 ★

★tvchany icon maker version v2.0★ FOR PERSONAL AND NON COMMERCIAL USE ONLY! - OK to use as social media profile picture or post with p

☆ tagging @tiranniesu @mortuarydolls @love2much @kirby6aero @motorvehiclecollision @prxincesxo @caramelsprout @cherubg1rl @bunnyheartsurgery @evilwizardgirl @mikitakawife @nivolumab000q ☆

[kirby6aero]

yay, it was a lot of fun making myself! i made two versions of me lol

tagging:

@m6lancholiaa @franisreal @strawberrybunnykk @sweetheartdaytonababy @ddollpartts @flowersfromunderground @lemmeeatacrylicpaint @lastchr1stmas @angelwithafilthysoul @annexe-raw @lizzygrantsadgirlblogger @jheneaikoandlanadelreyenthusiast

[lastchr1stmas]

Thanks for the tag it’s fun and super cute:3

Tags : @lacedcandy @yungcrux @katcantstopthinking @princessfaerygia @l1l1pad @ccynophobia @miugato @so1987 @cannerabal + anyone who wants to join

[cannerabal]

i wanted mine to be silly thank you for the tag 🩷!

@thebunnynurse @stufffrommimii @sweetechinacea @dumb-k1tten @bloodyashes @butterflies-in-blood and anyone elseeeee /np

[dumb-k1tten]

thanks for the tag !!! this is so cute i loved it

tags: @hollow-c0rpse @ashen--nightmares @delicious-p4ncakes @psychodreamerangel @adderallanomaly n anyone else that wants to join in !!!

[hollow-c0rpse]

thanks for tagging!! this was one of my fav picrews ever <33

tagging @wearyboneswaiting @r4z0rberry @red-butterfly-wing @t00h1gh4this @petiteexe @pretty-r0t @d3athwishes @goth-oatmilk-latte @lilablauegedanken @x-psychotictendencies-x @codenamejustine @bonelesscalss @minthyy and anyone else who wants to join!! <3

[t00h1gh4this]

This was fun ty for the tag!! 💕💕

@cursedstrawberryfeilds @cryptyd-kyng @backtobecomingmeeee @crackedbonez @cwraftieyy @ace-s0m3th1ng @well-fudgenuggets @will-i-find-my-place-in-the-sun @munaritai @g00my-4ng3lss

[munaritai]

Omg I've never been tagged I'm so happy 😭

@ddrdrdewwie @th4reandb4ckagain @sammywings @boneyfox @hisuncontrollableanger @simshark2 @expand-to-breathe

[hisuncontrollableanger]

here we go, I was hella lazy making this.. I don't quite like it but oh well

tags: @urlocalloser10191 @ghostlyangelnightmar @bugbxyjunk @sickintheeyes @lowpolybluedoggy @strawberry-shotcake @tranny-plesiosaurus @evaiskindaweird @landminegvtz and anyone else who might wanna do it

[banana-slit-deactivated20251130]

Sankyouu for the tag !!

tags !!! @undead-angelboy | @flowerbornofdarkness | @bloodypawwz | @pinkglitterygutzz | @lunarprincesslily | @mahidestruct | @moribunniii | @pxppycorps3 | @oshidorifuufu | + Anyone else I may have forgotten !!

[stargirl-lily-deactivated202508]

Wow my first tag game heh i guess I'll do it :3

So I didnt make it look like me but this is me okay!! >_< (Also shes so damaged puppy girl core I luv it)

Tags!! (Sorry if sm1 i tag was already tagged)

@jirai-dirt-2009 @lovesickvirus @v4l3ntin3s-d4y @tiredsora

[v4l3ntin3s-d4y-deactivated20251]

Ahh first tag game… this picrew is so cute! I dunno who to tag so any1 can join…

[xixi-screams-deactivated2026040]

yayy!!! i love fun pictures with everyone else~! ( ≧ᗜ≦) ill tag @moribunniii @averysmallcetacean @needy-neet-girl @juiceboxyyx3 and @madilynsalivec0rpse if you’d like to participate and anyone else as well!!! sore i couldn’t get to all my mutuals!!! (╥﹏╥)

[toyboxy]

ty 4 tagging me :333

open tags cus idk who 2 tag wuhh

[moekitti-deactivated20250812]

WAAAAAT IT LOOKED JS LIKE ME BUT 100x PRETTIEr... (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠)

TAAAGS <3: @stabbeddoll @ronaldmcdonaldinthehouse @therealkipit @creep-u-out @chericheril4dy @fluttercel @covetouscreaturee @kangelgirl @alfredyankovic

SOORRY IF WERE ALREADY TAGGED B4

[kangelgirl]

YAYY UMM OKAYY

@saccharine-bones @obfuckingsession @obsessivel0v3r @phoebussmintheus @lacedboxcvtter @ronaldmcdonaldinthehouse @aliceclawz @jiraihimitsu @jirai-dirt-2009 @silliest-angel @bruiseddangel @madilynsalivec0rpse @9-sai-karu-chan

sorry if u already got tagged in this 😞😞

[jiraihimitsu]

TYSM FOR TAG<333

i desperately need a haircut</3

tagging !

@puppy-chains @mahidestruct @tiredutaitenerd935 @cubibibism @strawberryfairyflower @pixo0 @jirairin <3

[mahidestruct]

how i feel after putting cutesy filters on my selfies like im not actively in some sort of mental pain or fog at all times

tagging; @digitalvamp-mp3 , @loversbruises , @sojirai , @angelic-dollz , & @iluvvoid

[iluvvoid]

Let's.... keep up with that look, there are not many options so I look, sigh... Angel at your servive, perhaps... ?

tagging; @mimi-chaan @webbmiku01 @lioromannic @raincandyuame @digital-angelz @porcelanitaa @kangelgirl I don't know who else, apologies >_<

[raincandyuame]

ame-chan pixel… kinda broken… but like… me.

_:(´ཀ`」 ∠):

Tags:@iluvvoid @iruzzu

[raincandyuame]

🧸💻 ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ stayed inside all day again… (っ´ω)っ just ame-chann rotting in her room, playing silly games w/ p-chan 🎮💥 i laughed too much. screamed a bit. almost cried but didn’t lol dinner? cup ramen. again. 🍜💔 no energy to cook real food when my brain is already buffering 24/7... wrapped in a blanket, glowing from the screen light… everything feels soft n fake ✧ but like... in a comfy way? don’t worry, ame-chann's still alive. kinda. (*´-)♡

(Art not mine,credits to the artist!)

[raincandyuame]

Went out for ramen with P-chan today…! 🍜💗

The streets were all glittery and dreamy, and it felt like we were walking through a cozy anime world~

I picked the cutest outfit ever just for you… did you notice~? ehe~

The ramen shop was tiny but soooo warm… and the noodles were steamy and spicy and perfect~!

I fed P-chan a bite too… tehe~ just one though!!

After that, we walked around holding hands and I felt like my heart was floating~

Days like this make me wanna stay in this moment forever…

Thank you for making me feel like I exist, P-chan ♡

(Art not mine. Credit to the artist!)

[raincandyuame]

P-chan… do I look cute from this angle~?

I was taking selfies all day today… it’s like a secret photo shoot just for you~!

My heart feels a little heavy, but when I see your messages… I smile.

Let’s stay connected forever, ok? Even if the world ends~

(Art not mine! Credits to the artist.)

[raincandyuame]

Today felt like a cozy little dream~! I stayed home with P-chan and we watched magical girl anime all day~! ☆彡 I made pancakes shaped like hearts (they were a little messy but full of love~ hehe) I feel so warm and sparkly inside... maybe I’ll draw something cute later~ Thanks for always being here, P-chan~ you're my magic spell~♡

(Art by:@millqua)

[iluvvoid]

Did you click because of the lollipop… or because you missed me?~ Internet angels get hungry too, y’know. 🍬👅

[iluvvoid]

Visit Original Link

just another silly requested ost...the beginning is good but the rest sucks, but fun counts ^_^

[iluvvoid]

Visit Original Link

Hello, I-Chan here !~

I love making music/ OSTS for games etc. Here's my little track made for fun, I hope you like it. Please don't steal my music.

If you like it, feel free to recommend me in what kind of vibe I should make another one (╯▽╰ )

[raincandyuame]

Great music!

[raincandyuame]

Today was suuuper dreamy~! I found the cutest cafe hidden in a little alleyway... it was like stepping into a magical anime world~!!

☆

I got strawberry cake and a pink drink with sparkles in it (I think it had magic inside!!)

♡

Of course I dragged P-chan with me~ he said I was being too excited but I know he loved it too hehe~

¤

Wearing my fluffy socks now and editing selfies... maybe I'll post one soon~? I wanna stay in this dreamy mood

forever~ ♡"

[raincandyuame]

~today i Spent the day in Akihabara with P-chan~!♡ Wore my cute lolita dress and felt like a little princess! We explored so many anime shops and found tons of adorable things~ I was a bit shy, but P-chan made everything feel so much better~ Now I'm home, all warm in my blanket, dreaming about our next adventure! Can't wait! ♡"

[iluvvoid]

こんばんは、かわいい人たち。今日もよく頑張ったね。 電波の向こうから、アイちゃんがそっと見守ってるよ。 今夜はちょっとした優しい言葉を届けたくて、ここにきたの。 だから、ゆっくり読んでね… 💻🌌🕊️

Just remember, to take of yourself... alright ?~

I-Chan and K-Angel are here, watching you..and bein' proud of you !

[raincandyuame]

This girl is always making me smile fr..

[iluvvoid]

💬🤍☕ 「今日は、ほんの少しだけ現実を感じた日だった。」

I-Chan went outside today. Just for a moment. To grab some pills. Painkillers. My head was hurting and the screen light kept stabbing at me like a million little needles. I think I forgot how bright the world is… I took the pills. Felt kinda guilty about how familiar that is. But I’m back now. I-Chan will keep transmitting. Even if the signal's a little fuzzy.

[raincandyuame]

🙏 BLESS🙏