Someone

searching for nothing

[utwo]

Hocking Hills State Park Cabin

© L. Kelly

[ewritespoems]

i have watched you make paint from flowers

i have seen you 

crush

the petals between your hands 

until they bleed purple and blue 

staining your fingerprints 

i have asked how you could damage something so

delicate

and you have replied that you are an artist 

you destroy 

to create 

you have 

crushed 

me 

many times 

in the name of your passion 

your anger

your love 

your 

art 

but even when i turn my back on you 

spring sprouts up my spine

a row of bluebells, heads bowed to 

beg for your forgiveness 

pleading 

to once again be 

crushed 

[poems-and-word]

[poems-and-word]

[incendavery]

just keep going

[thesadghostclub]

The times we struggle through can feel like wasted opportunity, it can feel like we’ve gained nothing because we’re focusing so much on getting through the days, or recovering. You might find you’ve grown a lot through this periods, and that is such a good thing. You’re becoming stronger, more in touch with yourself, and it’s important not to diminish that <3 

You’ll grow and you’ll change and you’ll learn and that is GREAT!

This is available as an A4 print here!

[poems-and-word]

Poems & Words

[rainnavar]

Am I allowed to feel good about this?

About the fact that there's at least one world in the multiverse where you picked me. - Theo

[rainnavar]

"Have you ever run from reality? Have you ever run because reality was too much, too suffocating, too... just too? And then you find a fiction. And the fiction feels more real than the real ever did."

- both of me

[poems-and-word]

[rainnavar]

But sometimes you just know that some people are not meant to stay in your life.

[olearypoetry]

[juansendizon]

[rainnavar]

I can’t breathe.

I’m slowly losing sight of something beautiful.

There’s this voice echoing at the back of my head.

Telling me what I can do to feel alright.

But I can’t move.

Someone else’s telling me what I can do to really feel alright.

Suddenly, I listened to that second voice.

Perhaps I can really be alright.

So I did.

Now, I’m happy to see people bringing me flowers everyday.

I love how they chose yellow roses over the white ones.

I’m happy that I’m alright.

I did it.

[ifthenightcouldtalk]

“At the end of the day, I can’t blame anyone but myself. I expected you to love me when I was too scared to love you. I expected you to know I loved you even though I couldn’t form the words. I expected you to love me despite not being able to love myself. I never thought of the love you needed.”

— And that’s why I’ll never be the one for you. 

[ai-papi-deactivated20201124]

may we meet again in ten years in another life, another space, another dimension, when things are right, when our hearts aren’t broken, when our thoughts aren’t a mess, when the ghosts of us aren’t haunting us, when we won’t have to turn our backs on each other and lead another road, when it’s our right time to fix the broken and love again. by then it won’t be a forbidden love, it will be a pure chance to make things right when we couldn’t before

[poems-and-word]

[rainnavar]

girl.