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mr. zero didn't knew your identity as a mugiwara. mr. zero fell for your bluffs. unfortunately, you never imagined it would be that hard not to fall for crocodile's charms.
â âĄ. o đđšđ§đđđ§đ: afab!reader, strip poker, public sex, mob boss meets a good liar, pussy so good he wonders about marriage.
With a thick cigar between his teeth, Crocodile forced himself to smile. âFive of a kindâ, he dropped his cards on the table. âSeems like the house won. Again.â
Crocodileâs presence in Rain Dinners works to reinforce his reputation as a hero in this wretched island. Unfortunately, it also means Crocodile is tormented by the most boring clientele.
To watch someone gambling everything they own out of delusional hope and losing it all because of sheer mischance is only interesting the first few hundreds of times. Now, all Crocodile feels is disdain.
He curses those vermin that stole the joy of victory.
Murmuring complaints, two bettors left the table. The croupier stretched his arm, reaching for the cards left far away from him. As the cards were shuffled, Crocodile took in the chance to observe the tables nearby. Searching for chaos to be dealt with, such a common occurrence in a casino, an unusual sight stole his attention.
A long, thick, light pelted fur coat. Crocodile inhaled the smoke, holding it in. Admiring you with that coat over your shoulders, no one wouldâve imagined this is the middle of a desert. And still, you didnât break a sweat.
One of the bettors decided it was the right moment to thank Crocodile for his protection over Alabasta. He did his best to sound modest, heroic. To embody the last hope of this dying island. The moment a white blur entered his peripheral vision, Crocodile simply ignored the manâs existence.
With a hand over the chairâs top rail, you stared directly at the croupier. âMay I?â, you asked, voice sultry as the desert.
Crocodile took the cigar out of his mouth, releasing the smoke in the direction opposite from you. âMade just in timeâ, he moved his hand towards the croupier ready to start. âDo you know how to play, honâ?â
You took a sip from your glass, not bothering to answer him. Placing your coat over the chairâs rail, you reached inside its pocket and took the poker chipâs box. You left it open on the table, emerald dress moving on your body as you sat down and crossed your legs.
The box was filled to the brim.
Your lack of interest on him ignited something within Crocodile. Curiosity. Something far more interesting than gambling against weak bluffs. âNew to poker?â, Crocodile smiled devilish. The sort of smile that make pretty women like you forget about decency.
If only you had looked at him.
âNew to this islandâ, you answered, sounding as bored as Crocodile was before you got there. The way you danced around his question was enough for him to know you didnât want the others to think of you as an easy target. Usually, Crocodile would simply profit on it. This time, with you staring straight into his eyes, he couldnât care less about this game. âIs it worth?â
âIt will be.â
A promise Crocodile intended to fulfill.
Feeling his gaze burning your skull, to not smile was never so difficult. If you were weaker, you wouldâve laugh until your cheeks fell apart from your face. How funny. How alluring. Ah, Luffy really told you the truth.
Your life will be funnier around me, Luffy gave you the brightest smile you ever saw. Stroking your cheek, he cleaned the trace of tears. I will never let you get bored.
A Shichibukai stands before you, unable to see you as part of the threat he is so interest in dealing with. The man that sent thousands of bounty hunters after your crew, that forced Vivi to witness as unnecessary violence tore her nation in pieces, doesnât even know that youâre part of the group he wants to exterminate.
Good. That means the plan of distracting Crocodile has a chance of working.
Each bettor made an initial contribution for the deal to start. At every round, you raised the amount of chips. It didnât matter if others were dropping out of the deal or if Crocodile doubled the bet with no hesitance. You simply continued to bet more.
That was alluring. It told more about you than your pretty lips could. Youâre not here to make money. Youâre not here to waste it. Youâre here for amusement. And that Crocodile can give you any time.
âShowdownâ, the croupier called. âPlease, bettors, show your hands.â
The woman sitting beside you sighed, showing two pairs. Two bettors had dropped out, choosing to wait until the next deal. You placed your cards on the table. 4, 3, K, 10, 10. One pair. âDoes that mean anything?â
The first man to drop out chuckled. âOnly that you lost.â
Lost in the way your smile spread across your face, the croupier had to remind Crocodile it was his time to show the cards. âThree of a kindâ, he murmured. This time, he put no effort into acting as if he cared that he won. Crocodile just wanted to learn more about you. âDo you know the rules?â
âDoes it really matter?â, your bright smile was enough to enlighten the whole place. As the croupier changed the card sets, you gave him your solely attention. âThe best liar wins at the end.â
âNo surprise you havenât won yetâ, Crocodile smirked. He spread his legs, cigar between his fingers. His golden hook glistened, reminding you of the threat he represented simply by breathing. âItâs so easy to see right through you.â
But not to see how I stole all those chips from you, was what you thought. âSeems like a failure of mineâ, was what you said out loud.
With a movement of his hand, a waiter approached. Crocodile whispered into his ear; eyes still fixated on you. Intoxicated on his presence, you forgot to look away. What a tempting man. From then on, your glass never remained empty.
Deal after deal, you continued to lose just as Crocodile continued to win. Deal after deal, you continued to answer just as Crocodile continued to ask.
Until there were only you two left at the casino. You let go of your glass and closed the poker chipâs box, raising from the chair. âShould have expected a pirate to be a good gambler.â You took your coat, walking away from the table. âHave a good night, Crocodile.â
âOne last deal?â Crocodile was quick to offer. Desperately, you would add. âAnd then we call it.â
You raised the empty box. âI have nothing left to bet.â
And at that, Crocodile saw his last chance of amusing you. âThen letâs bet everything we have.â
Sat down again, chin supported by your palm, you frowned. The wine had started to affect you both. âAnd by that you meanâŠâ
âEverythingâ, Crocodile spread his legs, resting his hook on his thick thigh. You told yourself he was begging for you to stare, but you werenât that sure of it. âEvery chip on this table. Everything on our bodies.â
As he closed his mouth, a part of Crocodile feared his proposition would offend you. It doesnât happen often, but there is a chance he misread your signals.
âIâve been eyeing your rings since I sat hereâ, you wondered out loud. âJust as you been eyeing my dress.â
But to be so straight to the point⊠Crocodile wasnât quite expecting that. It was what he wanted, but to see how you two were connected made harder for him to breath.
Then you sighed.
âAs tempting as it is,â and you were standing again. Crocodile hated to see that. He would hate even more to see you leaving. âIt is also getting late. Like I said, Iâm new to this island.â
âYou have nothing to fearâ, Crocodile bargained. âNot when Iâm around.â
âBut you wonât be around on my way back to the hotel.â
âThen stay hereâ, he offered. You arched an eyebrow. âI donât intent on letting you walk away that easily. Iâm a pirate. Iâm used to taking what I want for myself.â
For an eternity, you both stared into each otherâs eyes. A silent negotiation. His final offering, your final chance of doing the right thing and walking away from danger. You could see his very soul. How it burned just beneath the surface. Crocodile felt the same heat coming from you.
The croupier forced a cough, remind you of his presence. It took much of his strength for Crocodile to not kill him right then and there.
âShuffle the cards and leaveâ, you ordered.
He obeyed. Quickly. You both took a look at your cards sets. A smile died within you. A smirk grew on Crocodileâs face. The moment the croupier closed the exit door, Crocodile showed his hand.
Crocodile looked even bigger than he already was, filled with the confidence of a winner. âFour of a kind.â
Dropping your hand on the table, you were the winner he believed to be. âRoyal flushâ, you smiled. âPretty sure thatâs the highest since weâre not using any wild cards.â
Shock was a good look on Crocodile. After analyzing your cards, his gaze returned to you. âYou said you didnât know how to play.â
âOhâ, you drank the last sip from your glass. âDid I?â
And at your answer, all he could do was laugh. Crocodile ran his hand through his black hair. âYou hustle meâ, he whispered. Crocodile wasnât able to get rid of this genuine smile.
Your laugh was real too. It made Crocodile breath in your scent, get drunk on the sweet sound coming from you. Not a bluff, not an act. It was real, and it only made you more beautiful. âAnd now you have a debt to pay.â
His face darkened, reminding you of who he is. You hustled Crocodile. You hustled Crocodile. You never thought of yourself as a stupid woman, but here you are. For fucks sake. Luffy really is rubbing on you.
Crocodile bended over the table, his broad shoulders creating a shadow over you. His hand grabbed your chairâs arm, his hook moving your chin upwards. A strand of hair fell in front of his orange eyes, and looking into them you felt like a powerless prey about to be ravished.
Face lurking inches above yours, Crocodile smiled devilish. A smile that made you forget about decency, focusing only on the promise of more of him. More of the man that wants to kill you. âEnjoy the showâ, Crocodile whispered.
His blue scarf was the first to be throw away, and neither of you cared about where it would land. His long fingers worked on the buttons of the rumpled black-striped vest, so slowly you almost took it off of Crocodile by yourself.
The peach shirt beneath showed a portion of his wide chest and instead of finally getting rid of it, Crocodile held the leather belt around his waist.
He had so much fun teasing you, admiring how you couldnât look away. A man as handsome must feel entitled to the silent praise. He really thought he was the one in charge, didnât he? And for long enough, Crocodile was.
Youâre a lot of things, but youâre not patient.
Leaning against the chair, you raised your leg. The silver heel brushed against his pants, from down on his ankle until the insides of his thigh. And when your painted nails shined right in front of his crotch, you forced your feet against it.
âStop playing around.â Cocking your head, eyes explored his still covered up body. âDonât make me wait.â
Crocodile grabbed your ankles, calloused hand stroking softly your skin. It wasnât a rough touch, but not less possessive because of it. You put more pressure, making him groan. âYou are insane.â
âAnd why is that?â
âAnyone else would fear meâ, Crocodileâs voice reminded you of velvet and sharp knives. It lingered on your ears. âAnd here you are. Demanding more.â
You sighed, fingers brushing against your lips. That voice⊠it was your last straw. Fighting his hold, you put your foot down on the ground. You grabbed his shirt, pushing him back until Crocodile sat down on his chair again.
He opened his mouth as you sat down on his lap, but you gave him no time to do anything. âYou talk too much.â
Holding the chairâs top rail as leverage, you dive into him. Tooth biting his lower lip, tongue forcing a passage into his warm mouth. Your free hand found a spot on his large neck, bringing Crocodile closer to you. Instead of waiting, you took what you wanted for yourself.
Just like a pirate would.
She isnât fragile, Crocodile thought. She wonât break.
Sinking into you, Crocodile forgot about self-control. He simply ravished you, just like you demanded of him. A wild animal and nothing more. Exploring your mouth as if it was his to control, hand grabbing your soft skin without a care about finesse or decorum. Crocodile pressed his hook against your chest, enjoying how it didnât stop you from moving as you wanted to.
You got him out of that stupidly tight shirt, hands scratching his chest as your hips moved on top of his crotch. He forced you down, putting your whole weight upon himself, and ripped your emerald dress into pieces with his hook.
âYouâll pay for this one.â
It was a complain, but your fingers working to unbutton his pants made clear you couldnât care less. His kisses travelled to your neck, tongue leaving a trail of drool on your shoulder, mouth closing against your nipples. Your fingers intertwined with his hair, encouraging Crocodile to continue.
âI will get you anything you wantâ, he said, voice muffled. He couldnât get away from your body to speak. âYou burn hotter than the fuckin desert.â
No shame, no hesitation. Freed from his pants, you licked your palm before grabbing his cock. You pumped him with zero delicacy, thumb pressing against the dark, sensitive head. Just like everything in Crocodile, it was big enough to make you wonder.
As if he could read you mind, Crocodile slid his hand into your panties. Long fingers explored your lips, precise with every movement. Thumb pressing against your clit, two fingers against your wet slit. His hook brushed against your thigh, arm locking around you to press you down on his fingers.
Your loud moan embarrassed your very soul, but all Crocodile did was laugh. His teeth closed around your neck, biting hard enough to make you whimper. Thatâll mark you for sure. âRide me, honâ.â
With your nails deep into his back, you stretched yourself on Crocodileâs fingers. You bit his earlobe, brushing your face against his as you speed up your movements. In your hand, his cock throbbed. Crocodile was leaking, burning in the same way you do.
âTake what you wantâ, you whispered against his ear. âFuck me already.â
It happened so quickly, you barely understood how he moved. A second before you were on his lap, two fingers deep into your hungry cunt, lips around his ear. Then you were sat on the table, poker chips falling on the floor, Crocodile standing between your legs.
A fucking monster.
Crocodile took his drenched fingers from you, and wasted no time before sucking them clean. He grabbed your thighs, exposing yourself from him. âSheâs deliciousâ, Crocodile stared at your pussy. His fingers pulled your lips apart. âWill get me addicted to her.â
Using your legs, you got him even closer to you. Crocodile grabbed your hair, pulling you into a messy kiss. Fighting against your tongue, he fit the head of his cock into you. You moaned into his mouth.
Moving your heels against his thighs, you forced him inside of you. A stupid decision. Your head collapsed against his shoulder, the entirety of his length touching all the right places. So good, so right, so⊠much.
Crocodile wasnât in that much of a better situation. Eyes closes tightly, lips hanging open as a deep cry escaped. So wet, so warm. Moving slowly, Crocodile chortled. He had no control over his mind anymore.
âDonât you dare stoppingâ, you manage to say. âJust⊠fu-fuck, just like that.â
Deep thrusts as his fingers worked on your clit: Crocodile wouldnât dream of doing anything other than you wanted. He could feel your drool gathering on his shoulder. How your fingers were deep into his forearms, or how the hold of your legs around his waist weakened.
All Crocodile wanted was to make you as addicted to him as he already was to you. To get you to scream his name, begging for more and more. He wanted you to take from him. To get what you wanted. And Crocodile wanted everything you could give him.
Feeling waves of pleasure washing over you, mind empty as a white canvas, you tilted your head back. Eyes half-open, you admired him. His raw lips, face covered in sweat. Marks of lipstick all over his chest, just as deep nail marks and surface scratched. You looked down, watching as he entered you.
âYou are worth way more than eighty million.â
Crocodiled bended, tongue playing with your aching nipple. âAfter my head, honâ?â, he sucked on them. You stroked his hair, enjoying how primal Crocodile looked.
âDo I look insane?â, you moaned.
Crocodile looked into your eyes, face near yours. You placed your arms around his shoulders, but he held you in place. Crocodile simply looked at you. As if there was something new, something he never saw before.
âYou doâ, Crocodile whispered. It felt so intimate. For a moment, you werenât being fucked in an empty casino. For a moment, you two were sharing a secret. âYouâre perfect.â
You melted against him. Lost on your orgasm, you unlearned how to breath. The fact you couldnât think didnât stop Crocodile from kissing you. As you closed around him, Crocodile reached his limit. Tooth deep into your throat, he marked you again.
Tears formed behind your eyes, throat aching as you finally breathed again. You laid your head on his chest, feeling it rising with his unregulated breathes. A firm hand held your waist, his nose stopped in the union of your shoulder and neck. His biting hurt so good, just like your scratches on his skin.
When Crocodile opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was his hand holding onto the table. He looked at the fours rings you said caught your attention. And he saw how there was only one finger lacking a ring.
Insane, Crocodile thought. Sheâs making me insane.
As his hips moved away, a cry left your throat as he emptied your pussy, your legs finally stopped working. Crocodile took his cigar from the ashtray, smoking it for a few seconds. When he released the smoke, you grabbed his chin and made him face you. Inhaling it, you closed your eyes.
Not a second after you let it go, his hand and hook slid beneath your thighs. Effortlessly, Crocodile took you from the table. Your shaken legs closed around his waist as he carried you. âWhat you doing?â
Crocodile finally looked into your eyes again. He smiled, and it was genuinely. âTaking what I want for myself.â
Wow. I really liked it ! The tension was palpable. You know the reader is there for one thing, and they take advantage of him. I liked the little power play, you never know who is bluffing whom. And the ending was chef's kiss. Did they get hustled? Or did he? Damn, it was good. I can't wait to read part two if you ever write one !
âwhy do you read âvarious x reader stories?ââ
first, iâm a narcissist and will not read it if itâs not about me
second, I love the feeling of people liking me
third, I was ignored as a child
Exactly my logic when I imagine myself folded in half by Benn Beckman even though I'm afraid of men, desperately a virgin and low-key hate them
Ao3 does not need an algorithm, you're just lazy
Ao3 does not need a 1-5 star rating system, you just want to bring down authors writing for FREE
Ao3 does not need automatic censorship, it is an archive, therefore anything can be posted
Writing or reading about something illegal does not mean the author nor the reader condones it, if that were true, you could never read a story involving anything negative
Purity culture is ruining fan culture and you all are fucking annoying
Keep your purity kink away from AO3.
i don't WANT to read smut right now
i WANT to read a passionate, poetic, jaw dropping, tears streaking down my face, heart wrenching, giggle inducing, feet kicking, cringy yet amazing, gorgeous story written by someone who apologizes for english not being their first language(they're the best writers ever) which has 4 chapters and then makes me scream because it hasnt been updated in months and the author is mia
stanley pines my beloved
20191009 i like her â simon riley x reader
summary: simon comes home from deployment late at night with no warning. he walks in and finds you sleeping soundly and peacefully on your shared bed.
warnings: not proofread
authors note: sorry if this is a lot like my previous post! iâm working on a logan sfw alphabet too, hope u enjoy!
word count: 0.9k
simon walks down the familiar, concrete path that leads to the house where he finds comfort. his steps are tired and heavy, and his boots stomp slowly on the ground. he places his dirty, gloved hand on the picket fence and opens it, the wood creaks. he closes the short fence behind him and continues to walk closer to where his family would be.
a light hanging above illuminates the white porch, and he steps up the stairs with ease. he grabs a silver key from his pocket and inserts it into the black keyhole, twisting it and slowly opening the door. he steps into the house, untying his laces in the dark and placing the shoes near the door.
he then begins to unbuckle all his gear, taking off multiple pounds of protective clothing. he sighs as he walks to your shared bedroom, wanting to double-check youâre home. he places his hand on the doorknob, twisting and pushing.
simonâs eyes widen but soften when he sees the lamp on your side of the bed, lighting up the room. a book lies on his black shirt that appears so adorable on you, and your hand reaches out to his pillow. your eyes are closed and your head is tilted toward your husbandâs side of the bed, missing the warmth you crave so often.
he grasps the back of his mask and pulls it off, feeling sweaty in his layers of clothing. he knew youâd complain about how youâd have to take a shower, and how youâd have to wash the sheets if he slept in his dirty gear.
he grabs a pair of boxers and grey sweats, tossing both over his shoulder as he makes his way to the bathroom connected to your shared bedroom. he cracks the door open and switches the light on, then strips himself of his clothes. he tosses them on the ground, deciding heâll toss them in the hamper in the morning.
he turns on the shower and takes a quick one, only lasting about 5 minutes. he turns the water off and takes his towel off a hanger, next to yours, and dries himself off. he ties the towel around his waist, and quickly brushes his teeth so he can lay in bed with you, after months of not seeing your face.
he spits the toothpaste out and rinses his mouth, then unties the towel and puts his boxers on. his sweats follow shortly afterward, and he quietly opens the door and turns off the light. his chest warms at the sight of your still body and your chest rising and falling every second.
he twists the ring around his finger, a sign of his vows and his love for you. he slowly climbs into the bed, and you stir in your sleep, causing him to pause in his tracks. he then reaches his arm to your side of the bed, grabbing your book and placing it on your nightstand.
he turns the lamp off with ease, then slowly sinks back into the bed, staring at your lips. heâd do anything for you to wake up in that moment, for you to realize heâs home again. but he knows you need your sleep, and he needs his as well.
so your husband places his head near your chest and wraps an arm around your midsection. he grasps you tightly, yet not enough for you to feel pain. he feels you stir again next to him, and he places his cheek against your skin.
a body is felt next to you, and youâre flooded with confusion. there was no way simon was home yet, he hadnât even called you or texted you in advance. you softly mumble and open your eyes, rubbing them once you see the lamp isnât blinding your vision.
you run your hands against the body next to you, and the back is scarred and hurt. you then know itâs your husband, and he sighs and kisses your side, tightening his arm around you.
âsi?â you mumble, still not fully awake, âyouâre home?â
he nods and moves up so youâre face-to-face, âiâm home, sweetheart.â he places his large, calloused hand on the side of your head, and you swing a leg over his.
he leans into you, pressing his lips against yours. youâre filled with relief and happiness once you feel them against you, after months of not being able to contact him, months of resorting to staring at photos of you and him and cuddling his pillow, which didnât compare to him.
once the two of you pull away from the kiss, you sigh as you yearn for him once again. you pull his body closer to yours and place your chest against his. you then place kisses on his scarred chest, appreciating how heâs finally in your arms.
you fall asleep quicker than you would without your husband, and simon feels your chest breathing against his. he smiles and kisses your forehead, and placing his head above yours. itâs only when youâre asleep, when he feels safe enough to fall into the slumber that would otherwise haunt him if you werenât there.
It was so sweet :)) !!
I need a whole story with Ghost and arranged marriage.
(and hybrids, I love the AU of the fandom about hybrids 141)
Something slow burn, angst where the reader is confident, but with social anxiety, maybe a f!reader?
She's a sacrifice, about to be married to another duke. But here comes a duchy long forgotten, tucked away in the shadow of the mountains, ruled by a mysterious Duke no one had seen in years.
A Ghost.
His name was Simon Riley, a widower, burdened with loss and cloaked in rumors. They said his heart was as dead as his wife, that a curse had taken not only her but every bit of warmth that could ever live in him. And so, when the black carriage came for you, no one in your village dared to offer you comfort.
You were the sacrificeâthe black sheep sent to marry the Duke, an arranged match born out of fear, not love. Your family had seen you as expendable, a lamb to slaughter to secure their own futures.
You were confident in your spirit but burdened with the knowledge that your body didnât fit the delicate mold others expected. (no one had courted you)
You never thought yourself beautiful, never thought you could inspire anything but pity or rejection. But it didnât matter, did it? You werenât meant for love. You were meant to survive.
When you arrived at the Dukeâs castle, the silence that greeted you felt heavy, as if the very stones were holding their breath.
Simon Riley stood before you, a towering figure wrapped in shadows, with eyes that seemed carved from stoneâcold, distant, and full of secrets.
He did not look at you the way men often did; there was no curiosity, no warmth, no appraisal. Instead, he seemed to be waiting, as if bracing for some inevitable end.
He didn't marry you for love, but because of his curse. Simon was fated to die within a year, and he needed someone to care for his kingdom and use their connections to maintain peace with other realms.
His people were not human, at least not fully. The hybrids, part-beast, part-man, served him with loyalty forged from some unspoken bond. There was Soap, whose wolf-like nature caused him to prowl the castle grounds in restless energy. Gaz, whose wings glinted like silver in the moonlight, was ever watchful, guarding the castleâs gates. And Price, the fiercest of them all, his dragon wings scorched from endless battles, often returned to you for healing.
You became their caretaker, stitching their wounds, reading old texts on werewolves to understand Soapâs habits, and joking with Gazâs children when they visited.
Slowly, you found your place in this strange, otherworldly family.
And yet, Simon remained distant, an enigma wrapped in silence and sorrow.
He never sought your company, never looked for you, never asked for more than the duty of your presence.
He was a Duke, cursed and broken, and you were his sacrifice, meant to ensure his survival, not his happiness.
Days turned into months, and the weight of your loneliness pressed into your chest like a slow, relentless ache. You gave and gaveâyour time, your care, your heartâuntil you had little left for yourself. And one night, it became too much.
The walls of your room, once a sanctuary, closed in on you, and you cried. The sobs came softly at first, but then they grew louder, filling the quiet darkness with your grief, your exhaustion, your sense of never being enough.
Simon heard you.
He came to you in the dead of night, silent as a shadow, and found you curled up in the corner, tears staining your cheeks. He knelt beside you, his hand trembling as he reached for you, as if he wasnât sure how to touch something so fragile. When his fingers brushed your skin, it was like a shiver of warmth had broken through the icy armor he wore.
âIt means nothing,â he whispered, his voice rough and deep. He was speaking to himself as much as to you. âComforting you means nothing.â
But his hands told a different story. He cradled you gently, pulling you into his chest, and for the first time, you felt his heart beating against yours. He held you, whispering words you couldnât fully understand, telling himself that this was just duty, that you were just another sacrifice for his throne. But you both knew the truth.
He had fallen.
Bit by bit, Simon let you in, let you see the man behind the Duke, the man who had lost so much. He had never hoped for loveânot after losing his wife, not after the curse had taken everything from him. But there you were, taking care of his people, offering comfort without expecting anything in return. And in the quiet moments, when you would tend to Priceâs wings or read to Soap, Simon would watch you, a strange ache building in his chest.
He had fallen, and it was too late.
But Simonâs curse was not the only one. Another hybrid, König, appeared at the castle one day, his presence unsettling. He was larger, more menacing than the others, and his eyes lingered on you in a way that made your skin crawl. There was something in his gaze, something dark and possessive, that told you he was not just another visitor.
And then, you were gone.
On the day Simon was to meet his deathâa death foretold by the curseâyou were not there. He searched for you, frantic, the coldness of his impending doom creeping up his spine. But you were nowhere to be found.
König had taken you, hoping to break the curse for himself, hoping to claim you as his own. But what König didnât know, what no one knew, was that you had the power to break the curseânot just for Simon, but for another. You were the key, the sacrifice whose heart could unlock the chains binding these cursed men.
But Simon⊠Simon had already decided.
He would not let you sacrifice yourself again. He had watched you give and give until there was nothing left for yourself. He had heard your cries in the dead of night, felt the weight of your despair. And now, he was ready to curse himselfâfor you. He was ready to bind his heart to yours, to live an eternity of torment, meeting you again and again across lifetimes if thatâs what it took. He would endure the curse, relive the pain, as long as it meant you would be free.
And as Simon drew his last breath, his heart shatteredânot from the curse, but from love. His love for you, the woman who had given so much, the woman he had fallen for too late.
And in the distance, far from the castle, you felt it. The weight of his sacrifice. The bittersweet ache of love lost, of a heart cursed not by magic but by fate.
You wept, not for yourself, but for himâfor the man who had loved you in silence, in shadows, and in sacrifice. And as the winds whispered through the mountains, carrying his name on the air, you knew he was gone.
But Simon⊠Simon would return.
Again and again, across lifetimes. Searching for you. Loving you.
Even if it was too late.
Centuries later, he stood frozen, eyes locked on the new translator stepping onto the base. Your smile was polite, a stranger's greeting, but his heart ached as the weight of lifetimes crashed over him.
"You're back," he whispered, his voice trembling with emotion.
Yet, your eyes held no recognitionâyou didnât remember him.
Yeah, I need a fic like that. 10 chapters, where I cry because damn, this man deserves happiness and so does the reader...
And bonus if the reader is on the fat, chubby side , because I need to see more of that.
show your tits to assert dominance
"Dance with me" + 141 x reader
Gaz, Soap, Ghost, Price
(Sorry in advance for my mistakes, English is not my mother tongue. So sorry if it's badly written or if they're OOC.)
GAZ :
â Congratulations, Garrick, you whispered.
He barely heard you. Honestly, you doubted he even knew your name. Soldiers, especially those in special forces, rarely paid attention to the cooks unless they wanted an extra helping. At those times, flattery became almost a routine game.
But Kyle⊠Kyle had always been different. Â
He was the only one who gave you a genuine smile when you served him. The only one who would chat with you, arrive early to help in the kitchen, and stay late to clean up.
Kyle had been there. Â
In that endless cycle of meals, dawns, and dusks, he remained. So at the medal ceremony, you had hoped, just for once, to step into the light with him, to talk without the barrier of those ridiculous hairnets.
But Kyle was standing there, a companion on his arm, and suddenly, you felt utterly foolish. Â
Where you had hoped for a slow dance, it turned out you were just tap-dancing alone.
So, after everyone else had offered their congratulations, you added your own, feeling a wave of shame wash over you, making you sweat. That knot in your stomach tightened as the lights grew blinding, every gaze seemed to pierce through you, and everything felt absurd.
You felt absurd. Â
With that stupid outfit that was too tight, a tie that was too blue, shoes that were too shiny. Anxiety crept in and took hold, forcing you into an unwilling dance. Desperately, you tried to calm yourself, to find an escape, a place with fewer people. The door seemed so far away. Your vision blurred. And thenâŠ
Fresh air hit you. Â
Finally outside, you sat down. Everything was swirling inside you. You wanted to cry. But you couldnât even manage that, as your boss appeared.
â The caterer is late; get in the kitchen, we canât ruin the evening.
So you resumed your dance: uniform, hairnet, apron, safety shoes. What you thought was a duet was clearly just a solo. Â
Peeling carrots and chopping vegetables, you listened to the barked orders with the other kitchen staff.
The food was enough to satisfy everyoneâs patience, and the caterer eventually arrived.
Alone, you scrubbed the floors. Â
You were the only volunteer anyway. Searching for crumbs, cockroaches, or dirt, you scrubbed until your knees ached and bled.
â Arenât you at the party?
Kyle was there. Of course.
â I was.
â Oh, Iâ
â Donât worry about it. There were a lot of people, we probably just missed each other.
A lie. Â
You had seen him, had even spoken to him. But to him, you hadnât even existed.
â Yeah, I... Sorry they made you work.
â Itâs fine. Itâs a nice change from the usual rations.
â Yeah... I guess so.
An awkward silence fell between them, the first one they had ever shared.
â I feel like somethingâs off, admitted Gaz.
â Off? How do you mean?
â Thereâs this tension... Did I do something wrong?
No. Â
You knew you couldnât blame him; it was your own fault.
â No, nothing like that... How was the party? I mean, youâll probably get promoted soon.
â It was nice. There was even a ball.
You knew that. Â
You had gone there hoping for a dance.
â Really? Who did you dance with, Garrick?
â A childhood friend. I didnât want to ask someone I didnât know well.
Oh. Â
So⊠you werenât even considered a friend. Just an acquaintance.
â I hope they didnât get too bored.
â They ended up in the infirmary.
â Oh, what happened?
â I⊠Iâm a terrible dancer, and letâs just say my weight isnât exactly light when it lands on a foot.
â You broke their foot?
â No, itâs notâ
You burst out laughing.
â Stop making fun of me, he said, though he couldnât help but smile.
â Sorry, but you can hit targets from a distance, and three steps are too much for you?
â Iâm just not good at ballroom dancing.
â So what would you have preferred? The Macarena?
â Maybe.
â I can totally picture Price doing that.
He grinned.
â But⊠if I had been better at dancing, I wouldâve asked someone else, anyway, he admitted.
â Asked them what?
â To go with me.
â Oh.
â I just didnât want what happened tonight to happen, and then we wouldnât talk anymore.
â Theyâd be silly to let that come between you.
â You think?
â Yeah.
â So⊠can I assume youâre not silly?
â Why are youâ
Oh. Â
â You wanted to invite me.
â Yeah.
â ButâŠ
â The dance was mandatory, and I didnât want to embarrass you. Iâd rather embarrass myself.
â Why didnât you say anythingâŠ
â I didnât have the chance.
â ...Well, Iâm not sure Iâm convinced. I mean⊠dating someone who canât dance? you teased.
â I can do the Macarena.
â Go on, then.
And slowly, in the kitchen, with his phone blasting the tune, Kyle started dancing, and under their shared laughter, you realized this might just be the dance he preferred after all.
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SOAPÂ :
Soap gave you a slightly unsteady grin.
â I missed you, he murmured, his words slurred.
You shook your head, watching him struggle to redo his shoelaces with clumsy fingers.
â Johnny, you're drunk, you said, a glint of amusement in your eyes.
â Maybe⊠but I still missed you. Best roommate in the world.
â I'm the only one, you replied, laughing softly.
â That's why you're the best, he said, giving you a clumsy wink.
You handed him a glass of water, a gentle smile on your lips.
â Drink this, and I'll fix you something to eat.
â Thatâs why you're my favorite.
â How was your night? you asked as you busied yourself in the kitchen.
â L.T. dared me.
â And of course, you accepted.
â Naturally.
â And got your ass handed to you, didn't you?
â Hm, he mumbled, a bit embarrassed.
He finally managed to sit down, struggling to stay upright.
â You know⊠I've never seen you dance, he said suddenly.
â What? you responded, surprised by the comment.
â I've never seen you dance. Itâs a shame.
â I'm not really the type to go out dancing, you know that.
â Yeah⊠He thought for a moment, then added, We could dance right here, right now.
â And why would we do that? you asked with a curious smile.
â Because I want to see you differently. To feel you close to me.
â Johnny, you see me every day, you said, laughing softly.
â Itâs not the same. This way, I could really see your eyes up close, smell your coconut shampooâŠ
â You already know all that, you replied gently.
â Yeah, but living it is different. I could touch you, feel your heartbeat, your hands on me⊠just you and me.
You looked at him for a moment, touched by his vulnerability.
â Youâre really drunk, you murmured tenderly.
â Just one dance, he insisted, almost pleading.
â One dance?
He stood up with a bit of effort, swaying slightly but determined. He reached for your hands and pulled you close. The world around them seemed to blur into a haze.
Each step was awkward, each movement hesitant, but nothing could shatter the bubble they had created. To him, this was a precious, almost sacred moment.
As his eyelids grew heavy, he let himself relax into your arms, finding a sense of peace and contentment.
They shuffled in the confined space of the kitchen, their movements creating an unsteady rhythm that was as endearing as it was clumsy. You held him close, guiding his steps with a gentle hand on his back. The light of the overhead bulb cast a soft glow, illuminating the warmth of their shared moment.
The kitchen, usually bustling with the mundane tasks of everyday life, had transformed into a quiet, intimate space where time seemed to stand still.
The clatter of pots and pans was replaced by the gentle rustle of their clothing and the soft shuffle of their feet on the tiled floor. The contrast between the chaos of the night and this tender, private dance was stark but comforting.
Soapâs head rested against your shoulder, and you could feel the steady rise and fall of his breathing, the comforting rhythm of a heartbeat that mirrored your own.
There was something deeply satisfying about this moment of stillness amidst the chaos.
His breathing, slow and steady, was a soothing reminder of their connection. The way he relaxed into you, his body melting against yours, spoke volumes more than words ever could.
As they continued to sway together, you could sense the vulnerability and trust in his movements.
His occasional missteps and the way he leaned into you for support only highlighted the depth of his feelings. Despite the awkwardness, there was an undeniable grace to their danceâa testament to their bond and the quiet understanding they shared.
â Youâll dance with me again, wonât you? he murmured, half-asleep.
â Weâll see tomorrow, you whispered, guiding him gently to the couch.
He collapsed from exhaustion, instantly drifting into a deep sleep, still wrapped in the memory of their dance.
As the first light of dawn began to creep through the window, you moved about the kitchen, preparing breakfast with a newfound sense of tranquility. The rhythmic chopping of vegetables and the gentle sizzle of food in the pan were soothing. You stole glances at Soap, who was still deep in sleep, his breathing even and calm. There was something deeply satisfying about this morning routine, a feeling of normalcy and peace that you hadnât realized youâd missed
The comforting aroma of breakfast filled the kitchen, mingling with the faint scent of whiskey that still clung to the air. The contrast between the warmth of the kitchen and the cold light of dawn outside created a sense of cozy isolation. You moved with practiced ease, your actions steady and deliberate, a quiet testament to the care you took in your daily routines.
Eventually, Soap stirred, his eyes fluttering open with the kind of groggy confusion that only a hangover can bring. He squinted in the light, struggling to get his bearings. When he finally registered your presence, he gave you a tired, lopsided smile.
â What I said last night⊠I meant it, he murmured. And this time, you canât say Iâm drunk.
â TechnicallyâŠ
â Technically, Iâd love to kiss you and ask for another dance.
â You stepped on my feet more than twenty times last night.
â I knowâŠ
â And you reeked of whiskey.
â âŠ
â Not to mention your snoring that kept me up all night.
â Okay, so Iâm not perfectâŠ
â But despite all that, I enjoyed our dance.
â Really?
â Even if choosing Blue Da Ba Dee for a slow dance was a terrible idea.
â That was me?!
â Yep.
â Damn⊠Let me make it up to you, he said, dropping to his knees in front of you.
You laughed, amused by his dramatic gesture, then knelt down in front of him, running a gentle hand through his hair.
â Alright, one more dance.
â One more dance, he repeated, a smile spreading across his face.
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GHOST :Â
The room gradually fell into silence, despite the constant chatter of the journalists on the screen. No one was really paying attention to the news broadcast. Simon was staring at his still fresh cuts, watching the red darken to brown.
â Want to dance? he asked, finally breaking the silence.
You looked up, surprised, then let out a small laugh.
â Dance? Now?
â Yes, now.
He reached out his hand to you. You hesitated, then finally placed yours in his. Exhausted, you let yourself lean against him. Simon picked out a vinyl, and soft music filled the room as they swayed slowly from side to side. He felt your warm breath against his neck, your body seeking refuge in his arms. His hand, still trembling, held yours tightly.
â Youâre stiff as a board, you murmured with a smile.
â Iâm managing, he replied, slightly offended.
â Itâs like you have two left feet. Relax a bit, you added, a playful grin on your lips.
Simon couldn't help but smile inwardly. He had missed that smile so muchâ the real one, the one that made your eyes sparkle and your dimples appear, a stark contrast to the hollow gaze he had seen recently.
â Itâs all over, you whispered.
You wasnât talking about the dance.
â Yes, itâs all over.
Neither was he.
â Will I ever be able to dance again? you asked, doubt creeping into your voice.
To love. To love again.
A few weeks ago, Simon had returned from a grueling mission, only to find your home surrounded by police. The sight of the flashing lights and the presence of uniformed officers had sent his mind spiraling into a whirlpool of fear and dread. He imagined the worst, his thoughts racing with the possibility that his desire to keep you close had ultimately endangered you. He had feared that, like so many others before you, you might have been irreparably damaged by his choices.
ButâŠ
Under the harsh, unforgiving lights of the police cars, he had found no body, no immediate evidence of a catastrophic event. Yet, when he had seen you amidst the broken glass and the wreckage of their lives, you were nothing more than a shadow of the vibrant person you once were. Your eyes were vacant, the walls bore the scars of a recent trauma, and the TV was stuck on a loop, replaying the same game over and over, as if it were mocking the endless cycle of their suffering. The word "Sorry" was scrawled repeatedly, a haunting echo of remorse and helplessness.
.
Simon had understood the weight of the moment. With a gentle hand, he had helped you up from the floor, guiding you through the aftermath with a steadfast determination. He had been by your side for every medical appointment, every police report, and every painful statement. His presence was a constant, unwavering support as they navigated the wreckage of their lives together. Gradually, they began to live together, two lost souls seeking something more as they danced together that night.
A home, a dream, a soul?
No, it seemed they were searching for something more elusiveâa ghost of their former selves, the remnants of a life that once held promise and joy.
â Iâll be here for you, Simon said softly.
â Then you better improve your dancing, you retorted with a hint of teasing.
â I promise, he murmured.
If becoming a dance master was what it took to help you rediscover the rhythm of life, then he was willing to dance for you, over and over. For he knew that no day should be spent with a heart broken by another. As they continued to sway to the music, the simple act of dancing became a symbol of their shared commitment to healing and moving forward. It was a testament to their resilience and to the enduring hope that, despite the pain, they could still find solace and joy in each otherâs arms.
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PRICE :Â
The flames in the fireplace crackled softly, casting shadows across the now-empty room. The guests had left long ago. John approached you slowly, deliberately, sliding his arms around your waist. He took a deep breath, letting your unique scentâsomething distinctly youâfill his senses, anchoring him in the present moment. The weariness of the past two months seemed to melt away as he embraced you. Finally, he was home.
âSomething on your mind?, you asked, a hint of amusement in your familiar tone. It was a sound he had missedâsomething about your tone always made him feel like everything would be alright.
âI missed our date, he replied, a trace of regret in his voice.
âYou've been on a mission for two months, John. I didnât expect you to show up every Friday night for our little routines, you said, your laughter soft and genuine, like a soothing balm to his frayed nerves. The light in your eyes, though, told him that you understood more than you let on.
âI could have tried.
âAnd how would that go? 'Hey guys, hold on a sec, I need to leave for a romantic date with my partner?"
âI'm sure I couldâve convinced them, he said with a smirk.
You burst out laughing, shaking your head.
âMaybe, but I doubt El Sinombre would have agreed.
âProbably not, he admitted, his tone softening as he pulled you closer, But I couldnât give you those moments that are just for us.
âJohn, you sent me more than enough money; don't worry about that.
âThatâs not the kind of moments I meant, he said gently, his fingers tracing light circles on your arms, the touch both tender and reassuring. His caress was a silent promise of the moments yet to come.
âOh...
âI love our dates, all those little memories. I remember the day a stray dog pushed me into a pond, or the time you ended up with cream on your nose at the restaurant, He chuckled softly, the memory of those times clearly cherished.
âAnd which oneâs your favorite?, you asked, turning to face him.
Their faces were just inches apart, their lips almost touching, but neither gave in to the temptation. It was a game, a silent challenge.
âOur wedding day, he finally said.
âThat wasnât a date, you replied with a playful smile.
âIt was, on the dance floor.
âOh, that moment...
You remembered how John had surprised you, revealing that he had secretly taken dance lessons for months. That slow dance had transported you, as if the whole world had disappeared, leaving just the two of them, their steps perfectly in sync, their love shining like a star.
âI canât even remember the steps, you confessed softly.
âLet me remind you, he whispered in your ear, his breath warm against your skin. The intimacy of his voice and the proximity of his body sent a shiver down your spine, making the room feel even cozier.
With infinite tenderness, he gently took your hands, his rough fingers guiding you with a careful precision that spoke of countless hours spent perfecting their dance. As he began to lead you through each step, humming the tune from their wedding, you felt a wave of emotion wash over you. A tender smile lit up your face, and you looked up at him, your heart swelling with love and gratitude.
âI love you, you finally whispered.
âI love you too,he replied with a sincerity that warmed your heart.
Slowly, the lights around them seemed to dim, the room growing tranquil as the dance came to an end. They stood there, wrapped in each other's arms, their hearts beating in harmony. The fire continued to crackle softly in the fireplace, casting a warm glow over them as the night settled into a peaceful calm. In that serene moment, surrounded by the remnants of their love and shared memories, they found solace in each otherâs presence, cherishing the quiet beauty of their reunion.
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my favorite version of ghost is when the author describes him having a fucked up face, broken nose improperly set, chipped and missing teeth, scars everywhere, cleft lip, acne+acne scars. grabby hands. gimme
fwb!johnny who fell for you on accident. it was just sex, and that was a rule you enforced from the beginning. you werenât ready for a relationship and you wanted careless fun, which you found in johnny.
at first, he was fine with the arrangement. no strings, no attachments, it sounded perfect for a busy man like him. he couldnât give you the world like most people wanted in a partner. so he settled. and he was fine with it.
until he began to notice you. the beauty marks that scattered your skin. the faint scars you gained from childhood adventures. the way your smile formed crinkles in your eyes.
it started off small before it consumed him whole. he was enraptured with you. it was no longer just sex for him, he wanted to be with you.
when the bottled feelings eventually cracked one night while he laid in bed with you, naked bodies entwined with one another, you became distant. cold. you reminded him of your arrangement, telling him he needed to cut off the feelings for the better, for both of you.
johnny feared losing you, so he agreed. he didnât have it in him to cut off the sex, knowing that if he did, heâd lose the one person who made him feel alive rather than simply surviving. existing. so he sucked it up and drowned in his own sorrowful, unrequited adoration.
he loved you like a dog, and when you called, he came. where you went, he followed. if you asked him to jump, heâd ask how high. a dog was loyal to the owner of its heart, and johnny was no better than a mutt.
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Brick by Brick: chapter 1
And like a dog who's learned a new trick Simon rings your bell the next day. Wasn't happy with how he left it, and wasn't that faucet leaking? He's got plenty of spare wood in his shed, don't you worry. What's that about the boiler making a weird noise? He'll take a look at it, might have something for the draft in the hallway too. Pay him? What are you talking about, he does stuff like this for fun. Don't sweat it, love. Just hand him that wrench.
tags: construction worker simon/neighbour reader
Summer is the worst time of year for construction work outside. Up early before the birds are awake to try and beat the heat, arriving on site at six or earlier with bleary eyes and creaky joints from the day before. It means coming home at four or five with lots of day left to get through yet without the will or energy to do anything beside shower, eat, watch some telly, and sleep.Â
The pay is good and it beats sitting in a cramped office all day, but when Simon gets home with aching knees and the thrum of a headache at the back of his skull it's hard to remember why on Earth he chose the career he's in. He's drenched in sweat, large dark patches adorning his pits and back.Â
It's one of those days where very little can make him stray from his commute straight to home to collapse into his big falling-apart chair, but today it's not really up to him. A large moving truck blocks his driveway. The faded company logo against dirty white overtakes the entire view of his windshield, though Simon can see the back doors are still swung open. No one to attend to it, though.Â
Simon noticed the FOR SALE! sign had gone, of course. Remembers feeling vaguely pleased, even, that the home next to his wouldn't be empty anymore, because he of all people knows exactly how quickly places can fall apart without anyone tending to it. But right now all he feels is tired, and hot, and really fucking annoyed. Just when he's clicked his belt loose to get out of the car and see if the dolt belonging to the truck is anywhere to be found, voices carry from the open front door.Â
â...last. I'm afraid it's a little heavy, though, so maybe we should get the boxes out first?âÂ
And out steps the sweetest little thing he's ever seen. Hair tied up, tight little top, and shorts that give him ample view of your legs. Â
Maybe summer's not so bad after all.Â
You're talking to a bloke wearing a uniform that matches the moving truck and who looks flushed in the face from exertion. As soon as you clock Simon's car, though, you stop mid-sentence in surprise, and then quickly walk to him, brows furrowed apologetically.Â
âOh, I'm so sorryâyou're trying to get past us, aren't you?â Simon gives you a nod, and you turn back to the mover. âWould you mind moving the truck up a little? I don't want it to be in the way.âÂ
There's precious little parking space ahead, so Simon rolls down his window and calls out to you, âJusâ backing up a few yards sâfine.â He gestures to his driveway so you know that's where he's headed, and you flash him a smile and a thumbs-up in understanding.Â
The truck is moved, Simon parks his car, and you pull another heavy-looking box from the cube. You never reach your new doorstep with it; Simon steps in and lifts it from your hands. You blink up at him, lashes fluttering sweetly with surprise. âOhâare you sure? It's heavy...!âÂ
One corner of Simon's mouth tugs up. Tired as he is it weighs next to nothing, and he can't resist holding it with one arm, holding out the other.Â
âCan take ânother if you need.âÂ
You laugh and assure him this is quite enough, then jog back to the truck while Simon pushes past the half-open door to his new neighbour's home.Â
It's a mess, of course. Piles of boxes, scattered furniture, rolled-up carpets. Simon puts the box down in the living room, then saunters back outside to lift another from your hands. He does the same with the couch; the mover is struggling and Simon doesn't trust him not to let it fall and crash. And you're such a little thing. Just doesn't feel right, watching you rush around and struggle without stepping in.Â
With Simon's help it's quick work. The mover thanks Simon before driving off, but he's not really listening. There's much more important things to pay attention to.Â
You're pretty. Cheeks flushed from exertion, breathing hard, flyaway hairs from your ponytail sticking up in odd directions. Simon has to suppress the urge to smooth them away.Â
"Thanks so much for the help,â you tell him earnestly. âI'm sorry we were in the wayâwe thought we'd have a little more time before people started coming home from work.âÂ
âSâalright,â Simon says. It's nearing evening, now, the sky above you glowing in pale pink and oranges hues. The little smatter of trees across from you rustles with a gust of summer wind. Â
You introduce yourself and insist on giving Simon your number âin case there's ever anything you need.â Simon's more concerned about a young woman living all on her own but takes your number all the same, watching your pretty little fingers tap it in on his phone.Â
âI mostly work from home, but I'm very quiet and boring,â you tell him with a smile. âYou don't have to worry about noise.âÂ
For some reason that isn't the selling point it should be. When Simon stands inside his hallway, house empty and dark and quiet, he wishes he still lived in a shitty apartment with thin walls on the bad side of Manchester. Maybe then he'd hear your footsteps, or better yet, your voice. Instead the only thing waiting for him at home is silence. Heavy and thick, where he's ripped away from sweet sunshine and plunged underwater.Â
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Simon is halfway to falling asleep on the couch when the bell rings. He groans, drags a hand over his face, and glances up at the TV. The football match is still going. The camera pans over a cheering crowd, their cries distant and quiet.Â
He mutes the thing entirely and heaves himself up to open the door. Swear to God, if this is the fucking salesman again...Â
âHi there.âÂ
You give Simon a little finger wave, your other hand cradling a round oven dish. When you shift on your feet the protective foil on top rustles noisily.Â
You look a little more put together than you did yesterdayârested, showered, fed. Just as pretty.Â
Although, speaking of fed...Â
âAlright?â Simon asks, eyes on the oven pan. He's only catching a faint whiff of something, but whatever it is smells really fucking good. His stomach reminds him that the only thing in his fridge are a couple cans of beer. Â
You nod and lift the dish with a shy little grin. âYeah. Um. I wanted to say thanks again, for yesterday. And I wanted to test out my oven, so...âÂ
You hold the dish out for him to take. Simon's fingers brush yours, large meaty paws easily twice the size of your own. When he peels back the foil you add, âShepherd's pie. I thought about cookies, but I wasn't sure if you'd like those.âÂ
The scent hits him, then, rich and hearty and buttery smooth. The dish is still a little warm.Â
Fuck. When was the last time he ate something homemade?Â
âNo, I'll eat anything,â he says, suddenly feeling a little self-conscious. He hasn't showered yet. Must look a nightmare. Does he stink? âThanks.âÂ
Your whole face lights up, and Simon's neck feels hot. He averts his eyes to avoid your gaze and pretends to inspect the pie instead. Jesus, what is he, twelve? âI'm glad. I'll leave you to it, then.âÂ
Dâyou want to come in for a drink? Â
It's on the tip of his tongue, but he can't get the words out quite right and gives you a brusque nod, watching you walk back to your own home before closing his door all the way.Â
He eats at his kitchen table and finishes the whole thing in one go. Chases bits of flakey crust with his finger, licks up every leftover crumb. The meat is tender and juicy and for a while after the only things he smells is golden-brown potatoes seasoned with rosemary.Â
He mourns it when it's gone, of course. Has half a mind to go over right now and ask if your cooking is for hireâSimon can't remember the last time he felt satisfied. When he ate not just for the sake of fuel or convenience but because someone wanted him to have something nice, something special. Is it special? Is he special? Are you going around the neighbourhood handing out cookies and pies to just anyone?Â
Simon's sigh is loud in the silence and sticks to the kitchen walls.Â
The pre-made frozen meals are fine, of course. Empty plastic containers fill up the rubbish bin. They're easy and cheap and most days Simon's glad just to have something warm in his stomach. Â
And yet.Â
The next day Simon stands at your door at six in the evening sharp, holding the clean dish in his hands. You invite him in for a cup of tea, because unlike him you have good manners, and you sheepishly apologise for the stacks of boxes everywhere.Â
âSâalright,â Simon says, carefully manoeuvring around a large pile of books. âI don't mind.âÂ
And he doesn't, though he does feel like a bull in a china shop. Large and much too coarse for the little tea cup you hand him while the kettle whistles on the stove.Â
âI'm afraid I don't have much to go with it,â you say with a flutter of your hands. âDo you like ginger snaps? I think I've got a pack somewhere.âÂ
You don't wait for his answer and pry open one of the cupboards. First come the ginger snaps, then the box of Earl Grey, which you hold up to him with a triumphant smile. âUnpacked the important stuff first.âÂ
Simon frowns and jerks his chin to the cupboard. âSâit stuck?âÂ
âOhâyeah. They all are.â You give the wood a little knock. âIt'll take me some time to get to fixing everything. The house went for a good price, but only âcause it needs some love.â You give him a rueful smile and get up, wiping your hands on your thighs. âI'm not all that handy, so I'll have to take it bit by bit.âÂ
Simon rises before you finish your sentence. "Let me see.âÂ
âOh, no, it's okay. It's not a big deal, reallyââÂ
Simon crouches down, slowly, to spare his knees, and tests the hinges. The wood is rotten in certain places, the hinges old and rusted. Rather than fixing it up it should be replaced entirely. You really better had gotten this place for good money, because this will take more than a bit of elbow grease to repair. He prods at the hinges, tuts, and looks up at you.Â
âReady to fall apart, this one. You said they're all like this?âÂ
You nod, worry creasing your brow. âIâyes. Well, the kitchen is. The bathroom seems alright. Is it worse than I thought?âÂ
âMight be. You have anyone look at this?âÂ
You shake your head. âI'm starting to feel silly about it now, but I was going to look up how to do it myself.âÂ
Simon straightens. âI'll go get my kit.âÂ
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It's not as bad as he feared. Two cabinets need tearing down completely, but the others are worth saving. Simon warns you the repair job will fuck the wood, but you tell him it's no problem; you'll paint over it anyway.Â
You feed him tea and ginger snaps while he works, asking him several times if he wouldn't like a break, hasn't he done a lot already? You feel terrible about having him work on his day off. Didn't he say he worked construction? He must be so tired, poor man. You insist he stay for dinner. âYou've been so helpfulâit's the least I could do.âÂ
Simon takes a breather to watch you cook. Chicken, pasta, summer salad. The sun sinks lower and hits you straight on from the kitchen window, painting the edges of you a dazed red-gold. An angel's halo.Â
âYou big on reading, then?âÂ
You turn down the heat and put a lid over the pan to join him at the table. Simon's eyeing the many books strewn about on top of boxes that say âpansâ and âkitchen suppliesâ. Le Morte DâArthur. Histories of the Kings of Britain. Beowulf. There's even one that prompts a vague, long-forgotten memory from his school daysâ The Canterbury Tales. Â
âI am. Always have been.â You nod to the books. âI teach at universityâmedieval literature. But I'm working on my own research on the side.âÂ
Simon lets out a low whistle. His pretty bird is a clever one. Smarter than him, that's for sure. He might be big and strong but he's got bricks for brains.Â
That's what his dad always used to say, anywayâthat he's stupid. Those always were his kinder moments.Â
âThat explains all the books yâgot.âÂ
âThere sure are a lot of them, aren't there? I swear moving really makes you realise just how much stuff you own...â You shake your head. âI'll have to get a bigger bookcase.âÂ
âThink it's impressive.âÂ
Your eyes crinkle with a smile. âNot as impressive as knowing how to fix my cabinets! I don't know how I would've managed by myself.â You hop up from your seat to check the food, then ask over your shoulder, âIs that something you do a lot for work, too? Carpentry and the like?âÂ
Simon shakes his head. âWe do the heavy lifting. Clearing a place out, laying the foundation. Johnnyâmy coworker, he's mostly on machinery. Kyle does transport and plumbing. I do the heavier handiwork.âÂ
You hum and start plating the food while asking him more questions. Is the pay good? Is his boss fair? Are his coworkers nice?Â
Price's fairly strict is what he is, Simon answers, and you laugh again. He likes that. Likes that he gets you to do that.Â
He wolfs down a plate of his pasta and devours the chicken. It's fragrant, roasted with lemon and thyme, bursts between his teeth. He tells you more about Johnny, that he's a cocky bastard who likes playing with electricity way too much, but that he's also a loyal friend. That he's a hard workerâthat all of them are.Â
When his plate is empty and he's eyeing what's left in the pans you push them closer without saying anything, and prompt him to tell you about that time a plumbing line exploded and Kyle got soaked from tip to toe in disgusting gunk. He smelt like sewage water for weeks.Â
Simon doesn't even realise how much he's talked until his throat starts feeling rougher than usual. You make it easy somehow. If he'd thought you would look down on him because of your own job he needn't have worried. You're not at all like what he imagines when he thinks of professors, none of the stuffy superiority complex he's used to weathering when people find out all he does all day is chafe his fingers on hard cement. Â
Maybe you're just good at faking it, but he doubts it. The sparkle in your eyes when you listen to him so intently has to be real.Â
You send him home with a warm thanks and dessert, and Simon feels something in his chest lurch when you peer up at him through your lashes in the doorway, smiling and sweet. Can't remember the last time he went out for dates. Can't remember having the time or energy for it.Â
And like a dog who's learned a new trick Simon rings your bell the next day. Wasn't happy with how he left it, and wasn't that faucet leaking? He's got plenty of spare wood in his shed, don't you worry. What's that about the boiler making a weird noise? He'll take a look at it, might have something for the draft in the hallway too.Â
Pay him? What are you talking about, he does stuff like this for fun. Don't sweat it, love. Just hand him that wrench.Â
There are days when it's hard, of course. Simon is only human, and spending days and days on sizzling hard concrete would wring anyone dry. The project is coming along nicely, but at the height of summer there's plenty of times when even the promise of your smile isn't enough to keep him from falling asleep on his couchâoften on an empty stomach.Â
But during the weekends he rings your bell dutifully. Six oâclock becomes something sacred in his mind, sweet relief after praying on his knees for hours smoothing out cement. It gets to the point where he turns down Friday drinks with the guys more than once because he's got something to go home for now, his pretty little bird that's never once mentioned a boyfriend of any kind.Â
âYou really should let me pay you.âÂ
Simon gives you a look before pushing his large shoulders further into the cabinet under the bathroom sink. âShould be the one payinâ you. I know I'm doubling your grocery bill.âÂ
He eats more at your place than his own these days. It gives him incentive to rush through a shower, dress like something resembling a human, then wait at your doorstep to be let in. Wagging tail and everything.Â
Your cheeks darken and you duck your head. âNo, um... It makes me happy. To see you eat my cooking, I mean,â you confess a little shyly. âI feel like I'm the one getting everything out of this. I hope I'm not keeping you fromâfrom spending time at home, or with your family.âÂ
âSâjust me, love.â Simon pauses, pretends to inspect the pipes. âLess you don't want me coming âround anymore.âÂ
âNo, no,â you say hastily. âNo, I likeâI like the company. Really.â Your voice softens. âAnd I'm not just saying that because I appreciate the help.âÂ
Simon exhales, shifts a little to accommodate the strain in his boxers, and holds his hand out for the screwdriver.Â
It was so cute :) !!
KEN SATO.
Now pls someone make reader x ken sato now!!!
Hii! would you ever do a part 2 to the unrequited love? they hurt so well and it was really nice to read!
First, thanks it warms my heart to hear you liked it.
I thought about it the other day. I had started it, but it didn't end up right. (It felt like a forced happy ending if I'm honest)
If I ever finish a part 2 with a happy ending, the reader would not end up with the character but with another crush..
So sorry not for the moment :'(


