rainzy

26 / infp / previously @apxril

[rainzyy]

Feeling sad and down lately. I don't really know what to do with my life. I don't have any career aspirations, goal or purpose in life. I just exist. Wake up, get stressed at work, overthink about life and repeat. Is this life still worth living? What am I working for? I don't even like my job.

Sometimes I wish I can just disappear for weeks or months. I wanna travel and never come back.

People around me are too busy with their own life and feelings to care about mine. All I do is listen to theirs and give advice. I wish I could have someone to tell all of my troubles. I feel upset. I want to get comforted too, but no one can do that for me.

[ashstfu]

next week will be the end of january.. february is like 2 days long. so march will come super fast and so will easter. summer will come and go, then christmas. basically 2022 is finished happy new year everyone

[wnwnmemo]

[99-97]

It’s difficult to explain so i stay quiet

[courtneywirthit]

i started #inktober and then started doing other stuff instead.

[gaynfl-moved]

your late twenties is like one of your friends is getting promoted, one of your friends is binge-watching an early 2000′s tv show, one of your friends is moving away, one of your friends is moving home, one just graduated, one just dropped out, one spends all day in bed, at least three of them are getting into crystals and alternative medicine, one of them is changing careers, one of them still “doesn’t know what they want to do with their life” and talks about starting a podcast, one of them is on sabbatical, and everyone’s tummy hurts but they’re being so brave about it

[girlwithapomegranate-deactivate]

thank you for following me I have nothing to offer

[blossomfully]

I am okay with my small life. I will try to love with my whole heart, I will try to be kind. I am okay with my small life.

[idleminds]

Mori, The Artist’s Habitat (2018) ‘モリのいる場所’ dir. Shuichi Okita

[feral-ballad]

Jennifer S. Cheng, So We Must Meet Apart; “August 24, 2018”

[quotemadness]

“I want to wake up with you beside me in the mornings. I want to spend my evenings looking at you across the dinner table. I want to share every mundane detail of my day with you and hear every detail of yours. I want to laugh with you and fall asleep with you in my arms.”

— Nicholas Sparks

[seraphimrot]

i am just an unhealed wound that is constantly being picked open again

[quotemadness]

“Deep in my heart I know I am a loner. I’ve tried to blend in with the world and be sociable, but the more people I meet the more disappointed I am. So I’ve learned to enjoy myself, my family, and a few good friends.”

— Steven Aitchison

[quotemadness]

“You don’t have to explain your dreams, they belong to you.”

— Paulo Coelho

[idleminds]

Mother Water (2010) ‘マザーウォーター’ dir. Kana Matsumoto

[tvyyyyyyyu-deactivated20250201]

[cuddlythecactus]

When Haruki Murakami said, "Sometimes I feel like a caretaker of a museum - a huge, empty museum where no one ever comes, and I'm watching over it for no one but myself." And when Audrey Hepburn said, "Living is like tearing through a museum. Not until later do you really start absorbing what you saw, thinking about it, looking it up in a book, and remembering - because you can't take it in all at once."