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I bumped into an old friend and talked about the past. God really has a plan for everything. He removed me to that situation and gifted me Peace of Mind.

It is good to sleep at night without over thinking your partner’s faithfulness and loyalty to you.

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Third week pa lang ng January alam mo may something na. Naiisip ko i’m pregnant na. Girl kinareer namin yan and nakakapagod talaga.

So after ng wedding, Nagpacheck up nako may history kasi ako ng PCOS. Ayoko naman na umabot pako ng 30’s para sa first born ko. So check up ultra sound at papsmear normal na lahat. Thanks G! So expected ko mabubuntis nako sa end ng December. Planning din kami mag honeymoon sa Grace Island sa San Jose, Occi Mindoro. Nag ipon kami for that hahahah. Kaso nagkaroon ng bagyo(anu bang bago?) instead na Dec.23,2019 kami makauwi naurong ng naurong nakailang delay kami sa terminal. Until nagkaroon ako noong December 25, 2019. Nakakalungkot, sympre kinareer namin yun. Ilang minutes akong nakatiwarik masure lang na nashoot nakakapagod. So parang nawalan na ko ng gana. Nakauwi nakami sa Ligaya pero grabe ang nangyari sa San Jose kaya hindi natuloy ang Honeymoon/ vacation namin. Pero merong wedding celebration sa kanila. Parang mini reunion na din kasi ang daming dumating na kamag anak. Walang kuryente don that time dahil sa bagyo, pero nairaos naman may videoke pa nga. So nung pasko hanggang January 1 nagiinom ako hahahha. Sabi ko sa sarili ko lulubos lubosin ko na kasi baka nga January ibigay ng good Lord. Wine, beer and wine again bago matulog hahah. Nakabalil na kami ng Manila and time na for follow up check up. Sabi ng OB the best time daw is 12th cycle of the month. So career na naman namin. Nakakapagod, parang mas gusto ko pa maglinis ng bahay at maglaba. Nakakapagod at nakakapressure, more than 10 mins ka natiwarik para lang masure mo.

Fast forward! Ito na suprising him!! Kakatuwa din 💕

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Naglalaro na naman ba? Allow him, lalo na kapag ganito ang asawa mo.

Pass 7am nako nagising which is normal. Kasi maghahanda pa ako ng almusal dahil may check up ako today. Pero, nagpahinga pako kasi ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko. Around 8 am nako bunganon nag init ng ulam kagabi at kanin. Naligo na pala ako agad.

Sinigang na hipon yun. Knowing na isa na lang pala cornbeef na lang daw kanya. So nagluto ako, habang kumakain ako naliligo siya. Tapos naalala ko yung sinampay need painitan. Nakita ko nalabas nya na.

Fast forward na, nasa hospital na kami and ang sakit ng ulo ko bitch pa yung tao sa HMO. Natapos naman yung procedure and normal naman daw lahat wait ko na lang yung isang lab test. Sa SM na kami naglunch kasi gutom na daw sya 2pm na kasi.

Pagdating namin sa bahay around 2:45pm hindi ko na kaya I need to sleep pero aalis kami ng 4pm. Habang natutulog ako inaayos nya ung ilaw kasi sobrang dilim hindi ko makita ng maayos. Lumipat ako sa bed to continue my sleep. Ginising nya ko d ko alam ang oras. Aalis na daw kami hindi ko kaya pero kung sasama pa rin sya sasama ko ayoko maiwan. To cut it short, hindi kami natuloy.

7pm nako nagising, paggising ko wala sya, nalikom na lahat ng sampay at may sinaning na. Natulog ako ulit kasi mejo masakit pa ang ulo ko. Naramdaman ko nanjan na sya may dalang manok at gamot.

Yung asawa mo na maasahan 😍

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Hilom

May oras pala ang lahat. Hindi ko sukat akalain na maghihilom ang puso kong lubos na nasaktan dulot mo. sa sobrang pagammahal ko sayo, sa sobrang kalinga na binigay ko. Masama pala talaga ang sobra,

Hindi kung bakit o paano dahil isang umaga paggising ko itong puso ko malaya na na dating bihag mo. Oo, nagmadali ako, humanap ng ibang tao na kukumpleto sa buhay ko, nabubuo ng nasirang pagkatao. 

Kaya ito may ngiti na sa mga labi ko.

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A year ago na.

This morning I saw you in a vid, hoho. Its like, "hindi sya nagbago" , "kawawa naman" . I think this is the best decision ever! Thank you 👆.

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Monthsary nila Ex.

That calaguas love affair you have. So tama ang kutob ko. That Nov. 28, 2015 na ayaw mong makipagkita sakin kayo pala nag magkasama. I’m begging you that time to be with me, then you said you have to see your mom, you were tired and you have to take a rest. Anyways. Good luck :)

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Whener I see happy couples

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An open letter for my ex and for this girl. details 11:32pm, Friday May 15, 2015 Hi girl and ex, So how was your dinner last Friday? After a week nagdate nakyo? Hindi man lang nalungkot or nagpakaplastic for 1 week para man lang masabi na minahal mo any 5 years natin

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CGBJT

So, this man has given me a reason to smile again. Its seems awkward but I think I like him. I don’t know, if I am fooled by the heartache that I have. He has taught me things that made me realized that life must go on. 

It makes me feel like a high school student, cheesy lines, hatidan blues, puyatan and non stop kwentuhans. 

But the sad part is,  I’m a graduating student and this maybe the last month that I can see him in school. After graduation, I’ll go to Manila and pursue my review class for my board exam. The question is, what will happen next?  

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DTN

Yes, I broke up with him. I broke up with the man I loved the most. I have to do this in fact, this is not the first time i broke up with him, but surely this will be the last. For the first time I said yes to him, I never thought that he will be unfair, I never thought that there will be other girls who will fight for him just to win him back. I never thought that he is a two-timer guy who loves him self so much. I never thought that this will last for six years. Six years of being brave just for him. To fight for my love for him. I became blind because I loved him. For the first months of our relationship, someone told me that she was"his girlfriend". I tried my best to talk to him and to leave him, I don’t want to be the reason for their break up. I already know how it feels to be sad and worthless because of third party.Fast forward, he was busy that time and I tried to check his phone out of curiosity, then, I found out that someone has been calling him “mahal”. I tried to talked to him who she was, he just denied everything and he told me it was just a joke. Joke? is flirting a joke? I let him borrow my tablet for his gaming activity, then I found out he was chatting girls asking them if they have a boyfriend and telling them if they can go out some other time. It kills me, every time I remember those things. But, thank you,thank you for making me feel loved and making me happy. You thought me to relax and chill. You to thought me how important my family. Thank you for those times you make me feel that I am the only one, that no one can torn us apart. We have different points of view on life, but, I believe that we will meet the half way. It was a roller coaster relationship. Our family and friends thought our love was perfect and true. But I have to this, I have to save my self drowning from you. 

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Breyshish #braces #tiisganda @alfrednatan

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Late post hihihi November 16, 2015 (at Kwebang Lampas, Pagbilao Quezon)

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Christmas party with accenture family. (at Icings)

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Late night bonding with this girl. @erikajoyce_oliveros , matagal din di nakapagkwentuhan, kakayanin ang engineering #friendsforvs #engineering

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Ang kapal! Oo ang kapal! Nagpapasalamat ako sa mga tumulong para matapos ko itong GSM. Sa mga kagroup ko, sa mga new found friends, @danicake_03 @marjoremi @jobsganda Salamat sa lahat! 😂😍😘😘🙏

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#photogram #picoftheday #lamp #decors #furnitures

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Hi to your evil mom!

I know it has been years now, but I can still remember how she said those words, words that gave me inspiration to finish this path. 

Thank you for saying that I am a GOLD DIGGER. Yes, because we are not rich and my Dad is just a carpenter? I will not forget how she said those words. I will never forget how does the sun set  feels inside your house, the after light that enters your door,how big and how messy your house. The rest may change but your Mom? she will still be evil to me.