seething & blooming

𝑟𝑎𝑤, 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛.

[raisedpurearch]

🦄 independent & selective headcanon-based pansy parkinson from the harry potter franchise. this blog is anti-jkr. my name is via and i am 21+,  she/her, half filipino ( a mix of chavacano, bisaya, and tagalog ) and half-chinese. all interactions are strictly 18+! do not interact if you’re a bigot.

links:  carrd / pinterest other blogs: @viciousgrace  ( gen multimuse ) & @papilionaes​  ( hp multimuse )

interactions are based on ask prompts  ( no expiration ! ) & plotting calls. please read rules & about prior to interaction. if you have questions regarding my portrayal, feel free to ask. 

featured verses: post-war, riordanverse, grishaverse. upcoming verses: shadowhunters, modern witch

[raisedpurearch]

this blog is now an archive.

[loonastro]

krystal — harper’s bazaar april issue

[raisedpurearch]

i actually really want to write here but canon is just... hard for me to write in at the moment. i'm thinking of focusing on pansy's modern verse or her AUs and her demigod verse. i will be working on this blog over the weekend to make the necessary changes.

also just FYI that canon spans a huge amount of time between pansy's school years + the 19 years later epilogue, and i like to explore the time in between, because that is when she grapples with a lot of her morality and painful growth / self actualization the most. older!pansy's fc will remain as kry.stal j.ung and younger will remain as lia.

in all verses i intend to keep some witchy aspect to her character. i might switch it up and make her a daughter of hecate instead of apollo in her demigod verse! she will likewise maintain her personality / financial status / artistic talent.

[omnybus]

The bar was so low it was practically a tripping hazard in Hell, yet here you are, limbo dancing with the devil

[raisedpurearch]

HEADCANON: even as head girl during 7th year, pansy was never under alecto or amycus’ “tutelage”. that wasn’t their relationship at all. she wasn’t some type of protégé, she was a tool they used to fulfill their own sadistic needs. pansy’s status as a former prefect and a prominent figure in her house gave them a reason to put her at the forefront of their campaign against dumbledore’s army, muggleborn students, their sympathizers + the rest of the student body. though yes, people would often see pansy in the same frame as the carrows, but she did not have their respect or their approval. quite the contrary, actually, because pansy’s reputation paints her a certain way – mean, rude, prejudiced, cruel – but she’s a lot softer than they expected her to be, and they’re disappointed with that. 

i’ve always said that words are pansy’s best weapon. she knows how to wield them to a fine point. with the right combination of insults, she knows she can draw blood. but she’s never had a taste for violence, and to be honest, she’s actually quite squeamish ( or at least she was before the war ). it’s what drove her to rebel in the first place. it’s not some deep and sudden realization that she has to be good and heroic, it’s just pansy being so fed up with the carrows, hating what they’re making out of her, and pitying the younger students. pansy didn’t stage her little acts of rebellion out of the goodness of her heart. she did them out of spite for the most part. it is and will always be her most powerful of motivations.

[raisedpurearch]

endless p.ansy p.arkinson edits   ( 1 / ? ) 

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HEADCANON: i like to think of pansy as a combination of prissy, delicate, haughty, but at the same time also childish / child-like, naïve, and rough around the edges. she is very much a sheltered girl with a very limited window into the real world, and when i think of her home-life, i see it as an environment that does not welcome outward shows of emotions, which renders her emotionally repressed, unable to convey the true depth of her feelings  ( and she has a lot )  because her parents are often cold and dispassionate towards her / towards their surroundings. 

she has a lot of trouble processing what / how she feels, and though her art is a helpful outlet, she still wounds up internalizing a lot of it and eventually manifesting it as rage and frustration down the line. pansy definitely understands anger and cruelty more than any other emotion, as they are what she’s been exposed to the most. she also has the tendency to over-act or chase validation from other people  ( her friends, but mostly draco tbh )  due to not getting it from the people who should be giving it to her in the first place.

[raisedpurearch]

hi, sorry for disappearing here. i’ve been tiff a lot these past few days, bc she’s essentially the only one i have muse for. please like this if you want me to follow you on tiff. i haven’t followed a lot of people because i know i’ve made a lot of blogs recently  ( and i have every intention of writing in them, when the muse returns )  and i didn’t want to make others feel obligated to follow back  ( it’s the anxiety, i’m sorry ). so if you want to write with tiff, who is an original character i dearly love, like this and i’ll follow you. <3

[raisedpurearch]

NIKOLAI LANTSOV:

              “That’s awfully pessimistic of you,” Nikolai said lightly, tell-tale fox grin pulling on the corners of his mouth. He knew the scales had never favored them, but they’d beat the odds before, hadn’t they? Defeated the Darkling - at least temporarily, he thought wryly -, and managed to keep the country from falling into complete chaos while dealing with the aftermath of the Black Heretic’s reign. He almost wanted to agree with her — and wouldn’t have blamed her if she had stayed in Ketterdam. Ravka had been at war for so long, after all. Saints, he wanted to ensure her that the reinforcement would show up soon and that they would turn the tide, but the king wasn’t sure if either of those things were true. “This won’t be how you’ll go,” he concluded, instead. He raised his gun, aimed and shot at an approaching enemy. “Because we’ve got something they don’t have.” 

“i am awfully pessimistic,” pansy retorts, dodging a stray inferni bolt of fire carried wayward by the breeze. their squallers look overwhelmed, for a moment, pansy directs the bulk of her effort in stopping the hearts of the fjerdan soldiers encroaching that front. her limbs are aching and her vision is starting to go soft around the edges ― clear signs of exhaustion. the king himself looks disheveled, which is something of a novelty to see. pansy has never seen nikolai as anything less than composed. “you promise?” she asks, and there’s a smile behind her words. she’s not sure it’s true, and she knows nikolai can’t guarantee it either, but his attempt amuses her for the moment, reminds her that his unflinching, almost arrogant certainty is a source of morale. “and what would that be, hmm? you?” she’s grinning now, despite how tired she is. “you know i won’t argue that, your highness. it is a point against fjerda.”

[platkisloneczne]

❝      BE THE REASON    someone smiles.    be the reason someone feels    LOVED    and  believes    in the    GOODNESS    in people.     ❞     independent    &   semi selective succubus witcher oc    SUNFLOWER PANKRATZ    (    ©    rules   about   )

[raisedpurearch]

me vs. the urge to give tiff her own blog

[drkroots-archived]

WE WERE HERE roaming on the endless prairie, writing an endless story, building a Walden of our own. WE WERE HERE grieving the saddened faces, conquering the darkest places. Time to rest now and to finish the show and become the music, one with alpenglow.

                                                             ( psd / template / original art: x / x )

[raisedpurearch]

your heart is a wall of storm clouds. the pain says: i will lend you my shoulders and my hands. you say: i don’t have the strength in me to touch anyone yet.  /  can you taste the honeyed heat that lives inside my dreams? it’s a slow process: learning to be free. but i will transform into starlight one day. just you watch. 

independent & headcanon-based pansy parkinson from the harry potter franchise. aggressively anti-JKR. redeemed by via. est. 2016.

[wedarkacademia]

~ Ocean Vuong, On Earth We Are Briefly Gorgeous

[raisedpurearch]

modern!pansy would probably be on the bathroom floor, crying to olivia rodrigo songs

[raisedpurearch]

@lcvelj​‘s lara jean: pansy has a kind soul everyone within earshot: