day 36
// i obviously can't speak for her, but I'm proud of you for being happy.
#about a lot of different people honestly#i lost both my grandfathers when i was really young and often wonder what they'd think of me now#if i were to guess (since its been like 3 years since i drew this) this was probably about my grandmother#she was still alive at that point but not in a state i would really call living. she died just over a year ago.#i always wondered how the three of them would've reacted to my transition (f->nb) or if they would've accepted me for who I am#if they'd be proud of me for going down the path i did#there's no way to know but the way i think about it is#for the short amount of my life they knew me they loved me so much#and they would want nothing more than for me to be happy
